Mera bachpan
jo hai
jo cassette
hota hai na
A-side
or B-side.
To A-side
mera pura
happy happy happy
chala hai.
Family walo ne
pura bharpur
pyaar diya hai.
Or jab
B-side
palat ke dekhoge
to utna
hi dark
chala jata hai.
Main na thoda
relate kar
paata hu
main bhi
bachpan me na
bohot hi
school me
chup chaap sa
rehta tha.
Aesa koi
issue nahin tha
par kyunki main
chup chap sa
rehta tha to
bohot bully
kiya gaya hu
school me.
Aaj bhi agar aap
mujhe pucho
college se
bohot dost bane
kyunki college me
shayad personality
change hui.
School se
dost hi nahin
hai mere
aaj bhi
mere pass
school se
ek dost nahin hai.
Kyunki main
bohot hi
chup chap tha.
Jab aap apni
B-side
dekhte ho
kaise the wo din?
Kya hua tha?
Us B-side me
chijein mere
haath me
nahin thi.
Jo bhi kuch
haath me tha
wo society ke
haath ka tha.
Mere liye
wo chij
wo transition
bohot
hard raha hai.
Ki aap
incapable ho,
aap
differently abled ho.
Aap handicap ho
or wo sab chije
ye chijen
aapko pata
nahin chalti hai.
Aap
apne aap ko
normal hi
samjh rahe ho.
Main apne aap ko
normal hi
samjhta tha.
Jo aap hai.
Jo main
lekin
wo the kuch
society ke
log hai
wo aesa
nahin sochte hai.
Jab 4 saal
ka tha,
5 saal
ka tha
school me,
apni schooling
kar rha tha.
Main apne aap ko
normal hi
samjhta tha
jaise ki
har ek bachcha
apne aap ko
samjhta hai.
Main waise hi
samjhta tha
lekin fir kuch
society ke
elements aaye.
Jo
batate hai
aapko ki
nahin abnormal ho.
Wo aap pe
joke maarte hai.
Wo aapka
majak udate hai.
For no reason.
Aap jaise ho
jaise dikhte ho
us par bhi
majak udate hai.
To
main wo
calculate nahin
kar pata tha
ki ye
aesa kyun
bol raha hai,
jabki
main jab
apne aap ko
mirror me
dekhta hu to
everything is fine.
Jab aap
apne aap ko
dekhte ho to
sab kuch fine,
ek dam
acha lagega
lekin aage wala
aapko bata raha hai
ki nahin
ye nahin,
majak udate hai.
Joke hai
wo sab
karte hai.
To wo jo
acceptance ka
jo phase tha
or aap bohot
chhote hote ho.
4-5 saal ki
umar hoti hai
aapki,
to aap me
budhi to
hoti nahin hai
ki kya bura,
aapke pass
sad hone
ke alawa
koi chance
nahin ho payega.
Koi upay
nahin hota.
Aap bas ghar pe
aake
sad ho sakte ho.
In fact
kabhi kabhi to
aapke saath
agar
society me
agar aap kahi
bahar ghum rahe hai.
Bachcho ne
ya bachcho ke
parents ne
aapko bully kiya hai.
Bachcho ke
parents bhi?
Haan,
bachcho ke
parents bhi.
Aesa nahin hai
ki sirf bachche.
Bachcho ke
parents bhi
acha
unke liye
sirf ye
entertainment ka
moment hota hoga.
Jab koi
aapke baare me
bata raha hota hai,
judge kar raha
hota hai
physically,
comment kar
rha hota hai.
To unke liye ek
happy moment hai.
ye ek
moment ki tarah
nikla.
Lekin
mere liye wo
happy moment
mere liye
wo moment
aesa rehta tha ki
ab ghar pe jaake
raat me sone
se pehle main
wahi chij
sochne wala hu..
Ki mujhse wo
kya bola gaya hai.
Uske liye ek
moment aaya
or chala gaya
hasa,
nikal gaya.
Uske pass
100 alag
problem hongi
use deal karna hoga
meri
life ki
problem hi
wahi log hai.