Mera bachpan

jo hai

jo cassette

hota hai na

A-side

or B-side.

To A-side

mera pura

happy happy happy

chala hai.

Family walo ne

pura bharpur

pyaar diya hai.

Or jab

B-side

palat ke dekhoge

to utna

hi dark

chala jata hai.

Main na thoda

relate kar

paata hu

main bhi

bachpan me na

bohot hi

school me

chup chaap sa

rehta tha.

Aesa koi

issue nahin tha

par kyunki main

chup chap sa

rehta tha to

bohot bully

kiya gaya hu

school me.

Aaj bhi agar aap

mujhe pucho

college se

bohot dost bane

kyunki college me

shayad personality

change hui.

School se

dost hi nahin

hai mere

aaj bhi

mere pass

school se

ek dost nahin hai.

Kyunki main

bohot hi

chup chap tha.

Jab aap apni

B-side

dekhte ho

kaise the wo din?

Kya hua tha?

Us B-side me

chijein mere

haath me

nahin thi.

Jo bhi kuch

haath me tha

wo society ke

haath ka tha.

Mere liye

wo chij

wo transition

bohot

hard raha hai.

Ki aap

incapable ho,

aap

differently abled ho.

Aap handicap ho

or wo sab chije

ye chijen

aapko pata

nahin chalti hai.

Aap

apne aap ko

normal hi

samjh rahe ho.

Main apne aap ko

normal hi

samjhta tha.

Jo aap hai.

Jo main

lekin

wo the kuch

society ke

log hai

wo aesa

nahin sochte hai.

Jab 4 saal

ka tha,

5 saal

ka tha

school me,

apni schooling

kar rha tha.

Main apne aap ko

normal hi

samjhta tha

jaise ki

har ek bachcha

apne aap ko

samjhta hai.

Main waise hi

samjhta tha

lekin fir kuch

society ke

elements aaye.

Jo

batate hai

aapko ki

nahin abnormal ho.

Wo aap pe

joke maarte hai.

Wo aapka

majak udate hai.

For no reason.

Aap jaise ho

jaise dikhte ho

us par bhi

majak udate hai.

To

main wo

calculate nahin

kar pata tha

ki ye

aesa kyun

bol raha hai,

jabki

main jab

apne aap ko

mirror me

dekhta hu to

everything is fine.

Jab aap

apne aap ko

dekhte ho to

sab kuch fine,

ek dam

acha lagega

lekin aage wala

aapko bata raha hai

ki nahin

ye nahin,

majak udate hai.

Joke hai

wo sab

karte hai.

To wo jo

acceptance ka

jo phase tha

or aap bohot

chhote hote ho.

4-5 saal ki

umar hoti hai

aapki,

to aap me

budhi to

hoti nahin hai

ki kya bura,

aapke pass

sad hone

ke alawa

koi chance

nahin ho payega.

Koi upay

nahin hota.

Aap bas ghar pe

aake

sad ho sakte ho.

In fact

kabhi kabhi to

aapke saath

agar

society me

agar aap kahi

bahar ghum rahe hai.

Bachcho ne

ya bachcho ke

parents ne

aapko bully kiya hai.

Bachcho ke

parents bhi?

Haan,

bachcho ke

parents bhi.

Aesa nahin hai

ki sirf bachche.

Bachcho ke

parents bhi

acha

unke liye

sirf ye

entertainment ka

moment hota hoga.

Jab koi

aapke baare me

bata raha hota hai,

judge kar raha

hota hai

physically,

comment kar

rha hota hai.

To unke liye ek

happy moment hai.

ye ek

moment ki tarah

nikla.

Lekin

mere liye wo

happy moment

mere liye

wo moment

aesa rehta tha ki

ab ghar pe jaake

raat me sone

se pehle main

wahi chij

sochne wala hu..

Ki mujhse wo

kya bola gaya hai.

Uske liye ek

moment aaya

or chala gaya

hasa,

nikal gaya.

Uske pass

100 alag

problem hongi

use deal karna hoga

meri

life ki

problem hi

wahi log hai.