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Kila ninaposimulia simulizi hii, huwa natokwa na machozi.

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Hata sasa hivi, ninatokwa na machozi kwa sababu sikuwahi kufikiria ningeiona siku hii.

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Katika jina kuu la Yesu Kristo!

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Roho huyo mchafu - huna haki ya kukaa katika mwili wake.

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Ninasema, toka sasa hivi!

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Ufunguliwe kwa jina la Yesu!

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Ufunguliwe, katika jina kuu la Yesu Kristo!

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Ee Roho Mtakatifu, mguse sasa hivi - gusa roho, nafsi na mwili wake.

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Okoa roho yake! Okoa roho yake! Ukomboe mwili wake!

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Maumivu hayo ya zamani - yaondoshwe sasa hivi!

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Kuwa huru sasa hivi! Uwe huru kwa jina kuu la Yesu!

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Asante, Yesu. Dada yetu, uko huru kwa utukufu wa Mungu.

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Furahi. Furahia uhuru wako!

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Asante, Bwana.

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Jina langu ni Anita kutoka Botswana.

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Nilihitimu mwaka wa 2017 na kabla ya kuhitimu, kuna mchakato katika nchi yetu ambapo

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tunahitaji kupitia mafunzo ya kazi ili kuhitimu.

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Kwa hiyo nilisomea Uandishi wa Habari na Vyombo vya Habari, na nikapata fursa ya kufanya hivyo

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mafunzo yangu na gazeti liitwalo Sunday Standard.

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Baada ya miezi mitatu ya mafunzo yangu, nilipewa kazi

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bila kupitia mchakato wa kuomba au kupitia usaili.

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Nilifurahia sana kazi yangu na bado naifurahia kazi yangu.

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Kadiri wakati ulivyosonga, ulimwengu wote uliteseka na COVID, ambayo ilibadilisha mambo mengi.

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Kwa sababu hiyo, kulikuwa na mabadiliko katika mazingira juu ya namna tulivyokuwa tukifanya kazi,

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pamoja na malipo na mambo mengine mengi.

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Nilianza kupata unyogovu na nikapoteza hamu katika kazi ambayo nilikuwa nikifanya

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na tasnia niliyokuwa nayo.

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Ndipo nikaamua kuanza kuomba kazi

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ili niweze kwenda katika nyanja zingine za mawasiliano.

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Kwa bahati mbaya, kutoka 2021 hadi mwaka huu,

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Nilikuwa nikiomba na sikuwahi kupokea barua yoyote -

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ama barua ya kukatiwa au kukiri tu kwamba wameona maombi yangu.

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Ningetuma maombi na kamwe nisingepata maoni yoyote. Hakuna kitu.

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Kulikuwa na mwaka, ambao ulikuwa 2022, nilipoomba kazi zaidi ya 200

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na hakuna hata mmoja wao aliyejibu.

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Ningetuma barua pepe kila wiki. Ningekuwa nikiomba kazi kila wiki.

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Na singepokea barua pepe yoyote ikiniambia kuwa nimeorodheshwa

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au nije kwa mahojiano au chochote kile.

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Ilikuwa ni hali ya kukatisha tamaa sana na sikujua ni nini kilikuwa kibaya.

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Sikukata tamaa na sikupoteza imani.

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Niliendelea kutuma maombi. Niliendelea kuomba,

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Niliamini tu kwamba siku moja, kutakuwa na mabadiliko.

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Pia nilikuwa nikisumbuliwa na ndoto mbaya.

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Katika ndoto hizi za kutisha, nilikuwa najiona kwenye ndoto nikifanya ngono.

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Inaweza kuwa na watu ambao sikuwajua.

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Wakati mwingine, ingekuwa na mapepo au viumbe ambavyo sikuvitambua.

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Sikumwambia mtu yeyote, hata mama yangu au familia yangu,

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kwa sababu niliogopa wangefikiri au kusema nini.

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Kwa hiyo, kama ningekataa, ningeamka nyakati fulani nikiwa na michubuko.

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Wakati mwingine ningekuwa katika nafasi ambayo niliona viumbe hivi

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vikifanya ngono na sikuwa nikishiriki katika hilo.

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Na kila nilipoona kitu kama hicho, sikuona chochote kizuri kikinijia.

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Mwanzoni mwa mwaka huu wa Januari, mama yangu alinitambulisha kwa TV ya Moyo wa Mungu

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na aliniambia kuhusu Maombi Shirikishi na Ndugu Chris.

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Nilituma ombi la maombi kwa ajili ya Maombi Shirikishi. Sikufikiria sana, kusema ukweli.

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Kwangu mimi, ilikuwa kama sala nyingine yoyote au ibada ya kanisa ambayo nilikuwa nimeshiriki.

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Mnamo Januari 30, nilituma maombi ya kuwa sehemu ya programu ya mafunzo ya uongozi wa vijana.

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Na baada ya hapo, siku tatu baadaye, nilipokea barua pepe kuwa sehemu

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ya Ibada Shirikishi ya Maombi na Ndugu Chris, ambayo nilijiunga nayo.

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Kimwili, hakuna kitu maalum kilichotokea.

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Sikutetereka. Sikutapika. Sikufanya chochote.

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Yalikuwa ni maombi ya kawaida tu ambayo nilijiunga nayo na sikuzingatia chochote.

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Sikujua kwamba Mungu alikuwa akinifanyia kazi nyuma ya pazia.

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Kila ninaposimulia hadithi hii, huwa natokwa na machozi.

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Hata sasa hivi, ninatokwa na machozi kwa sababu sikuwahi kufikiria ningeiona siku hii.

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Mnamo Februari 21, wiki moja baada ya Ibada ya Kuingiliana ya Maombi,

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Nilipokea simu yangu ya kwanza kuja kwa mahojiano.

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Inavyoonekana, kipindi hicho cha mahojiano kilidumu kwa siku tatu.

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Nilikuja siku ya mwisho.

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Kwa jinsi watu walivyokuwa wengi, hakukuwa na hofu ndani yangu.

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Kwangu, nilihisi kama ukweli kwamba niliingia kwenye mahojiano haya baada ya muda mrefu,

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baada ya miaka mitatu ya kuomba na kutopokea chochote - ilinitosha.

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Inaonyesha kwamba Mungu kweli amegeuza kesi yangu.

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Niliingia kwenye chumba cha mahojiano na jopo walishangaa sana hadi nikatabasamu.

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Hawakujua kwanini nilitabasamu kwani kila mtu aliyeingia ndani

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alikuwa na nyuso zenye umakini, na mimi peke yangu ndiye niliyetabasamu.

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Na walikuwa wakiuliza, 'Kwa nini unatabasamu? Kwa nini una furaha sana?'

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Sikuweza hata kuwaambia kwa nini nilikuwa na furaha.

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Nilikaa tu, nikaendelea na mahojiano na nikarudi nyumbani.

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Na jambo la kushangaza ni kwamba, tofauti na mahojiano mengine, yangu ilidumu kwa takriban dakika kumi.

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Wengine walikuwa chini ya dakika tano.

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Kwa hivyo niliposikia wengine wakisema mahojiano yalikuwa mafupi,

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Nilijiambia, 'Je, nilisema jambo baya?

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Je, walilazimika kurekebisha mambo mengi?'

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Lakini sikujua kidogo nilikubaliwa kwa programu,

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kuwa sehemu ya Mpango wa Mafunzo ya Uongozi wa Vijana.

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Ni programu ya mafunzo ya uongozi ya miezi tisa inayotolewa na Friedrich-Ebert-Stiftung Botswana.

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Na walinipa fursa hii ya kuwa sehemu ya vijana 20 wa Botswana

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kushiriki katika programu hii ya miezi tisa.

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Nilisahau kusema kwamba wakati haya yote yanatokea,

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kwa sababu ilikuwa ikitokea wiki baada ya wiki,

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Pia nilipata nafasi ya kuwa sehemu ya Maombi maalum ya Kuingiliana na Ndugu Chris.

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Nilijiunga katika kipindi hicho cha maombi.

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Sijawahi kuona ndoto hizo tena hadi leo.

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Ninalala kwa amani. Siamki na makovu au chochote.

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Hata siku nilipopokea barua pepe kwamba nilikubaliwa,

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badala ya kuwa na ndoto hizo mbaya, nilitunukiwa bahasha nyeupe katika ndoto yangu.

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Na baada ya kupokea bahasha hiyo nyeupe, siku iliyofuata nilipokea barua pepe

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akisema kuwa nimekubaliwa katika kikao cha mafunzo.

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Kwa upande wa taaluma yangu, nimekuwa mwandishi wa habari kwa miaka saba iliyopita.

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Na katika miaka saba, sikuwa nimepokea kutambuliwa.

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Nilikuwa kama mwanahabari mwingine yeyote.

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Lakini tazama na tazama, mnamo Machi 19,

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Nilipokea barua pepe kwamba niliteuliwa kwa mara ya kwanza katika maisha yangu kupokea tuzo.

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Nilisali kuhusu hilo, na mnamo Machi 23, nilitunukiwa tuzo ya 'Vunani Annual

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Tuzo la Michezo la Mwanamke wa Botswana' kama Mwanahabari Bora wa Mwaka, Chapisha.

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Na hii ndio tuzo - tuzo yangu ya kwanza kabisa!

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Ni juu ya Botswana yote lakini hii ndiyo kategoria ya michezo kwa sababu mimi ni mwandishi wa habari za michezo.

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Mnamo 2020, nilijiunga na shirika lisilo la faida linaloitwa Young African Leaders Forum.

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Hili ni shirika lisilo la faida, linaloongozwa na vijana,

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ambayo inawawezesha vijana wa Afrika ndani ya bara hili pamoja na diaspora.

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Tunatetea mahitaji ya wengine na tunawatia moyo vijana

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kushiriki tu katika nchi, katika jamii.

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Nilikuwa nikifanya kazi hii bure. Nilikuwa nikijitolea tu kwa kazi hii.

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Sikufikiria chochote juu yake.

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Na katika mchakato huu, nilikuwa nikitumia rasilimali zangu.

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Mnamo Aprili 18, niliwekwa rasmi kuwa Mratibu wa Eneo la Kusini mwa Afrika

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kwa kipindi cha miaka miwili, kuongoza mikutano ya kilele katika eneo hili

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Vijana wa Ukanda wa Kusini mwa Afrika ni jukumu langu.

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Na kuongeza juu yake, ninatayarisha mkutano wa kilele ambao utaandaliwa nchini Zambia mnamo Novemba

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kwa mara ya kwanza Kusini mwa Afrika, na inaweza tu kuwa kwa utukufu wa Mungu.

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Hii inakuja na malipo.

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Kwa uteuzi huu, nitalipwa.

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Pia nitalipwa kwa kuwa balozi wa nchi yangu.

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Kwa kweli ni malipo mawili kwa wakati mmoja.

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Kwa hivyo ni nini ushauri wako kwa watu wetu ambao wamejiunga nasi leo kutoka kote ulimwenguni

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kuhusu kile ambacho Yesu Kristo anaweza kufanya katika maisha yao?

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Kwanza kabisa, niliposhiriki katika Swala ya Maingiliano ya kwanza, nilifanya jambo moja -

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jambo moja ambalo lilibadilisha maisha yangu yote.

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Nilijisalimisha kwa Mungu na nilifungua moyo wangu.

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Hizo ndizo zilikuwa funguo za kufungua baraka zangu.

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Kama singefanya hivyo, sijui kama ningekuwa hapa kutoa ushahidi.

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Kwa hivyo ningehimiza kila mtu atafute ndani kabisa ya mioyo yao

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na kukabidhi kila kitu kwa Mungu.

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Nataka ujue kuwa kukata tamaa hakumaanishi Mungu amekusahau.

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Kila jambo lina wakati wake.

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Mungu aliweza kunimiminia baraka katika kipindi cha miezi mitatu,

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Kwa watu wengi, itachukua muda mrefu zaidi kufikia chochote nilichofanikiwa.

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Kwa hiyo ningekutia moyo uendelee, uendelee kuomba na uendelee kuamini.

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Usijizuie wala kumshuku Mungu katika jambo lolote.

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Mungu ana uwezo wa kubadilisha hadithi yako kwa kupepesa macho.

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Haimchukui muda mrefu kubadili hadithi yako.

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Ikiwa tunaweza tu kujiweka upya, tutapata kila kitu tunachohitaji kutoka kwa Mungu.