WEBVTT 00:00:00.240 --> 00:00:02.399 i was born and raised as a Muslim in 00:00:02.399 --> 00:00:05.440 Cairo Egypt but I grew up as a child in 00:00:05.440 --> 00:00:08.800 the 50s in the Gaza Strip and uh the 00:00:08.800 --> 00:00:12.639 reason I was in Gaza was because Gaza at 00:00:12.639 --> 00:00:14.799 that time was part of Egypt i attended 00:00:14.799 --> 00:00:17.359 Gaza elementary schools where we learned 00:00:17.359 --> 00:00:20.480 hatred vengeance retaliation peace was 00:00:20.480 --> 00:00:23.519 never an option the concept of peace was 00:00:23.519 --> 00:00:26.080 something foreign actually the word 00:00:26.080 --> 00:00:29.439 peace was never even mentioned in the 00:00:29.439 --> 00:00:32.640 services of any mosque we recited poetry 00:00:32.640 --> 00:00:35.680 every day in the school wishing up upon 00:00:35.680 --> 00:00:38.640 ourselves to die as martyrs i used to 00:00:38.640 --> 00:00:41.200 see girls reciting this poetry while 00:00:41.200 --> 00:00:43.360 they're crying they would wish upon 00:00:43.360 --> 00:00:45.840 themselves to die as a martyr see our 00:00:45.840 --> 00:00:48.480 value system was about victimhood 00:00:48.480 --> 00:00:51.200 thinking of ourselves as victims or to 00:00:51.200 --> 00:00:54.160 be a martyr to go kill everybody and die 00:00:54.160 --> 00:00:56.719 as a martyr either a victim or a martyr 00:00:56.719 --> 00:00:58.960 there is nothing in between women don't 00:00:58.960 --> 00:01:01.359 go to mosques but we used to hear the 00:01:01.359 --> 00:01:04.320 service of the mosque either on radio or 00:01:04.320 --> 00:01:08.080 on TV and I remember every Friday prayer 00:01:08.080 --> 00:01:11.040 the sheh would be at the end of the 00:01:11.040 --> 00:01:13.920 sermon he would curse may God destroy 00:01:13.920 --> 00:01:16.159 the Jews and the infidel and the even 00:01:16.159 --> 00:01:18.400 the Christians and non-Muslims and he 00:01:18.400 --> 00:01:20.960 would call non-Muslims the enemies of 00:01:20.960 --> 00:01:24.720 Allah if you grow up with cursing as a 00:01:24.720 --> 00:01:28.280 form of prayer it can feel and sound 00:01:28.280 --> 00:01:32.320 normal hatred can be normal because who 00:01:32.320 --> 00:01:34.720 am I to judge i never noticed that this 00:01:34.720 --> 00:01:38.000 is not holy so this is how I grew up 22 00:01:38.000 --> 00:01:40.640 Arab countries did everything they could 00:01:40.640 --> 00:01:44.240 to make life impossible for Israel to 00:01:44.240 --> 00:01:47.680 exist the Arab League forbade absorbing 00:01:47.680 --> 00:01:50.799 the so-called Arab Palestinians rejected 00:01:50.799 --> 00:01:53.280 to give them citizenship in any Arab 00:01:53.280 --> 00:01:55.560 country so you could see an a 00:01:55.560 --> 00:01:58.719 Palestinian born in Cairo for instance 00:01:58.719 --> 00:02:02.079 and never get the citizenship and die in 00:02:02.079 --> 00:02:06.719 Cairo they born and die in Syria a a 00:02:06.719 --> 00:02:08.959 Palestinian and they never get a 00:02:08.959 --> 00:02:11.920 citizenship why because the Arab League 00:02:11.920 --> 00:02:14.800 wanted the Palestinian problem never to 00:02:14.800 --> 00:02:18.480 be solved this is not their agenda the 00:02:18.480 --> 00:02:21.680 agenda is to keep them refugees from 00:02:21.680 --> 00:02:25.120 birth to death the culture was so for 00:02:25.120 --> 00:02:28.080 sacrificing they encouraged women to 00:02:28.080 --> 00:02:30.640 stand up in front of the cameras and say 00:02:30.640 --> 00:02:33.599 "I gave my son to the jihad and I want 00:02:33.599 --> 00:02:36.560 my other children to die in the jihad." 00:02:36.560 --> 00:02:39.920 Women who are for life for peace were 00:02:39.920 --> 00:02:42.160 looked down upon women who would be 00:02:42.160 --> 00:02:44.959 radical if not more radical than men who 00:02:44.959 --> 00:02:47.280 will promote jihad for their children 00:02:47.280 --> 00:02:50.160 were lifted up as honorable women to be 00:02:50.160 --> 00:02:52.480 respected in society so for a woman to 00:02:52.480 --> 00:02:55.120 be respected in Islamic society you have 00:02:55.120 --> 00:02:57.840 to be as radical if not more radical 00:02:57.840 --> 00:03:00.640 than men and that is why a lot of women 00:03:00.640 --> 00:03:03.040 are silent they are proud to give their 00:03:03.040 --> 00:03:05.680 children to jihad and many people told 00:03:05.680 --> 00:03:08.080 that to my mother to my grandparents 00:03:08.080 --> 00:03:10.239 after my father died that your boy 00:03:10.239 --> 00:03:12.480 you're lucky he's in heaven now it's the 00:03:12.480 --> 00:03:14.560 only way to go to heaven is to go and 00:03:14.560 --> 00:03:17.760 kill the infidel and die in the process 00:03:17.760 --> 00:03:20.760 the Arabs of Israel were pushed 00:03:20.760 --> 00:03:23.280 constantly they are rejected from being 00:03:23.280 --> 00:03:26.000 absorbed and constantly pushed against 00:03:26.000 --> 00:03:28.560 the borders with Israel in order to keep 00:03:28.560 --> 00:03:31.120 the problem alive the Arab world doesn't 00:03:31.120 --> 00:03:33.280 have a shortage of land if you look at 00:03:33.280 --> 00:03:36.159 the Arab world from the Atlantic Ocean 00:03:36.159 --> 00:03:39.120 Morocco all the way to Persia from 00:03:39.120 --> 00:03:41.920 Turkey all the way to Sudan at that time 00:03:41.920 --> 00:03:43.760 when I was a child the Sinai was 00:03:43.760 --> 00:03:46.480 practically empty desert nobody lived in 00:03:46.480 --> 00:03:50.000 the Sinai like today there is Sharmishek 00:03:50.000 --> 00:03:52.640 you know all the nice beaches this was a 00:03:52.640 --> 00:03:56.640 military zone and there is absolutely no 00:03:56.640 --> 00:04:01.200 need no pressing need for Arabs to be so 00:04:01.200 --> 00:04:04.080 dwelled on wanting to throw the Jews in 00:04:04.080 --> 00:04:06.560 the sea you know this international 00:04:06.560 --> 00:04:08.640 conflict called the Arab-Israeli 00:04:08.640 --> 00:04:12.239 conflict really is a fabrication this is 00:04:12.239 --> 00:04:15.840 not a conflict over land and anybody who 00:04:15.840 --> 00:04:18.680 thinks it's a conflict over land is 00:04:18.680 --> 00:04:21.840 misguided because we don't see the truth 00:04:21.840 --> 00:04:25.120 the truth is Arabs there is something in 00:04:25.120 --> 00:04:28.720 Islam anti-Jewish anti-Christian 00:04:28.720 --> 00:04:30.800 especially anti-Jewish and I will tell 00:04:30.800 --> 00:04:34.000 you why those people calling themselves 00:04:34.000 --> 00:04:35.919 Palestinians who live in the Gaza and 00:04:35.919 --> 00:04:38.240 the West Bank are the pawns of the Arab 00:04:38.240 --> 00:04:40.000 world i don't believe that they care 00:04:40.000 --> 00:04:42.400 about their happiness or welfare they 00:04:42.400 --> 00:04:45.360 are set up to live a miserable life on 00:04:45.360 --> 00:04:47.600 purpose in order to show the world that 00:04:47.600 --> 00:04:49.840 we're victims do you think Saudi Arabia 00:04:49.840 --> 00:04:51.840 with all the money they have the Gulf 00:04:51.840 --> 00:04:54.320 countries all these oil money they can't 00:04:54.320 --> 00:04:56.800 give them good roads and good homes and 00:04:56.800 --> 00:04:58.720 good police and turn it into a 00:04:58.720 --> 00:05:01.440 productive area of of the Middle East 00:05:01.440 --> 00:05:04.400 they can but that is not their objective 00:05:04.400 --> 00:05:06.880 there is a hidden objective and I don't 00:05:06.880 --> 00:05:09.199 understand why Western culture doesn't 00:05:09.199 --> 00:05:12.720 get it why Western media doesn't get it 00:05:12.720 --> 00:05:15.440 it's so obvious so the unemployed people 00:05:15.440 --> 00:05:19.000 in Gaza and the West Bank all this high 00:05:19.000 --> 00:05:21.440 unemployment where do they go to work do 00:05:21.440 --> 00:05:23.840 they stand on the border of Egypt to get 00:05:23.840 --> 00:05:26.320 a job do they stand on the border of 00:05:26.320 --> 00:05:30.080 Syria or Jordan no they line up on the 00:05:30.080 --> 00:05:33.199 borders of Israel the very people they 00:05:33.199 --> 00:05:36.600 are supposed to kill it's a very 00:05:36.600 --> 00:05:40.400 unnatural way of living and nobody sees 00:05:40.400 --> 00:05:42.960 it but they go and blame Israel they 00:05:42.960 --> 00:05:45.520 compare the living standard of the West 00:05:45.520 --> 00:05:48.800 Bank and Gaza with Israel a democracy 00:05:48.800 --> 00:05:50.880 the only democracy in the Middle East 00:05:50.880 --> 00:05:52.720 why don't they compare the living 00:05:52.720 --> 00:05:55.199 conditions of Gaza and the West Bank 00:05:55.199 --> 00:05:58.240 with Egypt with Syria with Jordan and if 00:05:58.240 --> 00:06:00.160 they do they will find that the standard 00:06:00.160 --> 00:06:03.120 of living is even higher than many areas 00:06:03.120 --> 00:06:06.319 of the Arab world but Western media are 00:06:06.319 --> 00:06:09.840 too lazy to compare apples with apples 00:06:09.840 --> 00:06:12.720 they want to compare apples and oranges 00:06:12.720 --> 00:06:14.880 i don't know how can I call Western 00:06:14.880 --> 00:06:16.880 media ignorant they should not be 00:06:16.880 --> 00:06:20.639 ignorant and then they go and ask Israel 00:06:20.639 --> 00:06:22.639 why don't you do some concessions for 00:06:22.639 --> 00:06:25.840 the Palestinians i never hear them stand 00:06:25.840 --> 00:06:28.880 up to Arab leaders and ask Western media 00:06:28.880 --> 00:06:30.960 why don't they ask Arab leaders how 00:06:30.960 --> 00:06:33.199 about some concessions to the Israeli 00:06:33.199 --> 00:06:36.400 people and it's very convenient to blame 00:06:36.400 --> 00:06:39.600 all of this terrorism on after 911 00:06:39.600 --> 00:06:41.759 especially they blame the terrorism oh 00:06:41.759 --> 00:06:44.000 it's because we have this terrorism 00:06:44.000 --> 00:06:46.319 everywhere by Muslims it's all because 00:06:46.319 --> 00:06:48.800 of the occupation if it wasn't for the 00:06:48.800 --> 00:06:51.680 occupation of Gaza if it's not for the 00:06:51.680 --> 00:06:53.840 occupation of the West Bank we wouldn't 00:06:53.840 --> 00:06:56.240 have a problem the problem all is 00:06:56.240 --> 00:06:58.080 because of Israel that's what they want 00:06:58.080 --> 00:07:00.960 to give the impression and this is a big 00:07:00.960 --> 00:07:05.680 lie because I lived in Gaza as a child 00:07:05.680 --> 00:07:08.000 and I witnessed the terrorism against 00:07:08.000 --> 00:07:12.080 Israel before the occupation of Gaza and 00:07:12.080 --> 00:07:15.280 before the occupation of the West Bank 00:07:15.280 --> 00:07:17.919 and our media here doesn't even know 00:07:17.919 --> 00:07:20.639 that there was terrorism against Israel 00:07:20.639 --> 00:07:23.199 before the occupation so people who are 00:07:23.199 --> 00:07:25.599 Arabs who claim that they are doing 00:07:25.599 --> 00:07:27.840 terrorism now because they want freedom 00:07:27.840 --> 00:07:30.319 democracy no there is no freedom and 00:07:30.319 --> 00:07:33.360 democracy in any Arab country let alone 00:07:33.360 --> 00:07:36.479 the West Bank or Gaza so we have to 00:07:36.479 --> 00:07:39.280 really call a spade a spade now this is 00:07:39.280 --> 00:07:42.160 too serious to just take all these lies 00:07:42.160 --> 00:07:44.960 and look the other way because it's very 00:07:44.960 --> 00:07:47.520 very hard to know the truth if you rely 00:07:47.520 --> 00:07:50.240 on Arab media if you rely on the culture 00:07:50.240 --> 00:07:53.120 around you and because of life in an 00:07:53.120 --> 00:07:56.080 oppressive society I moved to America I 00:07:56.080 --> 00:07:58.759 moved to America in the end of 00:07:58.759 --> 00:08:02.879 7879 and my life completely changed and 00:08:02.879 --> 00:08:06.000 one time I wanted to go to attend a 00:08:06.000 --> 00:08:08.160 synagogue and a church because I was 00:08:08.160 --> 00:08:10.080 curious ious i thought they were going 00:08:10.080 --> 00:08:12.879 to curse the Arabs the same way we 00:08:12.879 --> 00:08:15.840 cursed them in our mosque the holiness 00:08:15.840 --> 00:08:18.479 of the place they were praying for 00:08:18.479 --> 00:08:21.280 everybody they were praying for peace on 00:08:21.280 --> 00:08:24.240 earth how can we leave this earth a 00:08:24.240 --> 00:08:26.879 better place it was a totally different 00:08:26.879 --> 00:08:29.360 way of thinking the opposite of what I 00:08:29.360 --> 00:08:32.479 grew up with and that's when I went to a 00:08:32.479 --> 00:08:36.800 mosque here also in Los Angeles and I 00:08:36.800 --> 00:08:39.120 thought that because they allowed women 00:08:39.120 --> 00:08:40.959 that it was going to be different here 00:08:40.959 --> 00:08:44.080 within America i am so glad that Islam 00:08:44.080 --> 00:08:46.800 in America must be so different so I 00:08:46.800 --> 00:08:49.560 went to the mosque and I heard 00:08:49.560 --> 00:08:52.720 anti-semitism again in the mosque and I 00:08:52.720 --> 00:08:54.800 was told "Don't assimilate in America 00:08:54.800 --> 00:08:57.040 we're here to Islamize America." They 00:08:57.040 --> 00:08:59.680 were looking down at American culture 00:08:59.680 --> 00:09:02.399 they were looking down at this society 00:09:02.399 --> 00:09:06.320 and I felt very uncomfortable i said "Oh 00:09:06.320 --> 00:09:09.120 my god there is an agenda here." And I 00:09:09.120 --> 00:09:11.920 never went back again it hit me how 00:09:11.920 --> 00:09:14.880 could we do this how could we lie and 00:09:14.880 --> 00:09:18.080 accuse people of something we Arabs know 00:09:18.080 --> 00:09:20.560 very well we have done ourselves how 00:09:20.560 --> 00:09:23.200 could this happen what kind of value 00:09:23.200 --> 00:09:25.920 system allows a person or allows a 00:09:25.920 --> 00:09:29.040 culture or a religion to lie and accuse 00:09:29.040 --> 00:09:31.040 their enemies of something that they 00:09:31.040 --> 00:09:32.959 know they've done themselves they know 00:09:32.959 --> 00:09:35.360 that Abin Laden did that they know that 00:09:35.360 --> 00:09:38.320 he was financed with Arab money with oil 00:09:38.320 --> 00:09:41.600 money until today how could they accuse 00:09:41.600 --> 00:09:43.519 the Jewish people of that look at the 00:09:43.519 --> 00:09:45.839 map of the Middle East look at the map 00:09:45.839 --> 00:09:47.600 you can hardly see Israel it's 00:09:47.600 --> 00:09:50.480 impossible to convince any person who 00:09:50.480 --> 00:09:53.680 has an IQ of a child that this problem 00:09:53.680 --> 00:09:56.560 is over the land called Israel it's time 00:09:56.560 --> 00:09:59.360 for the West to understand this because 00:09:59.360 --> 00:10:01.760 it's not just not good for Israel it's 00:10:01.760 --> 00:10:04.560 not good for the Arab world they are 00:10:04.560 --> 00:10:06.640 collapsing a lot of people think that 00:10:06.640 --> 00:10:08.720 the Arab world is so strong and so 00:10:08.720 --> 00:10:11.839 powerful it's rotting from the core but 00:10:11.839 --> 00:10:14.560 they don't know the religious leaders 00:10:14.560 --> 00:10:16.880 are telling them to keep continue the 00:10:16.880 --> 00:10:20.000 hate instead of telling them to repent 00:10:20.000 --> 00:10:23.360 and find the true God the love and the 00:10:23.360 --> 00:10:25.760 friendship in the eyes of many Muslims 00:10:25.760 --> 00:10:28.200 in the eyes of Islam itself Jews and 00:10:28.200 --> 00:10:30.800 non-Muslims they call them the kafir the 00:10:30.800 --> 00:10:33.120 infidels they don't deserve the truth 00:10:33.120 --> 00:10:35.279 they don't deserve justice and they 00:10:35.279 --> 00:10:38.160 don't deserve mercy how can this happen 00:10:38.160 --> 00:10:41.680 and we accept it and we don't say no the 00:10:41.680 --> 00:10:44.079 Arab world will never have freedom and 00:10:44.079 --> 00:10:46.640 democracy when the hatred is number one 00:10:46.640 --> 00:10:49.200 when the jihad is number one when 00:10:49.200 --> 00:10:51.519 killing your enemy is number one when 00:10:51.519 --> 00:10:54.880 you're fixated on lies and slander you 00:10:54.880 --> 00:10:56.959 will never have peace and democracy 00:10:56.959 --> 00:10:59.839 nobody asks this question why all this 00:10:59.839 --> 00:11:02.000 these lies and slander against the 00:11:02.000 --> 00:11:04.160 Jewish people against America they call 00:11:04.160 --> 00:11:06.320 America the great Satan and Israel the 00:11:06.320 --> 00:11:08.959 little saint why do you know that on 00:11:08.959 --> 00:11:11.760 Syrian TV on Arabic TV on Egyptian TV 00:11:11.760 --> 00:11:14.399 the constant day and night lies about 00:11:14.399 --> 00:11:16.880 the Jewish people is unbelievable there 00:11:16.880 --> 00:11:19.760 was a show that was saying and in it was 00:11:19.760 --> 00:11:21.760 not just religious leaders some of them 00:11:21.760 --> 00:11:24.399 were scientists Arab scientists saying 00:11:24.399 --> 00:11:26.880 that "Oh do you know why Israel went to 00:11:26.880 --> 00:11:29.760 Haiti to help with the earthquake?" You 00:11:29.760 --> 00:11:32.320 know why because Israel really wanted to 00:11:32.320 --> 00:11:35.519 harvest the organs of the Haitian people 00:11:35.519 --> 00:11:37.240 these are the 00:11:37.240 --> 00:11:40.399 intelligencia of the Arab world when the 00:11:40.399 --> 00:11:43.279 intellectuals of the Arab world say that 00:11:43.279 --> 00:11:45.600 what do you expect from the man on the 00:11:45.600 --> 00:11:48.399 street and you wonder why they hate 00:11:48.399 --> 00:11:50.399 because day in and day out they are told 00:11:50.399 --> 00:11:52.560 this i was told horrific things about 00:11:52.560 --> 00:11:54.959 the Jewish people it took me years to 00:11:54.959 --> 00:11:58.560 extract it out of my mind my heart and 00:11:58.560 --> 00:12:01.360 my consciousness