1 00:00:00,369 --> 00:00:02,987 *[rap music]* 2 00:00:10,527 --> 00:00:12,087 Why you reading, bitch? 3 00:00:13,102 --> 00:00:15,429 - Because I like to read, and this is a really good book. 4 00:00:15,429 --> 00:00:18,312 - You're a really good bitch, bitch! 5 00:00:18,312 --> 00:00:20,128 - Why you gotta bother me man? 6 00:00:20,128 --> 00:00:21,689 - Because! 7 00:00:21,689 --> 00:00:24,210 *[sad piano music]* I'm not doing very well at school! 8 00:00:24,210 --> 00:00:26,091 I'm reading at a third grade level! 9 00:00:26,091 --> 00:00:29,737 I really don't wanna get left back, so when I see somebody reading for fun, 10 00:00:30,906 --> 00:00:34,985 it makes me feel that much more stupid! And then I get mad! 11 00:00:35,600 --> 00:00:36,481 *[music stops]* 12 00:00:36,481 --> 00:00:39,996 - Um, I didn't know that, thanks so much for opening up to me... 13 00:00:39,996 --> 00:00:42,298 - Shut up queer! 14 00:00:42,298 --> 00:00:44,641 - I don't understand, I mean, why you gotta go there? 15 00:00:44,641 --> 00:00:46,436 *[sad piano music]* 16 00:00:46,436 --> 00:00:49,795 I've been having sexual fantasies about some of the other guys at school. 17 00:00:49,795 --> 00:00:50,492 - What? - Gimme that! 18 00:00:51,646 --> 00:00:54,415 I'm afraid of these feelings and what they might mean. 19 00:00:54,415 --> 00:00:59,583 It's like, because I hate myself so much, I gotta point that hate outward, towards you! [laughs] 20 00:00:59,583 --> 00:01:01,512 *[music stops]* 21 00:01:01,512 --> 00:01:03,064 - You understand this on such a deep level, that... 22 00:01:03,064 --> 00:01:05,279 *[sad piano music]* - I don't understand s**t! 23 00:01:05,279 --> 00:01:08,680 Now I'm gonna punish you physically for acknowledging my emotional problems! 24 00:01:08,680 --> 00:01:10,779 - No no wait wait, I was gonna say, if you understand yourself so well, 25 00:01:10,779 --> 00:01:12,994 then maybe you should try working on changing it! 26 00:01:12,994 --> 00:01:17,251 - Of course I wanna change it! But it's the only defence mechanism I have 27 00:01:17,251 --> 00:01:20,883 against deeper, more terrifying problems buried inside of me! 28 00:01:20,883 --> 00:01:22,384 *[music stops]* 29 00:01:26,107 --> 00:01:28,023 You lucky my dad's here. 30 00:01:28,023 --> 00:01:29,954 *[sad piano music]* - Get in the damn truck son! 31 00:01:29,954 --> 00:01:32,523 I need to take you home and beat on you 'cause I hate myself, 32 00:01:32,523 --> 00:01:34,761 and you look like your mother who left me. 33 00:01:34,761 --> 00:01:38,297 Then I'mma block out the guilt I feel over mistreating you with a river of vodka. 34 00:01:39,312 --> 00:01:44,040 - I'm gonna internalise that and unknowingly transfer it onto you tomorrow. 35 00:01:48,887 --> 00:01:50,849 Coming reluctantly.