*[rap music]*
Why you reading, bitch?
- Because I like to read, and this is a really good book.
- You're a really good bitch, bitch!
- Why you gotta bother me man?
- Because!
*[sad piano music - Moonlight Sonata by Bach]* I'm not doing very well at school!
I'm reading at a third grade level!
I really don't wanna get left back, so when I see somebody reading for fun,
it makes me feel that much more stupid! And then I get mad!
*[music stops]*
- Um, I didn't know that, thanks so much for opening up to me...
- Shut up queer!
- I don't understand, I mean, why you gotta go there?
*[sad piano music continues]*
I've been having sexual fantasies about some of the other guys at school.
- What? - Gimme that!
I'm afraid of these feelings and what they might mean.
It's like, because I hate myself so much, I gotta point that hate outward, towards you! [laughs]
*[music stops]*
- You understand this on such a deep level, that...
*[sad piano music continues]* - I don't understand s**t!
Now I'm gonna punish you physically for acknowledging my emotional problems!
- No no wait wait, I was gonna say, if you understand yourself so well,
then maybe you should try working on changing it!
- Of course I wanna change it! But it's the only defence mechanism I have
against deeper, more terrifying problems buried inside of me!
*[music stops]*
You lucky my dad's here.
*[sad piano music continues]* - Get in the damn truck son!
I need to take you home and beat on you 'cause I hate myself,
and you look like your mother who left me.
Then I'mma block out the guilt I feel over mistreating you with a river of vodka.
- I'm gonna internalise that and unknowingly transfer it onto you tomorrow.
Coming reluctantly.