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Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.83,0:00:07.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We really wanted to know God.\NSo we decided to sell everything
Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.71,0:00:14.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and go to a trip in South America.\NWe had heard
Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.71,0:00:17.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about ayahuasca,\Nwhich is one of the psychedelic,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.71,0:00:21.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,most potent ones\Nthat is used in ancient tribes
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.29,0:00:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like in the Amazon.\NWe wanted to experience that.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.67,0:00:28.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had seen documentaries\Nwho talked about people
Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.04,0:00:31.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who had experiences\Nand who had seen the spirit world
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.96,0:00:34.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and all these visions.\NSo I thought to myself,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.75,0:00:38.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,well, I know there is something now.\NI'm not an atheist anymore,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.17,0:00:42.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but if I can see the spirit world,\Nthen I will have no doubts anymore.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.04,0:00:49.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My wife was already kind of
Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.83,0:00:53.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in a spiritual search.\NShe was more in what's called the New Age.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.79,0:00:59.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So she would do meditation, yoga,\Na bit of beliefs like that, the universe.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.62,0:01:05.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But at the time, I was still an atheist.\NBut one day we had a long road trip
Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.33,0:01:09.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from Montreal to New York City.\NAnd on that road trip,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.04,0:01:14.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there was three people: myself, my wife\Nand a friend who was a muslim.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.96,0:01:18.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we, all of us,\Nwe explained our worldviews.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.33,0:01:21.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One was the universe.\NOne was the Islam
Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.42,0:01:22.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and myself was an atheist.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.21,0:01:25.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So we came from the monkey.\NThere is no God.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.42,0:01:29.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And at the end of this conversation,\NI realized that what I was explaining
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.92,0:01:34.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was not my belief system, it was just\Nwhat I had been taught at school.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.67,0:01:36.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I was just repeating.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.58,0:01:39.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I thought to myself,\Nmaybe I'm wrong on this question,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.92,0:01:42.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,very important that maybe there is a God.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.92,0:01:48.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started to look for who is this God?\NWho is the Creator?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.12,0:01:54.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I knew at the time\Nthat I wouldn't find God in Islam
Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.96,0:01:58.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or I thought in Catholicism either.\NSo I went in this path
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.67,0:02:03.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of Buddhism and Hinduism.\NI started to pick up on conferences
Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.88,0:02:09.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from different people. One was Alan Watts,\Nwho talks a lot about Hinduism, Taoism,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.50,0:02:13.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,meditation and also the psychedelics.\NAnd then I started to listen
Dialogue: 0,0:02:13.71,0:02:17.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to Terence McKenna,\Nwho talks a lot about psychedelics
Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.17,0:02:18.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in a spiritual way.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.46,0:02:22.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so I studied this path,\Nwhich was part of it was experiences,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.17,0:02:26.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and part of it was trying to understand\Nthe theology behind it.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.42,0:02:31.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What is the meaning of life?
Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.29,0:02:34.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If there is a God,\Nthen there is a purpose.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.54,0:02:38.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There is a meaning, there is...\NSo I was trying to find what it was.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.21,0:02:42.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And at the time\Nwe had a company with my wife.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.21,0:02:44.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was very successful.\NWe had a lot of money,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:44.46,0:02:47.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a lot of time, a lot of friends.\NWe were in love.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.71,0:02:51.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So we had, in a way, everything that\Nyou would want to be happy.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.71,0:02:55.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But something was missing.\NSo there was an emptiness in our heart,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.67,0:03:03.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We decided to sell everything\Nand go to a trip in South America.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.17,0:03:09.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We had heard about ayahuasca
Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.75,0:03:12.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had seen documentaries\Nwho talked about people
Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.12,0:03:14.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who had experiences\Nand who had seen the spirit world
Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.04,0:03:17.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and all these visions.\NSo I thought to myself,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.83,0:03:21.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,W ell, I know there is something now.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.25,0:03:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if I can see the spirit world,\Nthen I will have no doubts anymore.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.25,0:03:29.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So we went we went to the Amazon in Peru,\Nand we did that experience.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.50,0:03:34.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had the idea to write a book
Dialogue: 0,0:03:34.92,0:03:37.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,during this experience,\Nand I said to myself,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.46,0:03:41.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,once you will write the book,\Nyou will go back to the Amazon
Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.58,0:03:43.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to have more visions.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.71,0:03:48.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so after that, we came to Spain\Nand we decided to, um,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.29,0:03:51.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to buy a house a little bit isolated\Nfrom the civilization.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.25,0:03:54.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To focus really on this\Nspiritual search
Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.21,0:03:56.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My wife was an artist.\NShe started to paint
Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.42,0:03:59.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I was focusing on writing this book.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.79,0:04:04.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This book was going to be about \Nspirituality and personal development.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.38,0:04:07.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you cannot just talk\Nabout spirituality
Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.50,0:04:10.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without knowing what you're talking about.\NSo I was doing a lot of research.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.88,0:04:14.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And at the time I had encountered a man\Ncalled Manly P. Hall.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.83,0:04:18.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has done a lot of conferences\Nand talks, a lot about esotericism,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.75,0:04:23.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about different religions of the world.\NAnd through this guy, I came
Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.50,0:04:27.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to another set\Nof people, Annie Besant and Leadbeater,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.25,0:04:30.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who were disciples of a woman\Ncalled Helena Blavatsky.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.79,0:04:33.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She had written a book\Ncalled The Secret Doctrine,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.79,0:04:39.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and this book is kind of the basis\Nof all the theology that these people use,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.88,0:04:43.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that all the modern books talk\Nabout spirituality.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.88,0:04:46.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They use the same ideas\Ncoming from this book.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:46.12,0:04:48.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Talks about reincarnation, karma,\Nthe spirit world.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.04,0:04:52.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Once I wrote my book,\NI wanted to promote it.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:52.42,0:04:56.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I opened the YouTube channel\Nand I started to talk about spirituality,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.17,0:04:58.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On the side I was also still doing
Dialogue: 0,0:04:58.25,0:05:02.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some psychedelic experiences\Nlike LSD or mushrooms,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:04.96,0:05:05.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I had some experiences\Nthat showed me that
Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.83,0:05:07.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I had some experiences\Nthat kind of showed me
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.71,0:05:10.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that something was not exactly\Nwhat it seemed.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.75,0:05:14.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At the time, I didn't have children,\Nbut my wife was pregnant
Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.25,0:05:17.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and at the time\NI had picked up meditation.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.33,0:05:19.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would meditate every day,\N30 minutes in the day,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.21,0:05:23.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I lived\Nin a very peaceful area in the nature.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.54,0:05:28.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But when my wife gave birth\Nto our first child, our lives changed.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.17,0:05:31.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because when you have a child,\Nwell, you get tired
Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.96,0:05:35.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because they don't sleep much at night.\NThey are very demanding
Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.67,0:05:38.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and so that comfortable life\Nwell has been shaken.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.71,0:05:42.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then I realized\Nthat I was not as peaceful
Dialogue: 0,0:05:42.38,0:05:45.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as I thought I was.\NI was not the Zen master
Dialogue: 0,0:05:45.17,0:05:49.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I believed I was\Nbecause I would lose my temper.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:49.62,0:05:51.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes I would be aggressive.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:51.58,0:05:54.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The second one is that\Nonce I had finished my book,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:54.96,0:05:57.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was ready to go back to the ayahuasca\Nbecause this was
Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.96,0:06:00.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the promise I made to myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.46,0:06:02.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Through that ayahuasca retreat,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:02.92,0:06:05.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could see the mirror\Nof all my intentions
Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.17,0:06:06.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I had been selfish.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:06.46,0:06:10.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a way of escaping my responsibility\Nas a father.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:11.25,0:06:15.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it was like a big shock\Nthat I thought I was a good guy
Dialogue: 0,0:06:15.71,0:06:21.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that I was teaching people online\Nthat I was a spiritual, uh,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.54,0:06:24.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but in fact, I was really selfish.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.67,0:06:28.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the third one is the origin of evil.\NBecause through all that teaching,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.46,0:06:32.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the third one is the origin of evil.\NBecause through all that teaching,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.58,0:06:37.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,reading all this,\NI didn't feel that I had found the truth
Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.04,0:06:42.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with a big T. I have answers\Nabout the meaning of life
Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.25,0:06:45.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,through reincarnation and karma,\Nbut it was superficial,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.12,0:06:50.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the origin., I couldn't understand\Nwhat is the origin of evil,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.17,0:06:52.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't feel like I had really\Nfound it.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:56.04,0:06:59.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And by studying the books \Non this problem,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:59.71,0:07:02.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the origin of evil,\Nfrom the people
Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.88,0:07:06.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I was studying, I got answers\Nthat didn't make sense.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:06.62,0:07:10.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They said that evil doesn't exist,\Nthat it's just relative.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.92,0:07:14.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For example, cancer is a bad thing\Nfor the person who dies from cancer.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:14.92,0:07:18.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But if you take the point of view\Nof the cancer itself,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.21,0:07:22.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's good because he has\Nhe has food from the body that it kills.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.12,0:07:25.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It doesn't make any sense, right?\NThis is madness to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.75,0:07:29.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But this is what they explain.\NWhen I digested these three things,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:29.38,0:07:33.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was not as zen as I thought.\NThis path is not working.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:34.12,0:07:38.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was worse than I thought I was,\Nand I was not even aware
Dialogue: 0,0:07:38.92,0:07:42.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I had\Nall these selfish intentions in my heart.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.67,0:07:46.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I didn't find the truth.\NI realized this path is not working.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.67,0:07:50.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it had been almost more\Nthan seven years, almost eight years.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.00,0:07:58.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so one day I cried out to God.\NI really, with the bottom
Dialogue: 0,0:07:58.12,0:08:02.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of my heart crying.\NI said, God help me, I cannot do it
Dialogue: 0,0:08:02.54,0:08:07.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,myself, please help me. And very shortly\Nafter that, I had the first reply.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:07.33,0:08:12.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got in contact to Christian content.\NSo first of all, I heard more about Jesus.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:12.42,0:08:15.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I heard more about the Christianity,\Nthe message.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:15.83,0:08:20.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Until one day I was doing some \Nresearch on the fallen angels.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:20.88,0:08:23.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I found a documentary. \NAnd in this documentary
Dialogue: 0,0:08:23.88,0:08:28.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they talk about the fall of man,\Nthe deception of Satan,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.21,0:08:32.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who wants to deceive people away from God,\Nthe fallen angels who are demons,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:33.00,0:08:37.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who pretend to be spiritual guides\Nand men in this world
Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.88,0:08:42.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who are part of an organization\Ncalled the Freemasonry, who actually
Dialogue: 0,0:08:42.58,0:08:49.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,worship Lucifer and are connected\Nto so-called masters, ascended Masters,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:49.33,0:08:53.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,spirit guides who guide \Nthem to illumination
Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.42,0:08:58.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to become as gods. And so this is exactly\Nwhat the theology I was following
Dialogue: 0,0:08:58.79,0:09:02.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in this new age. All this meditation,\Nall the yoga that you do,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:02.75,0:09:07.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is to attain illumination,\Nto realize that you are actually God.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:07.38,0:09:09.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In this documentary, they explained\Nthat it's actually
Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.96,0:09:13.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the exact same deception\Nthat Satan used with Adam
Dialogue: 0,0:09:14.04,0:09:17.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and Eve in the Garden of Eden.\NAnd so I realized:
Dialogue: 0,0:09:17.29,0:09:21.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it looks like I had I have been deceived.\NBut what really opened my eyes was that,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:21.96,0:09:24.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,first of all,\Nthey quoted a lot of things from books,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.83,0:09:29.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from these people who I had translated\Nsome of the conferences
Dialogue: 0,0:09:29.25,0:09:31.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,had put on my YouTube channel,\Nand the quotes
Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.71,0:09:34.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,were saying that Lucifer\Nis their God
Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.79,0:09:38.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and all these people were \NFreemasons from the 33rd degrees.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:39.25,0:09:42.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the second one was a quote
Dialogue: 0,0:09:42.50,0:09:45.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from the Bible, Ephesians\N6:12 'we do not fight
Dialogue: 0,0:09:46.00,0:09:48.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,against flesh and blood,\Nbut against spiritualities,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.54,0:09:53.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,against spirits in high places'.\NWhen I read that, I understood
Dialogue: 0,0:09:53.46,0:09:59.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that we are part of a spiritual world,\Nand the weapons of this war
Dialogue: 0,0:09:59.58,0:10:05.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is not swords or bullets or guns.\NIt's lies, ideas.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:05.12,0:10:07.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understood, it looks\Nlike I've been deceived.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:08.08,0:10:09.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But more than that,\Nwhen I saw Ephesians, I said,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.29,0:10:11.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But more than that,\Nwhen I saw Ephesians, I said,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.12,0:10:13.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What is Ephesians?\NI don't know Ephesians.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:14.04,0:10:16.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've read a lot of books\Nabout spirituality,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:16.08,0:10:19.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I've never heard about Ephesians.\NEphesians is obviously
Dialogue: 0,0:10:19.46,0:10:22.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's part of the New Testament.\NAnd I had not read the Bible
Dialogue: 0,0:10:22.96,0:10:26.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because these people, these Freemasons,\Nthey say that the Bible
Dialogue: 0,0:10:26.71,0:10:30.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has been corrupted,\Nthat we don't have the real Gospels.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:30.62,0:10:33.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I saw that documentary,\Nthe first thing I did
Dialogue: 0,0:10:33.08,0:10:37.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was to do some research about the Bible.\NHas the Bible been changed?
Dialogue: 0,0:10:37.38,0:10:39.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I realized that\Nno, it has not been changed.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:39.58,0:10:43.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have six, almost 6000 manuscripts\Nof the New Testament in Greek.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:43.96,0:10:48.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The Old Testament has been preserved.\NWhat we have, what when we read the Bible,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.38,0:10:50.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is what has been written.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:55.04,0:11:00.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was a split moment\Nwhen my flesh didn't want it, this truth,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:00.54,0:11:03.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I had put a lot of work\Nin all these videos,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:03.92,0:11:08.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I had also prepared that image\Nof me being a spiritual leader.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:08.42,0:11:14.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So part of me didn't want this to be true.\NBut once you taste the truth,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:14.58,0:11:17.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if you are sincere,\Nit doesn't matter the cost
Dialogue: 0,0:11:17.42,0:11:20.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because you want the truth.\NSo I decided to change.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:20.58,0:11:24.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To block all my videos\Nthat was teaching this lie
Dialogue: 0,0:11:24.54,0:11:27.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and started to tell people\Nabout this deception.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:28.04,0:11:32.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when I read the Bible, I started\Nfrom Genesis to Revelation
Dialogue: 0,0:11:32.21,0:11:37.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I arrived at the New Testament,\Nwhen I read Romans chapter two: 'you
Dialogue: 0,0:11:37.46,0:11:41.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who think you are teaching others,\Ndo you teach yourself?
Dialogue: 0,0:11:41.46,0:11:44.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You who say, do not steal,\Ndo you not steal?'
Dialogue: 0,0:11:44.96,0:11:47.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it was like the Bible\Nwas talking to me directly
Dialogue: 0,0:11:48.42,0:11:52.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I felt convicted.\NAnd so at the end of it understood
Dialogue: 0,0:11:52.33,0:11:55.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that the truth that I was looking\Nwas in the Bible
Dialogue: 0,0:11:55.67,0:12:00.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because the truth is in Jesus.\NJesus is the truth, the way and the life
Dialogue: 0,0:12:00.54,0:12:05.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the origin of evil is from is coming\Nfrom the deception of the devil.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:05.67,0:12:09.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I understood also, I couldn't change\Nmyself because it's impossible.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:09.58,0:12:11.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Only God can change you\Nwhen you surrender.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:12.04,0:12:16.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the last one is: I had\Nall these selfish intentions.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:16.29,0:12:19.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had a broken heart\Nbecause I was a sinner
Dialogue: 0,0:12:19.21,0:12:22.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I needed redemption.\NI needed to be forgiven.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:23.25,0:12:26.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went with a tent in a mountain
Dialogue: 0,0:12:26.58,0:12:29.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I confessed\Nall my sins in front of God.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:29.04,0:12:33.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ask forgiveness for all my sins,\Nand I asked him forgiveness
Dialogue: 0,0:12:33.12,0:12:38.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for having been fooled\Nand having been deceiving other people
Dialogue: 0,0:12:38.17,0:12:40.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,also through the YouTube channel.\NAnd I said I wanted
Dialogue: 0,0:12:40.88,0:12:42.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to give my life to him.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:42.46,0:12:47.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to sleep on the tent on the mountain.\NAnd that night I had a dream.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:47.17,0:12:50.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it was more than a dream.\NIt was like a vivid experience
Dialogue: 0,0:12:50.67,0:12:54.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that one man, very evil man,\Ncame with a long knife
Dialogue: 0,0:12:54.96,0:12:59.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he wanted to kill me. And behind him,\Nstanding with a peaceful presence
Dialogue: 0,0:12:59.50,0:13:02.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was Jesus Christ,\Nwho just took his arm like this.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:02.25,0:13:05.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understood that it was God showing me\Nthat I am no more
Dialogue: 0,0:13:05.79,0:13:10.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,under the power of the evil,\Nand that now God is protecting me.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:11.08,0:13:15.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And after that we decided to \Nbaptize each other in water.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:15.62,0:13:18.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My wife and I, at the time\Nwe were living in an isolated area.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:18.92,0:13:21.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We didn't have any Christians around us.\NWe just obeyed
Dialogue: 0,0:13:21.79,0:13:25.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to what we read in the Bible.\NAnd so we baptized each other in water.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:25.79,0:13:27.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But one day during that period,
Dialogue: 0,0:13:28.04,0:13:31.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,someone sent me\Na commentary to my YouTube channel
Dialogue: 0,0:13:31.46,0:13:35.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and ask me my opinion about a movie.\NAnd the movie
Dialogue: 0,0:13:35.21,0:13:38.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was from The Last Reformation.\NIt was The Life.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:44.25,0:13:47.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when I watched the end\Nof the movie at the end,
Dialogue: 0,0:13:47.21,0:13:51.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when it was the last song\NI felt the Holy Spirit.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:51.29,0:13:53.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At that time, I didn't know\Nit was the Holy Spirit,
Dialogue: 0,0:13:53.71,0:13:56.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I felt an experience\Nthat overwhelmed me
Dialogue: 0,0:13:56.58,0:14:00.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with a very strong conviction\Nthat you should be baptized
Dialogue: 0,0:14:00.25,0:14:02.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the Holy Spirit\Nand you should sell your house and go.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:02.96,0:14:07.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was so shaken that I lay on the floor\Nfor like ten minutes with this.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:07.79,0:14:11.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went to the website of TLR\Nand I found someone on the Map.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:11.92,0:14:16.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elizabeth who is a sister now in Barcelona\Nand I told her what happened to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:17.29,0:14:22.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Can you come to our house and pray for us?\NAnd she came with a couple of brothers
Dialogue: 0,0:14:22.08,0:14:26.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to our house, the week later.\NThey prayed, first of all for my wife,
Dialogue: 0,0:14:26.67,0:14:30.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she started to cry.\NShe received the baptism
Dialogue: 0,0:14:30.25,0:14:34.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the Holy Spirit. But from the outside,\Nwhat I saw was she was starting to cry.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:34.21,0:14:38.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was starting to be very emotional\Nand started to speak in tongues.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:38.46,0:14:41.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I thought, okay, this is working\Nbecause at the time I wasn't sure
Dialogue: 0,0:14:41.96,0:14:44.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if it's going to it\Nwas going to happen or not.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:45.25,0:14:47.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even though I had checked on the Bible\Nthat yes, this
Dialogue: 0,0:14:47.67,0:14:52.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is what we read in the Bible.\NAnd so then it was my my turn.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:52.25,0:14:54.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We prayed for the baptism \Nof the Holy Spirit
Dialogue: 0,0:14:54.88,0:14:57.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,right away, it it fell on me from,
Dialogue: 0,0:14:58.21,0:15:04.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from below with a very\Nstrong love presence and a heat.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:04.96,0:15:09.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was sweating very profusely\Nand with this
Dialogue: 0,0:15:09.25,0:15:13.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,very strong conviction\Nthat I want to do the will of God now,
Dialogue: 0,0:15:13.92,0:15:17.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not just my will.\NAfter that, I decided to pray
Dialogue: 0,0:15:17.21,0:15:19.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and fast for a week\Nabout the second thing,
Dialogue: 0,0:15:19.21,0:15:22.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which was you should sell your house\Nand go because I really
Dialogue: 0,0:15:22.21,0:15:23.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,didn't want to leave Spain.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:23.75,0:15:24.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After six days
Dialogue: 0,0:15:24.92,0:15:29.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I received a reply from my prayers.\NI felt God was telling me
Dialogue: 0,0:15:29.54,0:15:33.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that your place is not here.\NYour house is not in this world.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:34.12,0:15:39.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have a place in the sky,\Nbut this is just a small period of time
Dialogue: 0,0:15:39.62,0:15:43.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and with a peace also. So I said, okay,\Nthis is this is what we should do.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:44.04,0:15:47.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So we put the house on sale\Nand for about three months
Dialogue: 0,0:15:47.42,0:15:50.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until we really left Canada,\Nthis sister Elisabet,
Dialogue: 0,0:15:51.04,0:15:53.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with a couple of brothers,\Nthey came every week
Dialogue: 0,0:15:53.54,0:15:56.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to a house to disciple us.\NSo we started to learn
Dialogue: 0,0:15:56.62,0:16:00.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about praying for people on the streets,\Ntrying to share the gospel.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:00.58,0:16:04.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And after about three months we left\Nand we arrived in Canada.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:04.92,0:16:08.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a very difficult time,\Nespecially for my wife,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:08.08,0:16:10.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but also for myself\Nbecause it was very cold.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:10.88,0:16:14.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We were used to living in Spain.\NA very comfortable life.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:14.62,0:16:17.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Through that\NGod was working in our heart and trying.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:18.04,0:16:23.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was revealing things that, you know,\Ncharacter that was important to change.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:23.62,0:16:26.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And after nine months\Nwe decided to to come back to Spain.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:27.04,0:16:29.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All the doors were blocked in Canada,\Nso we understood
Dialogue: 0,0:16:29.46,0:16:34.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that we were not meant to be there,\Nbut we were sent to Canada
Dialogue: 0,0:16:34.79,0:16:38.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so that it could work in our heart.\NBefore we left Canada, I went for a PTS,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:38.88,0:16:41.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is a Pioneer Training School\Nfor two weeks
Dialogue: 0,0:16:41.75,0:16:46.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with Olivier and Julian and his teams.\NIt was a wonderful time.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:46.79,0:16:51.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt really connected with God,\Ncould hear His voice, His presence,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:51.42,0:16:54.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that was a really wonderful time.\NAnd so I thought,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:54.71,0:16:57.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that would be a good thing\Nto do for my wife also.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:57.33,0:16:59.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so when we came to Spain,\Nwe did the PTS,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:59.92,0:17:04.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but this time it was for my wife\Nand it was in the south of Spain
Dialogue: 0,0:17:04.96,0:17:07.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with Robbert and with you guys.\NAnd obviously
Dialogue: 0,0:17:07.79,0:17:11.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this was also a very powerful time,\Nespecially for my wife.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:22.38,0:17:28.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We bought an apartment where we live now,\Nand we went to a process of renovating it.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:29.04,0:17:31.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was kind of a being\Ncompletely involved again.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:31.75,0:17:34.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I felt disconnected\Na little bit from God
Dialogue: 0,0:17:35.00,0:17:37.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I didn't pray\Nas much as I used to.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:37.79,0:17:41.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't have a lot of fellowship,\Nand I felt a little bit
Dialogue: 0,0:17:41.21,0:17:45.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,distanced from God.\NBut I also couldn't do videos on YouTube
Dialogue: 0,0:17:45.88,0:17:50.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as I used to before.\NAnd at first, I kind of felt bad about it
Dialogue: 0,0:17:50.25,0:17:53.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I had the idea\Nthat I have to perform,
Dialogue: 0,0:17:53.38,0:17:55.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to do things for God,\Nbut I couldn't.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:55.75,0:17:58.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I felt\Nlike I was not doing the right thing.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:59.04,0:18:02.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But God was working in my heart to\Nso that I could understand
Dialogue: 0,0:18:02.83,0:18:06.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that it's not just about doing,\Nit's also about being,
Dialogue: 0,0:18:06.21,0:18:09.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about connecting to God\Nand being close to Him.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:11.25,0:18:16.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And being aligned to His will.\NBecause yes, He does want to save souls
Dialogue: 0,0:18:16.50,0:18:19.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and He wants us to share about the gospel,\Nto pray for people.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:19.71,0:18:23.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But He also has a will.\NAnd there are seasons in our lives.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:23.25,0:18:26.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I understood that,\Nthat it's better to be aligned
Dialogue: 0,0:18:26.33,0:18:29.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with the will of God\Nthan just doing things on our own flesh,
Dialogue: 0,0:18:29.50,0:18:34.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on our own will. So I had to learn that,\Nand I'm still learning it.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:40.29,0:18:43.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So in conclusion, I would like to say\Nthat I have often regretted
Dialogue: 0,0:18:43.96,0:18:45.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that it took me so long to find Jesus.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:46.92,0:18:49.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But now I believe that God allowed me
Dialogue: 0,0:18:49.50,0:18:53.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to spend all this time\Nin reading a lot of spiritual books,
Dialogue: 0,0:18:53.12,0:18:55.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,doing ascetic practices,\Nand spending time and money
Dialogue: 0,0:18:55.88,0:18:58.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in spiritual retreats so that others\Ndon't have
Dialogue: 0,0:18:58.58,0:19:01.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to do it\Nwhen they realize it doesn't lead to God.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:02.96,0:19:06.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The Christian path is not an easy one,\Nbut the peace and love
Dialogue: 0,0:19:06.21,0:19:09.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that is found in Jesus Christ\Nas your Lord and Savior
Dialogue: 0,0:19:09.62,0:19:12.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are worth giving up everything,\Nand it is the only path
Dialogue: 0,0:19:12.58,0:19:16.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that will take you through the storms\Nof this life to the everlasting peace
Dialogue: 0,0:19:16.62,0:19:20.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in heaven. If you haven't been born again.\NI really want to encourage you
Dialogue: 0,0:19:20.33,0:19:24.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to repent and believe in the gospel.\NBe baptized and follow Jesus.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:24.62,0:19:27.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I pray that the Holy Spirit\Nwill touch you today,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:27.21,0:19:29.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that God will heal you,\Nthat he will restore you,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:29.75,0:19:34.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that he will use you for his glory.\NI pray in Jesus name, Amen.