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Nós realmente queremos conhecer Deus.[br]Então decidimos vender tudo

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e viajar para a América do Sul.[br]Ouvimos falar

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sobre ayahuasca,[br]que é uma das psicodélicas,

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a mais potente,[br]usada pelas tribos ancentrais

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na Amazônia.[br]Nós queríamos experienciar aquilo.

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Eu havia visto documentários[br]que falavam de pessoas

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que tiveram experiências[br]e viram o mundo espiritual

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e todas essas visões.[br]Então eu pensei comigo,

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bem, agora eu sei que há algo.[br]Eu não sou mais um ateu,

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mas se eu posso ver o mundo espiritual[br]então não terei mais dúvidas.

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Minha esposa já estava

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em sua busca espiritual.[br]Ela era mais o que se chama de Nova Era.

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Então ela praticava meditação, yoga,[br]um pouco dessas crenças, o universo.

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Mas naquela época, eu ainda era ateu. Mas,[br]um dia fizemos uma longa viagem de carro

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de Montreal a Nova Yorque.[br]E nesta viagem,

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haviam três pessoas: eu, minha esposa [br]e um amigo que era muçulmano.

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E nós, todos nós[br]explicamos nossas visões de mundo.

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Um era o universo.[br]Um era o Islam

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e eu era o ateu.

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Nós viemos dos macacos.[br]Não existe Deus.

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E ao final desta conversa,[br]eu percebi que o que eu explicava

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não era meu sistema de crenças, era apenas[br]o que me foi ensinado na escola.

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Então eu estava apenas repetindo.

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Então, pensei comigo,[br]talvez eu esteja errado nesta questão,

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é muito importante que talvez Deus exista.

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Eu comecei a procurar por quem é Deus?[br]Quem é o Criador?

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Eu sabia então[br]que eu não encontraria Deus no Islamismo

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ou nem no Catolicismo pensei.[br]Então fui neste caminho

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de Budismo e Hinduísmo.[br]Comecei a acompanhar conferências

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de pessoas diferentes. Uma era Alan Watts,[br]que falava muito sobre Hiduísmo, Taoísmo,

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meditação e também de psicodélicos.[br]E então eu comecei a escutar

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a Terence McKenna,[br]que falava muito de psicodélicos

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de uma forma espiritual.

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E então eu estudei este caminho,[br]do qual experiências faziam parte,

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e parte disto era tentar entender[br]a teologia por trás.

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Qual o sentido da vida?

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Se existe um Deus,[br]então há um propósito.

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