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Nós realmente queremos conhecer Deus.
Então decidimos vender tudo

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e viajar para a América do Sul.
Ouvimos falar

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sobre ayahuasca,
que é uma das psicodélicas,

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a mais potente,
usada pelas tribos ancentrais

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na Amazônia.
Nós queríamos experienciar aquilo.

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Eu havia visto documentários
que falavam de pessoas

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que tiveram experiências
e viram o mundo espiritual

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e todas essas visões.
Então eu pensei comigo,

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bem, agora eu sei que há algo.
Eu não sou mais um ateu,

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mas se eu posso ver o mundo espiritual
então não terei mais dúvidas.

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Minha esposa já estava

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em sua busca espiritual.
Ela era mais o que se chama de Nova Era.

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Então ela praticava meditação, yoga,
um pouco dessas crenças, o universo.

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Mas naquela época, eu ainda era ateu. Mas,
um dia fizemos uma longa viagem de carro

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de Montreal a Nova Yorque.
E nesta viagem,

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haviam três pessoas: eu, minha esposa 
e um amigo que era muçulmano.

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E nós, todos nós
explicamos nossas visões de mundo.

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Um era o universo.
Um era o Islam

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e eu era o ateu.

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Nós viemos dos macacos.
Não existe Deus.

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E ao final desta conversa,
eu percebi que o que eu explicava

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não era meu sistema de crenças, era apenas
o que me foi ensinado na escola.

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Então eu estava apenas repetindo.

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Então, pensei comigo,
talvez eu esteja errado nesta questão,

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é muito importante que talvez Deus exista.

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Eu comecei a procurar por quem é Deus?
Quem é o Criador?

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Eu sabia então
que eu não encontraria Deus no Islamismo

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ou nem no Catolicismo pensei.
Então fui neste caminho

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de Budismo e Hinduísmo.
Comecei a acompanhar conferências

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de pessoas diferentes. Uma era Alan Watts,
que falava muito sobre Hiduísmo, Taoísmo,

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meditação e também de psicodélicos.
E então eu comecei a escutar

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a Terence McKenna,
que falava muito de psicodélicos

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de uma forma espiritual.

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E então eu estudei este caminho,
do qual experiências faziam parte,

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e parte disto era tentar entender
a teologia por trás.

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Qual o sentido da vida?

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Se existe um Deus,
então há um propósito.

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