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Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.84,0:00:04.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znam da se TED vrti oko velikih stvari,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.60,0:00:08.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali želim vam pričati o nečemu jako malom.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.15,0:00:10.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tako malome da se sastoji od jedne riječi.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.09,0:00:12.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Riječ je "autsajder".
Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.35,0:00:16.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je jedna od mojih najdražih riječi \Njer je tako bukvalna.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.40,0:00:21.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mislim, to je osoba koja se\Nna nekin način zakasnila uklopiti.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.75,0:00:24.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ili osoba koja se loše uklapa.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.66,0:00:27.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ili ova: "osoba koja se loše prilagođava
Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.60,0:00:30.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,novim situacijama i okolinama."
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.30,0:00:33.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I sama sam autsajder.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.31,0:00:37.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ovdje sam u ime svih\Nautsajdera u ovoj prostoriji,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.16,0:00:38.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer nikada nisam jedina.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.100,0:00:41.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ispričat ću vam priču autsajdera.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.24,0:00:45.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Negdje u ranim 30-ima
Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.79,0:00:49.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,san da postanem spisateljica\Ndošao mi je na vrata.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.20,0:00:51.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zapravo, došao mi je u sandučić
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.83,0:00:55.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u obliku pisma u kojem je pisalo da\Nsam osvojila veliku književnu nagradu
Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.51,0:00:57.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,za kratku priču koju sam napisala.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.18,0:01:01.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ta kratka priča govorila je\No mom životu kao plivačice
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.63,0:01:04.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i o mom lošem obiteljskom životu
Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.26,0:01:10.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,te malo o tome kako zbog tuge i\Ngubitka možete izgubiti razum.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.83,0:01:16.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nagrada je bila putovanje u New York i\Nsusret s poznatim urednicima i agentima
Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.53,0:01:17.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,te ostalim piscima.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.28,0:01:21.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je baš bilo ostvarenje\Nsna mladog pisca, zar ne?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.57,0:01:25.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate li što sam učinila\Ntog dana kada sam primila pismo?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.04,0:01:27.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zato jer sam takva,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:27.86,0:01:30.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,stavila sam pismo na stol u kuhinji,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.08,0:01:33.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,natočila si veliku čašu votke
Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.92,0:01:36.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s ledom i limetom
Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.72,0:01:40.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i cijeli dan sam sjedila u donjem rublju
Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.95,0:01:43.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,te samo buljila u pismo.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.61,0:01:47.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Razmišljala sam kako sam si\Ndo sada već upropastila život.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.78,0:01:50.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tko sam ja da idem u New York
Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.98,0:01:52.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i pretvaram se da sam pisac?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.68,0:01:55.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tko sam ja?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.07,0:01:56.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Reći ću vam.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.74,0:01:57.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ja sam autsajder.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.62,0:02:00.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Poput mnoge druge djece,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.91,0:02:04.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,potekla sam iz nasilne obitelji
Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.30,0:02:06.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,od koje sam jedva živa pobjegla.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.73,0:02:12.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imala sam već dva propala braka iza sebe.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.24,0:02:15.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne jednom, već dva puta\Nsam odustala od faksa,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.23,0:02:18.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a možda i tri puta, ali\Nneću vam pričati o tome.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.45,0:02:20.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh)
Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.58,0:02:24.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bila sam i na odvikavanju od droge.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.80,0:02:29.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dva puta sam bila u zatvoru.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.23,0:02:32.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znači, sad sam na pravoj pozornici.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.68,0:02:35.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh)
Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.74,0:02:40.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, pravi razlog zašto\Nmislim da sam autsajder
Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.26,0:02:43.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,je taj što je moja kćer umrla\Nistog dana kada se i rodila
Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.55,0:02:46.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i još nisam naučila kako živjeti s time.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.23,0:02:53.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nakon smrti svoje kćeri,\Ndugo sam bila beskućnik,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.38,0:02:55.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,živjela sam ispod nadvožnjaka,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.35,0:02:59.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u stanju duboke tuge i gubitka,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.59,0:03:02.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s čime se neki od nas susreću.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.13,0:03:04.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možda i svi mi, ako živite dovoljno dugo.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.24,0:03:10.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate, beskućnici su\Nnajhrabriji autsajderi
Dialogue: 0,0:03:10.26,0:03:13.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer počnu kao i svi mi.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.67,0:03:20.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Vidite, nisam se uklopila\Nni u jednu kategoriju koja postoji:
Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.11,0:03:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kćer, supruga, majka, učenica.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.47,0:03:27.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A san da budem spisateljica
Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.100,0:03:33.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bio je poput knedle u grlu.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:34.91,0:03:38.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zapravo sam protivno\Nsama sebi sjela na avion
Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.40,0:03:40.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i odletjela u New York
Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.81,0:03:42.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gdje su bili pisci.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.17,0:03:46.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kolege autsajderi, već vidim kako zračite.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:46.87,0:03:48.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Točno znam tko ste.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.80,0:03:51.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Isprva biste uživali.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.26,0:03:54.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možete odabrati tri poznata\Npisca koja želite upoznati
Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.24,0:03:56.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i oni bi ih našli i doveli.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.62,0:03:59.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Odsjeli biste u Gramercy Park Hotelu,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:59.44,0:04:02.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gdje kasno navečer pijete viski
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.10,0:04:04.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sa super, pametnim i elegantnim ljudima.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.61,0:04:09.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I možete se pretvarati da ste\Ni vi super i pametni i elegantni.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.14,0:04:12.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I upoznate hrpu urednika,\Npisaca i agenata
Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.36,0:04:16.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na jako otmjenim ručkovima i večerama.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.38,0:04:19.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pitajte me koliko otmjenima.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.74,0:04:21.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Publika: Koliko otmjenima?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.08,0:04:26.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sada priznajem: ukrala sam\Ntri platnene salvete
Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.42,0:04:27.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh)
Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.01,0:04:29.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,iz tri različita restorana.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.43,0:04:32.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I sakrila sam jelovnik u hlače.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.72,0:04:34.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh)
Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.82,0:04:38.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Samo sam htjela neke\Nsuvenire da, kad dođem kući,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:38.55,0:04:40.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vjerujem da mi se to stvarno dogodilo.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.24,0:04:42.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.47,0:04:45.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Autorice koje sam htjela upoznati
Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.16,0:04:47.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bile su Carole Maso,\NLynne Tillman i Peggy Phelan.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.50,0:04:51.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One nisu bile poznate,\Nnajprodavanije spisateljice,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.57,0:04:54.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali meni su bile divovi\Nmeđu spisateljicama.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.70,0:04:59.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Carole Maso napisala je knjigu\Nkoja je postala moja Biblija umjetnosti.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.06,0:05:02.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lynne Tillman omogućila mi je da vjerujem
Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.58,0:05:06.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da moje priče mogu biti dio svijeta.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:06.84,0:05:08.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Peggy Phelan podsjetila me
Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.82,0:05:13.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da moj mozak može\Nbiti važniji od mojih sisa.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.50,0:05:18.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisu bile popularne spisateljice,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.21,0:05:21.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali svojim su pričama krčile put
Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.01,0:05:24.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u popularnoj književnosti,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.29,0:05:28.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kao što voda prodire Grand Canyonom.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:29.37,0:05:31.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zamalo sam umrla od sreće
Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.11,0:05:34.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,što sam se družila s te tri\Nspisateljice starije od 50 godina.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:34.97,0:05:37.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A razlog zašto sam skoro\Numrla od sreće je taj
Dialogue: 0,0:05:37.92,0:05:39.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,što nikada nisam osjetila takvu sreću.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:40.01,0:05:41.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nikada nisam bila na takvom mjestu.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:42.35,0:05:44.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moja majka nikada nije išla na faks.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.75,0:05:47.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I moja kreativna karijera je do tada
Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.26,0:05:51.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bila mala, tužna i nepokretna.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.39,0:05:56.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zato sam prvih noći u New Yorku\Nhtjela tamo umrijeti.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:56.70,0:06:00.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mislila sam, "Ubijte me sada.\NDobro sam. Ovo je prekrasno."
Dialogue: 0,0:06:01.19,0:06:04.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Neki od vas ovdje će razumjeti\Nšto se sljedeće dogodilo.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.94,0:06:09.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prvo su me odveli u urede\NFarrar, Straus i Girouxa.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.86,0:06:13.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Farrar, Straus i Giroux su\Nmi bili izdavači iz snova.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.06,0:06:16.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mislim, objavili su knjige\NT. S. Elliota i Flannery O'Connor.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.42,0:06:21.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Glavni urednik me posjeo i\Ndugo razgovarao sa mnom,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.82,0:06:24.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pokušavajući me uvjeriti\Nda mogu napisati knjigu
Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.16,0:06:25.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,o svom životu kao plivačice.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.50,0:06:27.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate, poput memoara.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.63,0:06:30.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Cijelo vrijeme kada je pričao,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.89,0:06:34.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ja sam sjedila, smiješila se i\Nkimala glavom poput idiota,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.51,0:06:37.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ruku prekriženih na prsima,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.38,0:06:42.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bez da sam ispustila ijedan jedini zvuk.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.88,0:06:47.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Na kraju me samo potapšao po ramenu,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:47.27,0:06:48.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,poput trenera plivanja.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:49.58,0:06:51.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Poželio mi je sreću,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:51.44,0:06:53.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dao mi nekoliko knjiga
Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.90,0:06:55.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i otpratio me do vrata.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:57.59,0:07:00.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zatim sam bila u uredima W. W. Nortona
Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.88,0:07:03.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i mislila sam da će me izbaciti iz zgrade
Dialogue: 0,0:07:03.60,0:07:05.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zato jer sam nosila marte.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:06.19,0:07:07.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, to se nije dogodilo.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.51,0:07:10.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U Nortonovim uredima
Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.96,0:07:15.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,osjećala sam se kao da sam posegnula\Nprema noćnom nebu i dotakla mjesec,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.46,0:07:19.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dok su zvijezde ispisivale moje ime\Npreko cijelog svemira.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.60,0:07:21.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Toliko mi je to bilo nevjerojatno.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:21.77,0:07:22.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shvaćate?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:23.57,0:07:26.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Njihova glavna urednica,\NCarol Houck Smith,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:26.09,0:07:30.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,unesla mi se u lice svojim\Nvelikim, svijetlim, divljim očima
Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.46,0:07:33.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i rekla "Pa onda mi pošalji nešto. Odmah!"
Dialogue: 0,0:07:34.33,0:07:36.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sada bi većina ljudi, pogotovo TED ljudi,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:36.64,0:07:38.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,otrčala do sandučića, zar ne?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:39.65,0:07:42.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Trebalo mi je više od\Ndesetljeća da uopće zamislim
Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.95,0:07:46.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kako nešto stavljam u\Nkuvertu i lijepim markicu.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:48.74,0:07:50.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Posljednje večeri
Dialogue: 0,0:07:50.34,0:07:53.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,održala sam čitalačku večer\Nu Nacionalnom klubu poezije.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.34,0:07:56.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Na kraju večeri prišla mi je
Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.31,0:08:00.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Katharine Kidde iz izdavačke\Nkuće Kidde, Hoyt & Picard,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.64,0:08:03.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,rukovala se sa mnom
Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.25,0:08:06.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i odmah mi na licu mjesta\Nponudila da me zastupaju.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.56,0:08:11.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stajala sam tamo i sve\Nje utihnulo na trenutak.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.57,0:08:13.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Je li vam se to ikada dogodilo?
Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.70,0:08:15.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zamalo sam počela plakati
Dialogue: 0,0:08:15.84,0:08:19.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer su svi u prostoriji\Nbili tako lijepo obučeni,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:19.79,0:08:22.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a sve što sam ja uspjela reći bilo je:
Dialogue: 0,0:08:22.96,0:08:26.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Ne znam. Moram razmisliti o tome."
Dialogue: 0,0:08:26.80,0:08:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Rekla je "U redu onda." i otišla.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:32.88,0:08:39.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sve te raširene ruke preda mnom,\Nona mala tužna knedla u mom grlu...
Dialogue: 0,0:08:39.43,0:08:43.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pokušavam vam reći nešto\No ljudima poput mene.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:43.39,0:08:47.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Autsajderi - ne znamo uvijek\Nkako se nadati ili reći "da",
Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.47,0:08:49.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili odabrati nešto odlično,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:49.10,0:08:51.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,čak i kad nam je pred nosom.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:51.27,0:08:52.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je sram koji nosimo.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:52.91,0:08:54.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sram zbog toga što želimo nešto dobro.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:54.93,0:08:56.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sram zbog toga što osjećamo nešto dobro.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:56.94,0:09:01.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sram jer zapravo ne vjerujemo\Nda zaslužujemo biti u istoj sobi
Dialogue: 0,0:09:01.35,0:09:03.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s ljudima kojima se divimo.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:04.47,0:09:07.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Da mogu, vratila bih se u\Nprošlost i poučila samu sebe.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:07.42,0:09:11.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bila bih poput onih žena starijih\Nod 50 godina koje su mi pomogle.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:11.79,0:09:13.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Naučila bih se kako željeti stvari,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:13.71,0:09:16.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kako se zauzeti za to, kako ih zatražiti.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:16.08,0:09:20.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Rekla bih, "Ti!" Da, ti!\NI ti pripadaš ovdje."
Dialogue: 0,0:09:20.41,0:09:22.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Svjetlost pada na sve nas
Dialogue: 0,0:09:22.70,0:09:25.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i nismo ništa jedni bez drugih.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.04,0:09:30.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Umjesto toga, odletjela\Nsam natrag u Oregon
Dialogue: 0,0:09:30.34,0:09:36.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i dok sam gledala kako se\Npojavljuje zimzeleno drveće i kiša,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:36.05,0:09:40.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pila sam bočice onog\N"žalim samu sebe" napitka.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:41.49,0:09:46.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Razmišljala sam, ako sam spisateljica,\Nonda sam neka autsajder spisateljica.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:47.24,0:09:48.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Što želim reći,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.03,0:09:50.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vratila sam se u Oregon\Nbez dogovora za knjigu,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:50.46,0:09:51.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bez agenta
Dialogue: 0,0:09:51.63,0:09:54.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i samo s puno uspomena u glavi i srcu
Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.14,0:09:57.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kako sam sjedila tako blizu
Dialogue: 0,0:09:57.31,0:09:59.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tih prekrasnih pisaca.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:00.28,0:10:03.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sjećanje je bila jedina\Nnagrada koju sam si dopustila.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:05.18,0:10:08.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, kod kuće, u mraku,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.27,0:10:10.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ponovno u donjem rublju,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.79,0:10:13.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mogla sam čuti njihove glasove.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:14.26,0:10:18.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Govorili su, "Nemoj slušati\Nnikoga tko te pokušava ušutkati
Dialogue: 0,0:10:18.33,0:10:19.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili promijeniti tvoju priču."
Dialogue: 0,0:10:20.86,0:10:24.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Govorili su, "Ispričaj priču\Nkoju samo ti možeš ispričati."
Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.56,0:10:26.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Govorili su, "Ponekad je pričanje priče
Dialogue: 0,0:10:27.02,0:10:30.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ono što ti spasi život."
Dialogue: 0,0:10:31.70,0:10:35.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao što vidite, ja sam žena starija od 50.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:36.28,0:10:37.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ja sam spisateljica.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:38.52,0:10:39.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I majka.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:40.44,0:10:41.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I postala sam učiteljica.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:42.97,0:10:44.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pogodite tko su mi najdraži učenici.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:46.60,0:10:48.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Iako se to nije dogodilo onda
Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.26,0:10:50.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kada je ono pismo iz snova\Ndošlo u moj sandučić,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:50.53,0:10:52.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,napisala sam memoare
Dialogue: 0,0:10:52.23,0:10:54.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nazvane "Kronologija vode."
Dialogue: 0,0:10:54.89,0:10:59.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U njima se nalaze priče o tome\Nkoliko puta sam se morala uzdići
Dialogue: 0,0:10:59.61,0:11:02.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,iz ruševina svojih odabira,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.58,0:11:07.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,priče o tome kako su svi oni\Nneuspjesi bili samo jako čudni prolazi
Dialogue: 0,0:11:08.01,0:11:09.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,do nečega prekrasnog.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.31,0:11:13.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sve što sam trebala je ispričati tu priču.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:15.55,0:11:19.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U većini kultura postoji mit\Nda treba slijediti svoje snove.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:20.66,0:11:22.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zove se putovanje junaka.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:23.68,0:11:25.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, ja više volim drugi mit,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.53,0:11:27.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koji je malo drugačiji od ovoga
Dialogue: 0,0:11:27.33,0:11:28.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili je povezan s time.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:29.09,0:11:30.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zove se mit autsajdera.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:31.76,0:11:33.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ide ovako:
Dialogue: 0,0:11:33.62,0:11:35.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,čak i u trenutku neuspjeha,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:35.90,0:11:38.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,upravo tada, vi ste prekrasni.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:39.58,0:11:40.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne znate to još,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:40.76,0:11:43.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali imate sposobnost da se beskonačno
Dialogue: 0,0:11:43.96,0:11:45.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,obnavljate.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:45.18,0:11:46.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je vaša ljepota.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:47.69,0:11:49.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možete biti pijanac,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:49.23,0:11:51.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,možete biti žrtva nasilja,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:51.61,0:11:53.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,možete biti bivši zatvorenik,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:53.07,0:11:54.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,možete biti beskućnik,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:54.59,0:11:57.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,možete izgubiti sav novac,\Nili posao, ili muža,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:57.89,0:12:00.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili ženu ili, najgore od svega,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:00.33,0:12:01.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dijete.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:01.86,0:12:03.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možete čak izgubiti i razum.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:03.94,0:12:08.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možete nepomično stajati\Nusred svog neuspjeha
Dialogue: 0,0:12:08.03,0:12:10.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i još uvijek ću vam reći,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:10.94,0:12:13.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vi ste prekrasni.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:13.07,0:12:15.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zaslužujete da se vaša priča čuje
Dialogue: 0,0:12:15.40,0:12:19.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer vi, vi rijetki i izvanredni autsajder,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:19.69,0:12:21.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vi nova vrsta,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:22.57,0:12:24.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jedini ste u prostoriji
Dialogue: 0,0:12:24.56,0:12:26.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koji možete ispričati priču
Dialogue: 0,0:12:26.20,0:12:28.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,samo onako kako vi to možete.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:29.71,0:12:31.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A ja ću slušati.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:32.86,0:12:34.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hvala vam.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:34.06,0:12:40.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Pljesak)