I realized, I realized

The heart's very first love

When questioned, when asked

It's gently, softly about him

Can’t tell if I trust it or not

Can’t say why I’m smiling like this

How... how... it hides within

How... how... to stop it, that I don’t know

I realized, I realized

The heart’s very first love

When questioned, when asked

It’s gently, softly about him

When he comes near, something just happens

The smile pauses at the edge of the lips

It’s not a new friendship, then why this nervousness?

There wasn’t anything before, so what changed now?

This playful confusion, unheard and unseen,
Can’t seem to hold it in

I realized, I realized

The heart’s very first love

When questioned, when asked

It’s gently, softly about him

A heaviness has grown in the corner of the heart

When I quietly looked, it was filled with his thoughts

Until yesterday, whenever he touched me

I never heard this beat inside my heart

Was the heart separated? 
Or just not allowed to ask?

I realized, I realized

The heart’s very first love

When questioned, when asked

It’s gently, softly about him

Can’t tell if I trust it or not

Can’t say why I’m smiling like this

How… how… it hides within

How… how… to stop it, that I don’t know

Is it a friend I dream of, out of habit?

Or is it someone I call… bit by bit… my beloved?