I realized, I realized
The heart's very first love
When questioned, when asked
It's gently, softly about him
Can’t tell if I trust it or not
Can’t say why I’m smiling like this
How... how... it hides within
How... how... to stop it, that I don’t know
I realized, I realized
The heart’s very first love
When questioned, when asked
It’s gently, softly about him
When he comes near, something just happens
The smile pauses at the edge of the lips
It’s not a new friendship, then why this nervousness?
There wasn’t anything before, so what changed now?
This playful confusion, unheard and unseen, Can’t seem to hold it in
I realized, I realized
The heart’s very first love
When questioned, when asked
It’s gently, softly about him
A heaviness has grown in the corner of the heart
When I quietly looked, it was filled with his thoughts
Until yesterday, whenever he touched me
I never heard this beat inside my heart
Was the heart separated? Or just not allowed to ask?
I realized, I realized
The heart’s very first love
When questioned, when asked
It’s gently, softly about him
Can’t tell if I trust it or not
Can’t say why I’m smiling like this
How… how… it hides within
How… how… to stop it, that I don’t know
Is it a friend I dream of, out of habit?
Or is it someone I call… bit by bit… my beloved?