0:00:00.596,0:00:02.396 I know exactly what you're saying when you 0:00:02.548,0:00:04.902 say when you're sitting at home writing 0:00:04.902,0:00:06.949 and you're not like, I'm deaf, I'm deaf 0:00:06.949,0:00:08.784 I say the same for me When I'm 0:00:08.784,0:00:10.197 sitting down doing my makeup 0:00:10.197,0:00:13.083 I'm not like uh I'm blind, I'm blind 0:00:13.113,0:00:15.219 Like, I'm not thinking about my 0:00:15.219,0:00:17.340 blindness, I'm just living my life 0:00:17.340,0:00:20.754 because this is our normal (Music) 0:00:24.956,0:00:27.072 Hello everybody, we are back 0:00:27.072,0:00:29.089 with my series , when I sit down 0:00:29.089,0:00:30.505 with another person 0:00:30.505,0:00:32.039 from the disability community 0:00:32.039,0:00:33.855 and we disscuss all things 0:00:33.855,0:00:36.022 life and disability related 0:00:36.022,0:00:38.439 and this one is probably the 0:00:38.439,0:00:41.639 most requested that I've seen. 0:00:41.639,0:00:44.646 So we finally have Jessica 0:00:44.646,0:00:46.433 and I'm gonna let you say your 0:00:46.433,0:00:48.024 last name 0:00:48.024,0:00:52.475 (Laughs) Jessica Kellgren-Fozard 0:00:52.475,0:00:54.928 It's ok, I know, it's a difficult surname 0:00:54.928,0:00:58.311 we literally went over this before 0:00:58.311,0:00:59.611 we started filming 0:00:59.611,0:01:00.644 We've just been like talking on 0:01:00.644,0:01:01.728 Google Meet 0:01:01.728,0:01:04.095 And I was like, practicing the name 0:01:04.095,0:01:05.378 and I was like no, you know what, 0:01:05.378,0:01:07.228 I got here, I was too deep, 0:01:07.228,0:01:08.211 I was like, I'm jumping 0:01:08.211,0:01:09.325 out of the pool. 0:01:09.325,0:01:11.145 She'll take over. So thank you- 0:01:11.145,0:01:14.812 It's complex. The Kellgren bit is Swedish, 0:01:14.812,0:01:16.695 the Fozard is my wife's surname, 0:01:16.695,0:01:18.661 it's from Normandy, smush it together, 0:01:18.661,0:01:20.078 it's complicated for everyone. 0:01:20.078,0:01:22.711 Or Jessica Out Of The Closet, 0:01:22.711,0:01:25.495 which I think is a brilliant name 0:01:25.495,0:01:27.160 because not only are you one of 0:01:27.160,0:01:30.357 the most fabulous fashionistas 0:01:30.357,0:01:32.128 that I follow on social media, 0:01:32.128,0:01:34.611 but you are also in fact out of 0:01:34.611,0:01:37.344 the closet, and so I think it's just 0:01:37.344,0:01:38.977 such a fun username. 0:01:38.977,0:01:41.041 (Laughs) Yeah, 0:01:41.041,0:01:42.944 out of the closet in many ways. 0:01:42.944,0:01:44.428 Out of the gay closet, out of the 0:01:44.428,0:01:46.977 disability closet, just living life open. 0:01:46.977,0:01:48.874 That's the way to live life. 0:01:48.874,0:01:50.677 Being your best, most authentic, 0:01:50.677,0:01:52.960 confident queen self. And that is 0:01:52.960,0:01:54.693 exactly what you do. 0:01:54.693,0:01:57.010 I watch your videos and I 0:01:57.010,0:01:59.027 legitimately laugh out loud. 0:01:59.027,0:02:01.360 Like you're one of, not only the most 0:02:01.360,0:02:03.193 fashionable people I follow but one of 0:02:03.193,0:02:04.889 the funniest people I follow, 0:02:04.889,0:02:07.810 and I think that you, just by simply 0:02:07.810,0:02:10.760 being you, break so many disability 0:02:10.760,0:02:14.205 stereotypes and misconceptions, 0:02:14.205,0:02:17.343 and I think it's so fabulous for just- 0:02:17.343,0:02:18.577 so thank you for just exisiting 0:02:18.577,0:02:19.960 on the internet. 0:02:19.960,0:02:22.393 (Laughs) I mean, I could say 0:02:22.393,0:02:24.376 the same thing about you, Molly. 0:02:24.376,0:02:26.277 I woke up this morning and I was like, 0:02:26.277,0:02:28.278 OK, Molly, you have to try to look, like, 0:02:28.278,0:02:30.710 a little bit half fabulous 0:02:30.710,0:02:32.609 because you're going to be sitting next to 0:02:32.609,0:02:34.309 Jessica in a video and it's going 0:02:34.309,0:02:35.627 to be embarrassing. 0:02:35.627,0:02:38.793 Oh no, I think you are incredibly stylish, 0:02:38.793,0:02:40.526 I must say. I always enjoy 0:02:40.526,0:02:41.572 your Instagram as well. 0:02:41.572,0:02:43.593 Thank you, I appreciate it. 0:02:43.593,0:02:46.475 So, I know a ton of my audience 0:02:46.475,0:02:48.027 knows and loves your content already 0:02:48.027,0:02:50.176 but for those who don't, would you like to 0:02:50.176,0:02:52.276 kind of give the brief introduction of who 0:02:52.276,0:02:54.059 Jessica is in a nutshell. 0:02:54.059,0:02:56.043 My goodness, okay, the elevator pitch 0:02:56.043,0:02:58.526 of me, then, I guess. 0:02:58.526,0:03:00.577 So, I'm Jessica, I'm a YouTuber, 0:03:00.577,0:03:02.609 content creator. I make content that is 0:03:02.609,0:03:06.742 generally fun, informative, educational, 0:03:06.742,0:03:09.426 amusing, around things that are to do with 0:03:09.426,0:03:12.059 disability, chronic illness, and LGBTQ+ 0:03:12.059,0:03:15.092 issues. So I have two genetic conditions, 0:03:15.092,0:03:16.975 hereditary neuropathy with pressure 0:03:16.975,0:03:19.326 palsies, which means that there are gaps 0:03:19.326,0:03:22.310 in the myelin sheaths around your nerves. 0:03:22.310,0:03:24.825 For me that means that I can paralyze 0:03:24.825,0:03:27.509 parts of myself, that my nerves are more 0:03:27.509,0:03:29.943 easily damaged, which does things like 0:03:29.943,0:03:32.559 affect my hearing and I have loss of 0:03:32.559,0:03:34.959 vision in one eye because of it, and it 0:03:34.959,0:03:37.174 can do things like my hands don't have 0:03:37.174,0:03:39.825 any feeling because I paralyzed both of 0:03:39.825,0:03:41.691 my arms for a year and a half when I was 0:03:41.691,0:03:44.076 a teenager. And they came back to a 0:03:44.076,0:03:47.410 certain degree, but they can't now feel 0:03:47.410,0:03:49.105 anything, so it's like wearing gloves 0:03:49.105,0:03:50.908 all of the time. And I don't get hot and 0:03:50.908,0:03:53.142 cold, any of those kinds of things, 0:03:53.142,0:03:55.442 or wet. Which is really annoying when 0:03:55.442,0:03:57.392 you're trying to hang up the washing, 0:03:57.392,0:03:58.443 'cause you're like, is this wet? 0:03:58.443,0:04:00.991 Is this dry? Absolutely no idea. 0:04:00.991,0:04:02.909 And I end up having to like, press my face 0:04:02.909,0:04:05.009 to all of my laundry to see whether it's 0:04:05.009,0:04:07.792 dry or not. Very strange thing. 0:04:07.792,0:04:10.508 And then you just get a random cheek stain 0:04:10.508,0:04:12.225 or random foundation stain on the side 0:04:12.225,0:04:13.389 of your white shirt. 0:04:13.389,0:04:15.474 I mean, I should add, I only do this when 0:04:15.474,0:04:17.974 I'm not wearing makeup. (Laughs) 0:04:17.974,0:04:19.158 Pro tip. 0:04:19.158,0:04:21.625 And then I also have Ehlers Danlos 0:04:21.625,0:04:24.473 Syndrome, which is about my connective 0:04:24.473,0:04:26.523 tissue, and means that not only am I 0:04:26.523,0:04:30.259 hyper mobile, and very flexible and bendy, 0:04:30.259,0:04:32.106 which most people think is like, whoa, 0:04:32.106,0:04:34.179 what a great party trick, and it is, 0:04:34.179,0:04:36.519 it's a pretty good party trick that I 0:04:36.519,0:04:39.051 perhaps overused when I was a child. 0:04:39.051,0:04:41.522 I dislocated various things just to prove 0:04:41.522,0:04:43.626 to people that I could. Don't do that. 0:04:43.626,0:04:45.397 That's a terrible idea. Don't do that. 0:04:45.397,0:04:48.815 But it also affects connective tissue in 0:04:48.815,0:04:51.223 things like my internal organs, 0:04:51.223,0:04:53.397 so I have some issues with my heart, and 0:04:53.397,0:04:56.145 I have postural orthostatic tachycardia 0:04:56.145,0:04:58.240 syndrome, which comes from that, 0:04:58.240,0:05:02.079 which is just a regulating blood pressure 0:05:02.079,0:05:07.296 issue, so I faint a lot. And I can't exert 0:05:07.296,0:05:10.128 myself too much, basically I go up two 0:05:10.128,0:05:12.245 flights of stairs and I'm like, oh gosh, 0:05:12.245,0:05:14.061 there's a heart attack coming. 0:05:14.061,0:05:15.512 Ok, wonderful, and then I've got to lie 0:05:15.512,0:05:17.094 on the floor for half an hour. 0:05:17.094,0:05:19.558 And the vintage fashion is just a layer 0:05:19.558,0:05:21.894 over the top, just to make everything look 0:05:21.894,0:05:23.018 gorgeous while we're here. 0:05:23.018,0:05:24.243 I think you should 0:05:24.243,0:05:25.723 make more fashion content. 0:05:25.723,0:05:27.411 I'm putting the pitch in now, 0:05:27.411,0:05:28.976 and I think a lot of people 0:05:28.976,0:05:30.946 in the comments will agree 0:05:30.946,0:05:33.006 that you should have like a whole segment 0:05:33.006,0:05:34.789 of your channel devoted to 0:05:34.789,0:05:37.929 fashion content because we need that 0:05:37.929,0:05:39.729 vintage inspo that you bring, 0:05:39.730,0:05:42.250 we need your vintage wisdom. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000