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Even if you don't understand

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You can still
support and standy by us.

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Our Identity is real

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and it exists.

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(Non-Binary Stories)

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My name is Cami, I am 22 years old,
I am non-binary,

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and i'm here 
to explain non-binary to you.

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Non-binary, 
is an umbrella term

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which includes
all gender identities

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that are neither
exclusively male

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or exclusively female.

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It can be agender, 
the "a" meaning a subtraction

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of gender or gender neutrality

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or it can include
all fluid identities.

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Like if we imagine gender
as a spectrum with two poles,

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male and female.

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You can have a moving cursor

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that includes all people
who are gender fluid,

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demi-gender, pangender, etc.

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I've never really identified
with femininity.

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At 18 years old, I already started

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to ask questions

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on my gender identity,

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and I met a trans man

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With whom I'd been with for a while,

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and together we were able define
my identity

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which was non-binary.

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I think it was due to him

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having way more 
information than me

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that helped me find the words 
to explain my identity.

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Gender identity is about who you are,

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the gender we feel,

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that we live in, 
that we experience,

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and gender expression,
is what we show to others.

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It's how we express this our identity.

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It's possible to have a gender identity,

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that's for example, male,

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you are a man,

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and then have a gender expression

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that is feminine
with many markers

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society considers feminine.

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Like for example,
Bilal Hassan, is a man

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with a feminine gender expression.

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I came out to my parent
as non-binary

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and that I wanted
to change my pronouns

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at the same time.

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I was 20, it was two years ago.

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My mom took it well.

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She was already well-versed in gender issues

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She was quite casual and very safe,

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I felt safe.

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With my father, 
it was little trickier

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it took me a little longer 
to tell him

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and i didn't do it in person.

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I sent him a text

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Because it was easier
for me to handle.

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He reacted fairly well.

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He said that
he didn't understand it all,

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but that in any case
he'd be there for me

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and that it changes nothing 
for him

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and that he loved me all the same.

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For my grandma, it wasn't as simple

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as it was something 
very unfamiliar for her.

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She grew up in the countryside,
later moving to Paris.

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She lived with my grandpa for 50 years.

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She was in very 
cis-heteronormative social spaces

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where she never had questioned 
her identity

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or the identity of others.

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When I told her,
she was a bit taken aback,

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but she always made sure and insisted that

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She would act in the best way
she could with me.

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She puts in a lot of effort

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She is hardly ever wrong anymore

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in using my preferred pronouns.

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I ma de a request to change
my first name in 2019

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I filed a request

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to the town hall of where I lived.

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I took a dossier
which i had to fill with

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with testimonies 
from those closest to me

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to say that they were using
the first name Cami

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to address me.

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I asked my school
to write me a letter of support.

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Then I submitted my application.

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I had to wait a few months,

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it differs by town hall.

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And I received approval 
to change my first name.

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The act of misgendering someone

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entails addressing this person

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with the wrong pronouns,

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Therefore, gendering
a non-binary person

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who has explicitly said

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use neutral pronouns
like "iel" --(they?)

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and or gendering them
as male or female.

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Me personally,
I use feminine pronouns

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when in conversation
and neutral when written.

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But it's true that in general
I have a tendency to immediately verbalize

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that I prefer to be addressed
with female pronouns.

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After, if the person
doesn't say their own

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and you want to be sure
in gendering them correctly

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you can ask for their pronouns

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or wait for the person 
to gender themselves in front of you

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so you follow their pronouns.

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In my older videos,

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There was lots of comments

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that invalidated our identities,

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denied our expressed gender
and our gender identity.

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Afterwards, I read very few
of these comments

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simply because I know
for the most part,

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They are malicious
or very, very ignorant

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and they will only cause me grief.

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I was participated in a report (study?)
in which it was said

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that it was just a phase,

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that it has just emerged 
in the United States over the last few years

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that it was connected to fashion,
unisex fashion, etc.

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That is completely false.
I also think it's

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a super white
and eurocentric point of view

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because, in many cultures

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there are many genders

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that were totally erased

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through colonization, 
to put it simply.

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So often, we hear
that this is problematic