[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.24,0:00:10.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Solemn music plays, noises of nature in\Nbackground] Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.40,0:00:14.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Broadmoor, a word that makes \Npeople shiver. Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.87,0:00:17.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Most think that Broadmoor is a prison, Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.67,0:00:20.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in fact it's a high secure \Npsychiatric hospital, Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.59,0:00:22.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and home to some of the country's most Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.43,0:00:24.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dangerous and violent offenders. Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.53,0:00:28.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Gate unlocking, mechanical noises] Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.91,0:00:32.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After five years of negotiation, \Nand for the Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.03,0:00:34.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,very first time, the hospital has allowed Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.46,0:00:38.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,cameras in to meet the men who live behind\Nthese walls. Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.52,0:00:45.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[unintelligible yelling, sound of \Nsomething slamming] Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.00,0:00:48.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Running footsteps, keys jangling] Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.34,0:00:51.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[more yelling and sounds of a struggle] Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.69,0:00:53.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[door slams] Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.88,0:00:56.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[footsteps echo in the hallway] Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.26,0:00:58.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate: Broadmoores got this, this history Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.68,0:01:01.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about people being all these monsters \Nhere basically. Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.25,0:01:03.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you can be violent, and it \Ndon't Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.11,0:01:04.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mean you're a bad person,\Ncos sometimes Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.99,0:01:06.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you don't....you're not intendin' it. Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.75,0:01:09.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Over radio: Hello Bravo one, two, and go. Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.26,0:01:11.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Over radio: One going to the Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.12,0:01:13.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ unintelligible] all radio. Alpha four. Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.98,0:01:14.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Over. Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.52,0:01:18.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Tan Suit: The easiest reaction\Nin the world is to Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.13,0:01:20.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,see somebody that has committed something Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.14,0:01:22.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,atrocious, label them as evil, want to Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.63,0:01:24.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lock the door and throw away the key. Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.20,0:01:29.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel: I've probably actually never said\Nthe words of what I've actually done. Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.92,0:01:33.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've never admitted it. Still just a blur\Nin my head Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.68,0:01:36.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[knocking on door] Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.43,0:01:39.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate: I've got born into this Italian Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.32,0:01:42.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,family. Very, very violent. In some cases Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.36,0:01:44.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it would have been better to have killed Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.28,0:01:46.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,me than to have allowed me to have this Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.37,0:01:49.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,abominable life that I've had. Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.48,0:01:53.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[keys rattling, chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.98,0:01:56.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: With unprecedented access, and Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.41,0:01:58.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,filmed over a year, this series reveals Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.74,0:02:01.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the secrets of life inside Britain's most Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.04,0:02:03.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,notorious institution. Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.43,0:02:07.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Bell rings] Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.78,0:02:13.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Solemn music] Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.04,0:02:16.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Broadmoor is perched above the Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.08,0:02:18.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Berkshire village of Crowthorne. Just 40 Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.26,0:02:20.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,miles from the center of London. Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.29,0:02:24.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When people think of Broadmoor \Nthey think of Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.51,0:02:26.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ronny Kray, Peter Sutcliffe, Robert Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.67,0:02:28.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Napper, and Kenneth Erskine. Some of the Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.61,0:02:30.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,most dangerous killers the country has Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.64,0:02:31.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ever known. Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.21,0:02:35.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate: The public perceive this place as \N'Oh, Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.53,0:02:37.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's where the Yorkshire Ripper's locked Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.57,0:02:39.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,up, that's Rachel Nickell's killers locked\Nup' Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.79,0:02:43.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Broadmoor is an institution of lots of Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.54,0:02:46.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people. We're not all rapist pedophiles, Dialogue: 0,0:02:46.63,0:02:50.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or murderers. There is people in here for Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.63,0:02:54.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,self-harming in prison, there's people in Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.63,0:02:57.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,here for buggery who've then\Ngotten in a prison, Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.97,0:03:00.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and there's people in here for very very\Nevil things. Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.61,0:03:03.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it brushes with all the same brush Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.68,0:03:05.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which they shouldn't do. Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.36,0:03:09.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[loud string crescendo] Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.54,0:03:11.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: First built as a victorian\Nlunatic asylum Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.94,0:03:13.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the criminally insane, Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.83,0:03:16.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,today Broadmoor is an NHS hospital. Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.88,0:03:21.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Over its 150 year history, it's been \Na secretive Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.17,0:03:23.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and mysterious institution. Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.01,0:03:27.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff are under strict instructions not to Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.28,0:03:30.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,discuss patients outside\Nthe hospital walls. Dialogue: 0,0:03:32.42,0:03:35.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[clicking as items are placed on conveyer\Nand beeping of machinery] Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.57,0:03:37.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Many won't even admit to working here. Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.77,0:03:41.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff Member: Close, close family members\Nknow that, obviously, where we Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.21,0:03:43.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,work. But if we're in a normal mainstream Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.78,0:03:45.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,than you would, you would probably say you Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.84,0:03:47.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,work in the hospital or something. Don't Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.77,0:03:49.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really talk about the place. Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.66,0:03:52.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff 2: Listen, if you said that\Nyou worked here, ah boy, you'd Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.68,0:03:54.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just spend the whole of a day, Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.19,0:03:57.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or the afternoon, with a barrage \Nof questions about the place. Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.15,0:03:59.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, it's just easy to say you work for the\NNHS. Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.38,0:04:03.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: They're told not to share\Npersonal information with the patients Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.88,0:04:06.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,either, and to leave their private lives Dialogue: 0,0:04:06.22,0:04:08.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,along with their possessions, \Nat the front door. Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.41,0:04:14.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Broadmoor's most notorious patients, Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.85,0:04:16.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like Peter Sutcliffe and Kenneth Erskine, Dialogue: 0,0:04:16.82,0:04:20.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have chosen not to participate. Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.56,0:04:24.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But many of the men here have been front\Npage news, Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.06,0:04:26.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and are vilified by society. Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.80,0:04:28.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is the first time they've been Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.69,0:04:30.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,allowed to tell their stories. Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.18,0:04:32.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: I've done everything \Nfrom taking hostages Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.42,0:04:35.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,multiple hostage taking, stabbings, Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.19,0:04:38.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ya' know. Uh... multiple assaults, violent Dialogue: 0,0:04:38.04,0:04:40.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,assaults, fire setting off. I set a whole Dialogue: 0,0:04:40.74,0:04:43.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\b1}stammers{\b0} a fire in a hospital. A Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.50,0:04:45.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,psychiatric hospital, the first one I Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.36,0:04:47.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ever went to. Umm.. yeah. Just mainly Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.63,0:04:50.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,violence and whatnot. My history is mainly Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.57,0:04:52.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,violence. Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.02,0:04:55.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Broadmoor's 200 patients are all Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.71,0:04:57.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,men suffering from mental disorders. Dialogue: 0,0:04:58.64,0:05:01.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They're classified as vulnerable adults Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.35,0:05:03.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and only those who have Capacity to Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.41,0:05:05.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Give Consent have been allowed to \Ntalk to us. Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.28,0:05:11.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Their faces have been blurred to\Nprotect their identities. Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.22,0:05:18.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Door closing] Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.31,0:05:21.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): What are you like when\Nyou're not on medication? Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.27,0:05:24.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: Ummm...I'm quite a nasty\Nperson, I'm quite violent, Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.01,0:05:24.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm very Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.85,0:05:28.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,violent in most-most circumstances. Very Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.23,0:05:30.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,antisocial. I don't like spending time Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.40,0:05:33.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with people. I'm paranoid. I'm, uh, very Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.17,0:05:35.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,paranoid. {\i1}{\b1}stammers{\b0}{\i0} Every person around, Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.35,0:05:37.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm thinking 'what's their intention?' Dialogue: 0,0:05:37.23,0:05:39.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I come to that, sometimes \NI come very close Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.28,0:05:41.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to attacking people because I'm thinking Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.20,0:05:43.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that they're going to do something to me Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.16,0:05:45.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I don't want to get hurt first. Uh, Dialogue: 0,0:05:45.50,0:05:47.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,um..I remember one time when I'm off Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.38,0:05:50.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,medication, spent 11 months locked in a Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.26,0:05:52.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,cell. Segregated, due to the fact that I Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.22,0:05:54.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was too dangerous to come out. Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.58,0:05:57.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: 24 year old Alex arrived at Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.36,0:06:00.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Broadmoor 7 months ago. \NHe was serving a Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.45,0:06:02.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,life sentence in a dedicated prison unit Dialogue: 0,0:06:02.78,0:06:05.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for highly dangerous prisoners. Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.48,0:06:07.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They could no longer manage him. Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.14,0:06:09.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: When I was younger, we would Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.96,0:06:13.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,chase a seagull all round the council\Nestate, with a box, cos it- Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.63,0:06:17.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Now in an admissions ward he's\Nbeen diagnosed with mental illness and Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.45,0:06:19.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,personality disorder and put on Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.37,0:06:20.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,medication. Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.87,0:06:24.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One of his symptoms is auditory \Nhallucinations. Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.07,0:06:25.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He hears voices. Dialogue: 0,0:06:25.87,0:06:27.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: Oh, I was doing a fruit salad Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.69,0:06:29.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the other day for an assessment. Dialogue: 0,0:06:29.26,0:06:31.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's when they do this assessment from Dialogue: 0,0:06:31.20,0:06:34.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,personal motor, motor skills. Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.16,0:06:36.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's like for learning disability. Dialogue: 0,0:06:36.03,0:06:37.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And....Umm... Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.18,0:06:38.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was cutting a mango Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.26,0:06:40.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I have never, I've never used a \Nsharp knife, Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.56,0:06:43.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the seven years I've been away\NI've not used a sharp knife Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.43,0:06:46.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I was shaking, literally.\NI nearly cut my fingers off cos Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.30,0:06:48.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the voices were telling me to attack the Dialogue: 0,0:06:48.67,0:06:50.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people in the room, with the knife. Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.36,0:06:53.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, like, they were goading me into it,\Nand I thought 'I can't do that, Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.76,0:06:56.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can't do that.'\Nand so I managed to finish fruit, the Dialogue: 0,0:06:56.35,0:06:59.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fruit salad, and I thought 'Wow like, what\Nachievement,' cos mostly Dialogue: 0,0:06:59.62,0:07:01.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\i1}{\b1}stammers{\b0}{\i0} a year ago, two years\Nago, my emotions Dialogue: 0,0:07:01.85,0:07:02.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,would have done it. Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.82,0:07:04.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ya know? Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.16,0:07:10.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[unintelligible speaking] Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.15,0:07:11.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Sweater: No. We'll clean it Dialogue: 0,0:07:11.80,0:07:14.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,afterwards. We want to give you Dialogue: 0,0:07:14.03,0:07:15.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bedding for now, yeah? Dialogue: 0,0:07:17.06,0:07:18.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: This is Cranfield, the Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.98,0:07:22.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,intensive care ward. \NHome to the hospital's Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.15,0:07:25.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,most acute mentally ill patients. Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.48,0:07:29.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[door shutting, keys jangling, people\Nspeaking unintelligibly] Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.50,0:07:35.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Female Voice: Hi, can we come in and Dialogue: 0,0:07:35.26,0:07:36.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,talk to you, yeah? Dialogue: 0,0:07:36.84,0:07:39.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Sweater: Sit on the bed for us Dialogue: 0,0:07:39.15,0:07:41.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Any contact with them has to be Dialogue: 0,0:07:41.12,0:07:42.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,carefully planned and executed. Dialogue: 0,0:07:43.52,0:07:45.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is a six person unlock. Dialogue: 0,0:07:45.98,0:07:48.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The door to this patients room can only be Dialogue: 0,0:07:48.13,0:07:52.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,opened with six staff present. Dialogue: 0,0:07:53.44,0:07:55.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Glasses: There is always the risk Dialogue: 0,0:07:55.40,0:07:57.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of violence towards others, you Dialogue: 0,0:07:57.30,0:07:59.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have to accept that with chronic mental Dialogue: 0,0:07:59.30,0:08:01.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,illness and they will be very disturbed Dialogue: 0,0:08:01.47,0:08:03.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,throughout the day, but you have to Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.22,0:08:04.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,learn to work with that. Dialogue: 0,0:08:04.82,0:08:09.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[person sobbing] Dialogue: 0,0:08:09.51,0:08:11.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My focus in working with these guys is Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.68,0:08:13.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,actually telling them that they are here Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.63,0:08:15.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not because of the illness, they Dialogue: 0,0:08:15.23,0:08:16.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are here because of violence. Dialogue: 0,0:08:16.76,0:08:18.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they only progress from here Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.78,0:08:21.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if there's a reduction in that violence. Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.02,0:08:22.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So that message, you know. Dialogue: 0,0:08:22.86,0:08:25.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It might take time, but gradually Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.40,0:08:27.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,over a period of time, it's that Dialogue: 0,0:08:27.22,0:08:28.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,going through. Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.30,0:08:33.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[keys jangling, unintelligible talking \Nin background] Dialogue: 0,0:08:33.05,0:08:34.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: On this ward, even the most Dialogue: 0,0:08:34.89,0:08:36.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,routine tasks run a risk of violence and Dialogue: 0,0:08:36.86,0:08:39.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,involve a protocol. Dialogue: 0,0:08:40.24,0:08:42.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This patient has asked for a drink. Dialogue: 0,0:08:42.74,0:08:45.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Moe): Just give us a minute,\Nshe's going to get a cup Dialogue: 0,0:08:45.61,0:08:47.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[unintelligible] Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.57,0:08:49.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shukran. Shukran Dialogue: 0,0:08:49.07,0:08:51.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shukran means thank you, right? Dialogue: 0,0:08:51.87,0:08:54.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know, you taught me all this. Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.13,0:08:59.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[laughs] Dialogue: 0,0:08:59.70,0:09:00.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Right. Dialogue: 0,0:09:02.12,0:09:03.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[unintelligble] Dialogue: 0,0:09:03.77,0:09:04.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You go sit down. Dialogue: 0,0:09:05.46,0:09:07.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, the one in the back. Dialogue: 0,0:09:07.47,0:09:08.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alright? Dialogue: 0,0:09:11.76,0:09:13.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate: [unintelligible] give me \Nsome more? Dialogue: 0,0:09:13.92,0:09:16.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: I'm gonna have it there \Nfor you, okay? Dialogue: 0,0:09:18.23,0:09:19.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you! Dialogue: 0,0:09:20.61,0:09:22.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Female voice: Thank you guys. Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.97,0:09:26.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Life in Broadmoor can be a game Dialogue: 0,0:09:26.98,0:09:28.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of snakes and ladders. Dialogue: 0,0:09:28.39,0:09:30.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,With patients moving between the hospitals Dialogue: 0,0:09:30.64,0:09:31.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,15 wards according to their Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.96,0:09:33.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mental state. Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.77,0:09:36.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[door closing] Dialogue: 0,0:09:38.03,0:09:39.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Patients who have responded to treatment Dialogue: 0,0:09:39.98,0:09:41.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can progress to one of the hospital's Dialogue: 0,0:09:41.80,0:09:43.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Assertive Rehab Wards, where Dialogue: 0,0:09:43.35,0:09:44.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they're given greater freedom. Dialogue: 0,0:09:47.38,0:09:49.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel is one of 12 patients on this\Nward. Dialogue: 0,0:09:50.93,0:09:52.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel: I've been here five years. Dialogue: 0,0:09:52.89,0:09:54.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Luckily I never went to a high dependency Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.86,0:09:56.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ward, I came straight to rehab. Dialogue: 0,0:09:56.81,0:09:59.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, to be honest, it's been... Dialogue: 0,0:09:59.78,0:10:01.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wouldn't use the word wonderful... Dialogue: 0,0:10:01.58,0:10:03.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Cos eh... it's not wonderful. Dialogue: 0,0:10:03.49,0:10:05.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, I've been grateful basically\Nto come here. Dialogue: 0,0:10:07.74,0:10:09.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In my spare time I try and engage Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.76,0:10:10.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in artwork mostly. Dialogue: 0,0:10:10.83,0:10:12.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This was the, uh... my first real attempt Dialogue: 0,0:10:12.82,0:10:15.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at an actual portrait. All done completely Dialogue: 0,0:10:15.44,0:10:16.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in graphite, Dialogue: 0,0:10:18.36,0:10:19.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then I moved on to using Dialogue: 0,0:10:19.72,0:10:22.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,charcoal along with, uh.. graphite. Dialogue: 0,0:10:22.27,0:10:24.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the charcoal allows you to, to have Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.60,0:10:28.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so much more...uhhh...depth in the tonal\Nquality. Dialogue: 0,0:10:28.50,0:10:31.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then, yeah....I did a self-portrait. Dialogue: 0,0:10:31.22,0:10:33.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The whole, the whole picture was a Dialogue: 0,0:10:33.22,0:10:35.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,statement about when I got locked up, Dialogue: 0,0:10:35.05,0:10:37.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I was 14 and I'm now 24. Dialogue: 0,0:10:37.24,0:10:41.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is me at 24, but uh, that's me..... Dialogue: 0,0:10:41.24,0:10:43.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,back then...sort of thing.... Dialogue: 0,0:10:45.83,0:10:48.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Mental Disorder is no respecter Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.48,0:10:50.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of class or education. Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.18,0:10:53.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel was a 14 year old boy at a Dialogue: 0,0:10:53.27,0:10:55.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mainstream school, and no one anticipated Dialogue: 0,0:10:55.62,0:10:57.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the violence of his attack.... Dialogue: 0,0:10:57.70,0:11:00.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on his own family. Dialogue: 0,0:11:06.40,0:11:10.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Heavy guitar riff] Dialogue: 0,0:11:11.82,0:11:13.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All of the men in Broadmoor present a Dialogue: 0,0:11:13.92,0:11:15.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,grave and immediate risk to the public. Dialogue: 0,0:11:15.96,0:11:18.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And many have committed violent crimes. Dialogue: 0,0:11:18.76,0:11:21.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,From arson, to torture, rape and murder. Dialogue: 0,0:11:23.25,0:11:25.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Unlike a prison sentence, they have Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.52,0:11:27.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no release date. Dialogue: 0,0:11:28.93,0:11:30.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel: I've been a bit of a conundrum Dialogue: 0,0:11:30.74,0:11:32.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the psychologists. Dialogue: 0,0:11:32.08,0:11:34.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I've have, I've had about nine \Ndifferent Dialogue: 0,0:11:34.22,0:11:36.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,diagnoses from thirty different doctors. Dialogue: 0,0:11:36.99,0:11:38.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've had seminars about me done, Dialogue: 0,0:11:38.70,0:11:40.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've had people wanting to write books \Nabout me, Dialogue: 0,0:11:40.100,0:11:42.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just because of the unusuallity of Dialogue: 0,0:11:42.90,0:11:46.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my offense, and my age, and \Nwhat happened... Dialogue: 0,0:11:46.49,0:11:48.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, my family are my saving grace Dialogue: 0,0:11:48.47,0:11:49.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be honest here. They, they, Dialogue: 0,0:11:49.92,0:11:51.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they're hugely...hugely supportive. Dialogue: 0,0:11:51.59,0:11:54.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And what's even more amazing is that \Nmy offense Dialogue: 0,0:11:54.38,0:11:56.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was actually orientated against my family. Dialogue: 0,0:11:56.47,0:11:59.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I think...so the fact....\Nand, and, what a Dialogue: 0,0:11:59.49,0:12:02.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lot of people see is that, when a family Dialogue: 0,0:12:02.20,0:12:04.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,member has committed an \Noffense against Dialogue: 0,0:12:04.11,0:12:07.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a family member they often...\Ndis-disown them. Dialogue: 0,0:12:07.33,0:12:09.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it think it's...it's too much for \Nthe family. Dialogue: 0,0:12:09.67,0:12:12.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, they-they, have told me that \Nthey swore Dialogue: 0,0:12:12.74,0:12:14.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they'd stay by me when they, when I was Dialogue: 0,0:12:14.65,0:12:16.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,christened, and they have. So I think,\Nya know... Dialogue: 0,0:12:16.98,0:12:19.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They've always-they've always agreed \NI've had Aspergers. Dialogue: 0,0:12:19.68,0:12:21.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One of the problems I have is I'm Dialogue: 0,0:12:21.44,0:12:23.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not very good at understanding emotions. Dialogue: 0,0:12:23.58,0:12:26.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or...if I have a...if I'm \Nfeeling something Dialogue: 0,0:12:26.69,0:12:28.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't always understand what it is that Dialogue: 0,0:12:28.99,0:12:29.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm feeling. Dialogue: 0,0:12:29.92,0:12:32.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But if I can draw it, I can get out these Dialogue: 0,0:12:32.81,0:12:35.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,angry feelings, or these frustrations of Dialogue: 0,0:12:35.26,0:12:38.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being locked up, or guilt, or remorse. Dialogue: 0,0:12:38.01,0:12:40.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All these, all these negative feelings I Dialogue: 0,0:12:40.64,0:12:43.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can channel through this \Nimaginative artworks. Dialogue: 0,0:12:44.35,0:12:49.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[background talking, lunch bags rustle] Dialogue: 0,0:12:49.39,0:12:52.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel: I've probably never actually said\Nthe words of what I actually done. Dialogue: 0,0:12:52.98,0:12:54.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've never admitted it. Dialogue: 0,0:12:56.83,0:12:59.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because I still, I still get flashbacks. Dialogue: 0,0:12:59.73,0:13:01.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's mainly guilt. Dialogue: 0,0:13:01.20,0:13:03.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I still-I still struggle to \Nbring it to mind Dialogue: 0,0:13:03.72,0:13:06.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's still just a blur in my head. Dialogue: 0,0:13:06.21,0:13:08.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've done such a terrible thing. Thats one Dialogue: 0,0:13:08.46,0:13:11.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the things that I've got to got to come Dialogue: 0,0:13:11.00,0:13:13.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to terms with eventually is that I've Dialogue: 0,0:13:13.23,0:13:17.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,done this, it's happened, and it WILL be Dialogue: 0,0:13:17.23,0:13:19.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with me forever. Dialogue: 0,0:13:20.47,0:13:22.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: We're not allowed to reveal the Dialogue: 0,0:13:22.83,0:13:24.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,details of Daniel's offense. Dialogue: 0,0:13:25.24,0:13:26.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Suit: Okay Dialogue: 0,0:13:26.07,0:13:29.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel: Umm, the other thing I was\Nwondering about was, I sort of get Dialogue: 0,0:13:29.36,0:13:32.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,problems of fine motor control \Nand spatial awareness, Dialogue: 0,0:13:32.78,0:13:35.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and like bumping into things, and dropping Dialogue: 0,0:13:35.75,0:13:36.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,things a lot. Dialogue: 0,0:13:37.18,0:13:39.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Suit: As you're saying it's \Nnot one of Dialogue: 0,0:13:39.56,0:13:41.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the most common side effect. In fact, the Dialogue: 0,0:13:41.64,0:13:42.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,opposite has been\Nreported. Dialogue: 0,0:13:42.91,0:13:44.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Daniel is taking \Nmedication and Dialogue: 0,0:13:44.90,0:13:46.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,undergoing psychological therapy. Dialogue: 0,0:13:46.55,0:13:48.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,These, together with everyday interaction Dialogue: 0,0:13:48.87,0:13:51.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with staff are the cornerstones of Dialogue: 0,0:13:51.17,0:13:52.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the treatment here. Dialogue: 0,0:13:52.37,0:13:54.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Suit: Have you noticed any benefit? Dialogue: 0,0:13:54.39,0:13:57.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Daniel: I don't really know what it is\NI'm looking for. Dialogue: 0,0:13:57.26,0:13:59.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Suit: I have noticed a difference Dialogue: 0,0:13:59.22,0:14:01.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in you, not within the last week, but Dialogue: 0,0:14:01.49,0:14:03.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,certainly over the last three months. I Dialogue: 0,0:14:03.82,0:14:06.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,think that you are much more able to Dialogue: 0,0:14:06.02,0:14:08.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,spend longer time with people in one to Dialogue: 0,0:14:08.62,0:14:09.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,one situations. Dialogue: 0,0:14:09.91,0:14:14.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ducks quack, somber music] Dialogue: 0,0:14:14.26,0:14:16.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Broadmoor can feel like a ghost Dialogue: 0,0:14:16.58,0:14:19.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,town. Patients can only move at certain Dialogue: 0,0:14:19.09,0:14:21.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,times and in certain configurations. Dialogue: 0,0:14:22.11,0:14:24.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Their cameras record where each patient is Dialogue: 0,0:14:24.74,0:14:26.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at any given moment. Dialogue: 0,0:14:26.24,0:14:30.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Radio Chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:14:30.87,0:14:33.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The control room ensures that incompatible Dialogue: 0,0:14:33.49,0:14:35.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,patients, do not collide. Dialogue: 0,0:14:36.01,0:14:40.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Radio Chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:14:41.44,0:14:43.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Patients who are well enough, leave their Dialogue: 0,0:14:43.84,0:14:46.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wards to go to work, study, and even once Dialogue: 0,0:14:46.96,0:14:49.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a week go shopping. It's strangely like a Dialogue: 0,0:14:49.61,0:14:51.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,village. Dialogue: 0,0:14:51.39,0:14:56.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate: You got any wine gums? Wine gums?\NNo wine gums or nothing? Dialogue: 0,0:14:56.26,0:14:58.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Is this a shop or not? Dialogue: 0,0:15:01.04,0:15:03.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate: Shut up\NInmate 2: You shut up Dialogue: 0,0:15:03.36,0:15:08.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shopkeeper Whats going on? \NYou sure it's okay? Dialogue: 0,0:15:08.40,0:15:09.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[indistinct response] Dialogue: 0,0:15:09.89,0:15:10.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shopkeeper: Good. Dialogue: 0,0:15:13.49,0:15:15.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: The freedom to shop is a Dialogue: 0,0:15:15.87,0:15:18.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mixed blessing. One of the side effects Dialogue: 0,0:15:18.35,0:15:21.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of medication is increased appetite Dialogue: 0,0:15:21.48,0:15:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and many patients are severely overweight. Dialogue: 0,0:15:25.46,0:15:29.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[indistinct talking] Dialogue: 0,0:15:29.91,0:15:32.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator:However normal it feels, \Nthe reminder of Dialogue: 0,0:15:32.72,0:15:34.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the threat of violence is ever-present. Dialogue: 0,0:15:35.48,0:15:37.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Searches looking for potential weapons Dialogue: 0,0:15:37.92,0:15:40.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are carried out before any \Npatient movement. Dialogue: 0,0:15:41.40,0:15:43.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hospital Staff: This is stuff that we've Dialogue: 0,0:15:43.41,0:15:46.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,retrieved from patients. I think this is Dialogue: 0,0:15:46.62,0:15:49.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just, what used to be a CD and its been Dialogue: 0,0:15:49.73,0:15:52.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,broken up into shards. It can be used as a Dialogue: 0,0:15:52.30,0:15:54.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,blade, even for self harming. Dialogue: 0,0:15:54.17,0:15:56.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In fact, we don't use the CDs \Nhere anymore. Dialogue: 0,0:15:56.68,0:15:59.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We've got spoons and forks that have been Dialogue: 0,0:15:59.13,0:16:01.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sharpened off on the edge. So a normal Dialogue: 0,0:16:01.60,0:16:04.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,teaspoon-plastic spoon-which is \Nquite innocent Dialogue: 0,0:16:04.33,0:16:06.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to you and I, has been fashioned off and Dialogue: 0,0:16:06.81,0:16:09.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can be used as a potential weapon to stab. Dialogue: 0,0:16:09.11,0:16:11.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's an example of how vigilant we have to Dialogue: 0,0:16:11.46,0:16:13.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,be with everyday items. Dialogue: 0,0:16:14.08,0:16:15.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[radio chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:16:16.10,0:16:18.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: I've done a lot of self harming, as Dialogue: 0,0:16:18.53,0:16:21.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you can see. I've cut my own throat \Na couple Dialogue: 0,0:16:21.68,0:16:24.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of times. I've cut my throat like four Dialogue: 0,0:16:24.51,0:16:27.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,times I think. Umm funny enough, I think Dialogue: 0,0:16:27.16,0:16:29.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was like five weeks \Nbefore I come here, Dialogue: 0,0:16:29.26,0:16:32.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hung myself and they had to do CPR Dialogue: 0,0:16:32.43,0:16:33.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on me in the cell. Dialogue: 0,0:16:33.42,0:16:34.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, you know? Dialogue: 0,0:16:36.93,0:16:39.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was sexually abused when I was a child Dialogue: 0,0:16:39.33,0:16:41.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that had an affect on my behavior, Dialogue: 0,0:16:41.71,0:16:43.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on my mental state. Dialogue: 0,0:16:43.19,0:16:46.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn't sleep at night, and the rest\Nof it... I was, you know... Dialogue: 0,0:16:46.35,0:16:48.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Basically everything that you go through Dialogue: 0,0:16:48.27,0:16:51.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when you've had a traumatic situation\Nlike I did. Dialogue: 0,0:16:52.24,0:16:54.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think as well as being here, Dialogue: 0,0:16:54.23,0:16:56.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I said to my mum 'this feels like the Dialogue: 0,0:16:56.06,0:16:58.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,best I've ever been in ten years.' Dialogue: 0,0:17:01.48,0:17:03.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in Tan Suit: Patients that come here, Dialogue: 0,0:17:03.74,0:17:05.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they will have perpetrated, often, Dialogue: 0,0:17:05.85,0:17:08.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,horrendous crimes. But, they are also Dialogue: 0,0:17:08.69,0:17:12.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,victims. It is very easy to see somebody Dialogue: 0,0:17:12.79,0:17:14.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as either the perpetrator or the victim. Dialogue: 0,0:17:14.98,0:17:17.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is much more difficult to understand Dialogue: 0,0:17:17.40,0:17:19.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that somebody might be both. Dialogue: 0,0:17:19.95,0:17:22.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[squirrel chatters] Dialogue: 0,0:17:22.05,0:17:29.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[loud drumming and incoherent yelling] Dialogue: 0,0:17:29.40,0:17:31.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Patients from different wards Dialogue: 0,0:17:31.78,0:17:33.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,meet at certain events. Dialogue: 0,0:17:33.54,0:17:35.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Neita): Hi, first of all, thank Dialogue: 0,0:17:35.20,0:17:36.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you for giving up your time. Dialogue: 0,0:17:36.64,0:17:38.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know you could be doing \Nother things, I know Dialogue: 0,0:17:38.89,0:17:40.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you have different [trails off] Dialogue: 0,0:17:40.46,0:17:42.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Todays a diversity workshop and Dialogue: 0,0:17:42.55,0:17:45.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Poet and Lawyer Dave Neita is encouraging Dialogue: 0,0:17:45.37,0:17:47.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,them to celebrate their \Ndifferent cultures. Dialogue: 0,0:17:47.42,0:17:50.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Neita: Today we're gonna\Ninvite you to speak Dialogue: 0,0:17:50.39,0:17:52.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about your own culture, but before Dialogue: 0,0:17:52.69,0:17:54.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that we're going to have lunch. Dialogue: 0,0:17:56.52,0:17:59.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But most of them are celebrating lunch. Dialogue: 0,0:17:59.19,0:18:03.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[drums continue] Dialogue: 0,0:18:03.19,0:18:05.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,With no alcohol or tobacco allowed, food Dialogue: 0,0:18:05.65,0:18:08.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is the only thing they have \Nfree reign over. Dialogue: 0,0:18:08.36,0:18:13.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[drums in background] Dialogue: 0,0:18:14.72,0:18:17.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: My mum's Italian and my dad's from\Na little island in Africa Dialogue: 0,0:18:17.90,0:18:20.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'd like to say that \Nbeing multicultural Dialogue: 0,0:18:20.92,0:18:24.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It helps. It's good. It's nice \Nto be different. Dialogue: 0,0:18:24.62,0:18:26.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because different is what we need. We Dialogue: 0,0:18:26.49,0:18:28.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,don't want everyone the same. \NAnd that's it. Dialogue: 0,0:18:28.82,0:18:30.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[applause] Dialogue: 0,0:18:31.00,0:18:34.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: How'd I end up in here? Umm Dialogue: 0,0:18:34.54,0:18:36.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they said they had a spare bed so I Dialogue: 0,0:18:36.74,0:18:38.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,thought 'I've been in children's homes, Dialogue: 0,0:18:38.95,0:18:41.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been in secure units, \NI've been in prison. Dialogue: 0,0:18:41.22,0:18:43.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The only place I haven't been is \NBroadmoor. Dialogue: 0,0:18:43.29,0:18:45.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I thought I'd come along. Dialogue: 0,0:18:45.20,0:18:47.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[laughs] Dialogue: 0,0:18:47.81,0:18:48.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[drumming] Dialogue: 0,0:18:48.75,0:18:50.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Now 26, Declan was put Dialogue: 0,0:18:50.99,0:18:52.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,into care at the age of nine. Dialogue: 0,0:18:52.77,0:18:54.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: I remember the day that my Dialogue: 0,0:18:54.41,0:18:56.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mum took me to this office. I sat there Dialogue: 0,0:18:56.92,0:18:58.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on a chair, and the next minute she just Dialogue: 0,0:18:58.90,0:19:01.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,left. She went 'your not coming with me'. Dialogue: 0,0:19:01.18,0:19:03.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A social worker come out and she went Dialogue: 0,0:19:03.13,0:19:04.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'alright, you got to come with me'. Dialogue: 0,0:19:04.80,0:19:07.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went to children's homes, foster homes. Dialogue: 0,0:19:07.29,0:19:10.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I kept running away, cause' I got abused Dialogue: 0,0:19:10.42,0:19:12.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I was in the children home. By the Dialogue: 0,0:19:12.28,0:19:16.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,staff. Sexually and physical. And umm I Dialogue: 0,0:19:16.93,0:19:18.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,think it was like, no one would actually Dialogue: 0,0:19:18.85,0:19:19.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,listen to me. Dialogue: 0,0:19:19.93,0:19:22.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ran away to London, and I was living on Dialogue: 0,0:19:22.52,0:19:24.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the streets. I mean I was living out of Dialogue: 0,0:19:24.65,0:19:27.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bins, yeah....not nice but, when you're Dialogue: 0,0:19:27.11,0:19:29.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the streets you have to do that \Nsometimes. Dialogue: 0,0:19:29.34,0:19:30.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know what I mean? Dialogue: 0,0:19:30.66,0:19:32.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate in Red: Yeah guys, this is called Dialogue: 0,0:19:32.60,0:19:33.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Think, yeah? Dialogue: 0,0:19:33.57,0:19:36.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It goes like this: When you see a tramp Dialogue: 0,0:19:36.32,0:19:38.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,out on the street. Don't look down your Dialogue: 0,0:19:38.71,0:19:40.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nose so far that you see your own feet. Dialogue: 0,0:19:40.93,0:19:43.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you see people homeless don't reach Dialogue: 0,0:19:43.65,0:19:45.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for a broom. Consider if you have the Dialogue: 0,0:19:45.86,0:19:47.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,means to give them a room. Dialogue: 0,0:19:47.67,0:19:50.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Am I a victim? I mean my current Dialogue: 0,0:19:50.37,0:19:52.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,defendant...umm...basically stabbed 'em Dialogue: 0,0:19:52.96,0:19:55.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,up. The judge classed it under as torture. Dialogue: 0,0:19:55.76,0:19:58.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inmate in Blue: I'm Black, I'm Dialogue: 0,0:19:58.38,0:20:00.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,British, and I'm proud of it [fades into Dialogue: 0,0:20:00.41,0:20:04.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,clapping and drums]. Dialogue: 0,0:20:04.49,0:20:06.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): You say you've got a child? Dialogue: 0,0:20:06.51,0:20:08.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Mm-hm. Got a little boy, Dialogue: 0,0:20:08.06,0:20:09.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he's seven. Dialogue: 0,0:20:09.28,0:20:10.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he lives with his mum. Dialogue: 0,0:20:10.98,0:20:12.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Don't really see him, but I would- Dialogue: 0,0:20:12.68,0:20:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wouldn't expect children to come in a Dialogue: 0,0:20:14.58,0:20:15.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,place like this. Dialogue: 0,0:20:15.61,0:20:18.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): And are you still on good\Nterms with his mum? Dialogue: 0,0:20:18.47,0:20:20.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Ummm... [laughs] Dialogue: 0,0:20:20.76,0:20:22.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not really, no. Dialogue: 0,0:20:22.32,0:20:24.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started having a bit of a relationship Dialogue: 0,0:20:24.35,0:20:27.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with [name beeped out]. Sooo, yeah..that Dialogue: 0,0:20:27.47,0:20:29.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was the first time I found out that I was Dialogue: 0,0:20:29.97,0:20:32.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sort of that way. Dialogue: 0,0:20:32.99,0:20:35.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've always-for some reason-I've always Dialogue: 0,0:20:35.01,0:20:36.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wanted to be a woman. Dialogue: 0,0:20:36.47,0:20:39.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that's the way I am, you know\Nwhat I mean? Dialogue: 0,0:20:39.24,0:20:41.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But in this place you can't do that, Dialogue: 0,0:20:41.28,0:20:42.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they won't allow it. Dialogue: 0,0:20:42.81,0:20:44.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan in front of room: I just wanted Dialogue: 0,0:20:44.97,0:20:46.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to say I'm gay, and I'm proud of it. Dialogue: 0,0:20:46.93,0:20:47.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you. Dialogue: 0,0:20:47.75,0:20:48.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[applause] Dialogue: 0,0:20:49.20,0:20:52.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: I want to be a Drag Queen,\Nthat's what I've done for a while. Dialogue: 0,0:20:52.50,0:20:54.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): What's she called? Dialogue: 0,0:20:54.16,0:20:55.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Crystal. Dialogue: 0,0:20:55.18,0:20:57.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): And what's she look like? Dialogue: 0,0:20:57.11,0:20:59.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Blonde, and just fabulous. Dialogue: 0,0:20:59.25,0:21:01.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[laughs] Dialogue: 0,0:21:03.49,0:21:08.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Intense music] Dialogue: 0,0:21:08.72,0:21:10.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: We've come to Chepstow, a Dialogue: 0,0:21:10.42,0:21:12.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,medium-dependancy ward, where Lenny Dialogue: 0,0:21:12.85,0:21:14.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wants to show us his artwork. Dialogue: 0,0:21:14.57,0:21:16.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): You do it in your room? Dialogue: 0,0:21:16.39,0:21:19.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Yeah. I do work with spare pens,\Nand it's mostly based on pens and Dialogue: 0,0:21:19.88,0:21:22.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,basically your using cups and shapes Dialogue: 0,0:21:22.32,0:21:24.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and bottle tops to draw around. Dialogue: 0,0:21:24.37,0:21:26.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): How long have you \Nbeen here? Dialogue: 0,0:21:26.43,0:21:27.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: 7 years this time. Dialogue: 0,0:21:27.78,0:21:29.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): Is it not your first time? Dialogue: 0,0:21:29.92,0:21:31.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: No it's the second time. Dialogue: 0,0:21:33.00,0:21:34.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do you think of that one? Dialogue: 0,0:21:35.10,0:21:37.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's the corridors in a ward that's shut\Ndown now Dialogue: 0,0:21:37.81,0:21:40.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): So why are you considered\Na risk? Dialogue: 0,0:21:40.46,0:21:43.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Because...I think its because\Nmy particular offense was against a Dialogue: 0,0:21:43.89,0:21:46.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,consulting psychiatrist. They Dialogue: 0,0:21:46.07,0:21:48.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,called in a section 12 \Napproved psychiatrist. Dialogue: 0,0:21:48.63,0:21:50.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they're very powerful, not like- not Dialogue: 0,0:21:50.59,0:21:54.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like when you go to an ordinary doctor.\NThey- they work for the home office. Dialogue: 0,0:21:54.24,0:21:56.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: He's not happy with life in Dialogue: 0,0:21:56.04,0:21:57.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Broadmoor, and tells us he's bringing a Dialogue: 0,0:21:57.100,0:22:00.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,High Court case against the hospital. Dialogue: 0,0:22:00.03,0:22:01.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: It costs how much? What was the Dialogue: 0,0:22:01.84,0:22:03.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,last figure they said it cost to keep us Dialogue: 0,0:22:03.79,0:22:05.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,here every year? 320,000 pounds a year or Dialogue: 0,0:22:05.78,0:22:10.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,something? Surely its-its wrong to charge Dialogue: 0,0:22:10.42,0:22:12.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a fortune for people like us. When we're Dialogue: 0,0:22:12.43,0:22:15.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nowhere near about the centers of the Dialogue: 0,0:22:15.73,0:22:16.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,community. Dialogue: 0,0:22:17.20,0:22:19.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: I costs 300,000 pounds a year Dialogue: 0,0:22:19.37,0:22:21.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to keep a patient in Broadmoor. Almost Dialogue: 0,0:22:21.75,0:22:24.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,five times the cost of keeping\Nsomeone in prison. Dialogue: 0,0:22:26.24,0:22:28.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Before Lenny came to Broadmoor, he was Dialogue: 0,0:22:28.51,0:22:30.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in outpatient at a psychiatric hospital Dialogue: 0,0:22:30.90,0:22:33.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where he threatened his psychiatrist with Dialogue: 0,0:22:33.50,0:22:34.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a machete. Dialogue: 0,0:22:34.71,0:22:37.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): Do you think you should\Nbe here, or? Dialogue: 0,0:22:37.11,0:22:39.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Do you think I sound like a\Nmad blathering idiot? Dialogue: 0,0:22:39.75,0:22:43.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Cause' I think-No I don't think I should\Nbe, I think I should be sharing this- Dialogue: 0,0:22:43.47,0:22:46.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my life- with people, I want to be\Nsharing my life with people. Dialogue: 0,0:22:46.46,0:22:49.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I want to be able to decide what I do,\Nwhen I do it, and be Dialogue: 0,0:22:49.28,0:22:51.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,reasonably responsible for my Dialogue: 0,0:22:51.27,0:22:53.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,own behavior, like anyone else out there. Dialogue: 0,0:22:53.23,0:22:57.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I don't think I'll be any more of a\Ndanger than whatever's already out there Dialogue: 0,0:22:57.03,0:23:00.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I will be honest with you, I am rude\Nhere, I could be really furious and angry Dialogue: 0,0:23:00.88,0:23:04.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and people come with 'You're the patient,\Nyeah?' That is a term we use to separate Dialogue: 0,0:23:04.75,0:23:08.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you from the rest of society, we're the\Nlast thing on earth -this is the truth Dialogue: 0,0:23:08.45,0:23:11.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,here- to be given what you call equal\Nrights. What do you think? You agree Dialogue: 0,0:23:11.97,0:23:14.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or not? I'm not anti-people I'm all for\Npeople. Dialogue: 0,0:23:14.43,0:23:16.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Downstairs on the admissions\Nward, Dialogue: 0,0:23:16.53,0:23:18.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex is keen to progress. Dialogue: 0,0:23:18.54,0:23:20.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: I was seven months up in here Dialogue: 0,0:23:20.40,0:23:22.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yesterday, seven months yesterday. It's Dialogue: 0,0:23:22.28,0:23:24.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,taking forever. Are you aware of any Dialogue: 0,0:23:24.92,0:23:27.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,beds coming up soon? Dialogue: 0,0:23:27.12,0:23:29.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: His medication has stabilized\Nhim. Dialogue: 0,0:23:29.23,0:23:31.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He wants to move from Admissions to Dialogue: 0,0:23:31.42,0:23:33.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,an Assertive Rehab ward, where he'll Dialogue: 0,0:23:33.92,0:23:35.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have greater freedom. Dialogue: 0,0:23:35.99,0:23:37.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in suit: That I don't know. Dialogue: 0,0:23:37.52,0:23:40.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: Well you should know, [laughing]\Nyou're the consultant in there! Dialogue: 0,0:23:40.85,0:23:43.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Man in suit: Yes- I can't- I don't know Dialogue: 0,0:23:43.38,0:23:45.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the timescales, cause it's not quite Dialogue: 0,0:23:45.19,0:23:46.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,within my control... Dialogue: 0,0:23:48.62,0:23:50.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Back upstairs on Chepstow, Dialogue: 0,0:23:50.34,0:23:53.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Benson, the PAT dog, has arrived for Dialogue: 0,0:23:53.93,0:23:55.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,his weekly visit. Dialogue: 0,0:23:56.77,0:23:58.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny's behavior over the past few days Dialogue: 0,0:23:58.63,0:24:00.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is becoming a cause for concern. Dialogue: 0,0:24:02.50,0:24:04.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's been increasingly manic and Dialogue: 0,0:24:04.11,0:24:06.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hyperactive, and his doctor feels he Dialogue: 0,0:24:06.41,0:24:07.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,needs medication. Dialogue: 0,0:24:07.93,0:24:10.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[door clatter] Dog Handler: Bye! Dialogue: 0,0:24:12.42,0:24:14.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Lenny refuses to take it, Dialogue: 0,0:24:14.57,0:24:17.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so it'll have to be forcibly administered, Dialogue: 0,0:24:17.46,0:24:18.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,by injection. Dialogue: 0,0:24:18.99,0:24:22.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Hang on hang on, you filming? Dialogue: 0,0:24:22.34,0:24:25.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[crosstalk] Dialogue: 0,0:24:25.35,0:24:29.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: This is wrong, I'm not fighting you Dialogue: 0,0:24:29.30,0:24:31.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[crosstalk] Dialogue: 0,0:24:31.21,0:24:38.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:24:41.83,0:24:44.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Doctor: Guys, we really need to get this Dialogue: 0,0:24:44.07,0:24:45.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,started, if you just mind, just, just- Dialogue: 0,0:24:45.88,0:24:47.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,please.. OK? All right Dialogue: 0,0:24:49.16,0:24:51.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: At this point, staff tell us Dialogue: 0,0:24:51.50,0:24:53.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to leave the ward. Dialogue: 0,0:24:53.31,0:24:56.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[moody music] Dialogue: 0,0:24:56.53,0:24:59.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We're told we can see Lenny the following Dialogue: 0,0:24:59.49,0:25:01.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,day. [door shuts] Dialogue: 0,0:25:07.05,0:25:13.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[birds, brooding music] Dialogue: 0,0:25:13.87,0:25:15.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Neil? Neil, could we have a key Dialogue: 0,0:25:15.79,0:25:17.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,please? There should [unintelligible] Dialogue: 0,0:25:19.38,0:25:21.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: The day before, we were told to Dialogue: 0,0:25:21.59,0:25:23.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,leave the ward when staff were about Dialogue: 0,0:25:23.36,0:25:25.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to forcibly inject Lenny with Dialogue: 0,0:25:25.10,0:25:26.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,antipsychotic medication. Dialogue: 0,0:25:29.34,0:25:32.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's keen to explain what happened after\Nwe left. Dialogue: 0,0:25:32.32,0:25:33.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Come this way- Dialogue: 0,0:25:33.63,0:25:35.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I moved into here- Dialogue: 0,0:25:35.31,0:25:37.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: He leads us into the seclusion\Narea. Dialogue: 0,0:25:37.97,0:25:39.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Come in, come in. Dialogue: 0,0:25:39.52,0:25:42.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All right, well [unintelligible] First\Nof all, I was at that point, I was Dialogue: 0,0:25:42.96,0:25:44.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,laying like this, alright, and I was Dialogue: 0,0:25:44.98,0:25:48.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,talking saying 'Please don't turn me\Nover, cos I'm not trying to fight you' Dialogue: 0,0:25:48.50,0:25:50.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they said, and the next thing happened Dialogue: 0,0:25:50.51,0:25:52.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they all came in and [unintelligible] Dialogue: 0,0:25:52.32,0:25:54.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can make a deal with them, I'm on the Dialogue: 0,0:25:54.62,0:25:57.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bed, so I'm like this, one point, all the Dialogue: 0,0:25:57.57,0:25:59.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,staff were holding me, I was like that Dialogue: 0,0:25:59.38,0:26:02.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and said 'Would you please let me go,\Nand I'll get up' so I went like that Dialogue: 0,0:26:02.90,0:26:04.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and stood like that and took down my Dialogue: 0,0:26:04.68,0:26:06.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pants and trousers and he stopped Dialogue: 0,0:26:06.26,0:26:08.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,me there, let's see, I came out again, Dialogue: 0,0:26:08.46,0:26:10.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's what happened, but I didn't- Dialogue: 0,0:26:10.17,0:26:12.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do you think? What's your opinion\Nabout that? Dialogue: 0,0:26:12.53,0:26:14.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): But did you hit\None of them? Dialogue: 0,0:26:14.60,0:26:16.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Yeah but that's cos I was being\Nchased- Dialogue: 0,0:26:16.74,0:26:19.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Larkin: One of the biggest \Nareas of conflict, um Dialogue: 0,0:26:19.25,0:26:21.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,between certainly doctor and patient Dialogue: 0,0:26:21.11,0:26:22.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is the issue of medication. Dialogue: 0,0:26:22.50,0:26:24.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: This one's sealed, alright? Dialogue: 0,0:26:24.17,0:26:25.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's stifling sometimes. Dialogue: 0,0:26:25.43,0:26:28.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Larkin): One of the difficulties\Nwith psychotic disorders is your Dialogue: 0,0:26:28.56,0:26:31.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,interpretation of reality is different\Nfrom other people's. Dialogue: 0,0:26:31.35,0:26:33.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if you genuinely believe there's Dialogue: 0,0:26:33.07,0:26:35.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nothing wrong with you and you don't\Nneed any medication, Dialogue: 0,0:26:35.81,0:26:38.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,why on earth would you want to take\Nsome of the medications Dialogue: 0,0:26:38.59,0:26:40.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that would be up for discussion? Dialogue: 0,0:26:40.42,0:26:43.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Could we open this door please?\N(Larkin): He's particularly angry Dialogue: 0,0:26:43.82,0:26:47.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for two reasons, one is he doesn't believe\Nhe'll benefit from the medication Dialogue: 0,0:26:47.42,0:26:51.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at all, second reason is that he believes\Nhe's involved in a major, high court Dialogue: 0,0:26:51.10,0:26:54.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,case against the hospital to expose a\Nrange of malpractice particularly in Dialogue: 0,0:26:54.64,0:26:58.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,relation to him, but in general about\Nhow these services are just really Dialogue: 0,0:26:58.07,0:27:00.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,keeping people in jobs and don't\Nprovide any useful service. Dialogue: 0,0:27:00.89,0:27:04.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: The hospital's defense is just-\N'Here's some of the most notorious Dialogue: 0,0:27:04.37,0:27:06.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people in the country,' I'll show you\Nwhat- Dialogue: 0,0:27:06.38,0:27:10.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Larkin): He believes we've given him the\Nmedication purely to dull his mind Dialogue: 0,0:27:10.03,0:27:13.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and weaken his chances of being successful\Nin that case. In fact he's not currently Dialogue: 0,0:27:13.93,0:27:16.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,involved in any, uh legal action or court\Ncase. Dialogue: 0,0:27:16.14,0:27:19.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Lenny): No you're not going in there,\Nit's private, sorry come on you guys Dialogue: 0,0:27:19.68,0:27:22.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Look at that, that's my mum and me. Dialogue: 0,0:27:22.02,0:27:25.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,See she pretty in the black and white from\Nthe '60s, see her? Dialogue: 0,0:27:25.53,0:27:27.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Larkin): He's a man who's spent a long Dialogue: 0,0:27:27.39,0:27:29.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,time in institutional care, um in previous Dialogue: 0,0:27:29.51,0:27:31.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,settings was frequently assaulted, he was Dialogue: 0,0:27:31.55,0:27:33.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,violent himself on several occasions Dialogue: 0,0:27:33.28,0:27:34.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he often assaulted. Dialogue: 0,0:27:34.41,0:27:37.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: You want a drink or anything, cup\Nof tea or something? Dialogue: 0,0:27:37.28,0:27:39.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[offscreen] I'm fine\NYou sure, any sweet, soft drink? Dialogue: 0,0:27:39.80,0:27:41.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[offscreen] Nothing Dialogue: 0,0:27:41.83,0:27:44.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Alright thanks very, thank you \Nvery much [unintelligible] Dialogue: 0,0:27:46.71,0:27:50.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[contemplative music] Dialogue: 0,0:27:55.50,0:28:01.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[keys clattering, chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:28:04.51,0:28:06.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[offscreen] Just check to make sure, all Dialogue: 0,0:28:06.49,0:28:08.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the shadows are covered.. Dialogue: 0,0:28:10.49,0:28:12.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So they're checked, first thing in the Dialogue: 0,0:28:12.46,0:28:14.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,morning, again before the patients go back Dialogue: 0,0:28:19.16,0:28:20.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[door handle rattles] Dialogue: 0,0:28:21.70,0:28:23.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Patients who are well enough Dialogue: 0,0:28:23.62,0:28:26.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to go to work can make goods, which go Dialogue: 0,0:28:26.08,0:28:28.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on sale to the public. They are paid Dialogue: 0,0:28:28.50,0:28:30.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,80 pence an hour. Dialogue: 0,0:28:34.95,0:28:37.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex has been doing well and is now Dialogue: 0,0:28:37.01,0:28:39.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,allowed off the Admissions ward to Dialogue: 0,0:28:39.02,0:28:39.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,come to work. Dialogue: 0,0:28:40.80,0:28:42.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: Everyone's saying 'Oh you gonna move Dialogue: 0,0:28:42.81,0:28:44.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're gonna move' they said I would have Dialogue: 0,0:28:44.79,0:28:46.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,moved by Thursday last week, nothing Dialogue: 0,0:28:46.50,0:28:48.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so far now, I've been onto my psychiatrist Dialogue: 0,0:28:48.56,0:28:52.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,saying, 'Look, why am I still on at\NAdmission ward, Dialogue: 0,0:28:52.04,0:28:54.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,after 8 months, when there's a bed for me Dialogue: 0,0:28:54.17,0:28:54.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on Rehab? Know?' Dialogue: 0,0:28:54.100,0:28:58.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): You a bit frustrated?\NAlex: Yeah it is frustrating, but Dialogue: 0,0:28:58.28,0:29:00.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm just at the moment, focusing, cos next Dialogue: 0,0:29:00.28,0:29:02.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,week I've got a visit, mum and dad are Dialogue: 0,0:29:02.12,0:29:04.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,coming up for 2 days, so, y'know, I'll Dialogue: 0,0:29:04.78,0:29:06.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,spend some time with my family. Dialogue: 0,0:29:06.26,0:29:08.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[tapping] Dialogue: 0,0:29:08.12,0:29:10.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[outdoor ambiance, guitar music] Dialogue: 0,0:29:10.27,0:29:12.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: They have a saying here: Dialogue: 0,0:29:12.30,0:29:15.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's time, and then there's Broadmoor\NTime. Dialogue: 0,0:29:15.76,0:29:17.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tan shirt: Which episode did you see last, Dialogue: 0,0:29:17.80,0:29:20.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of Eastenders? Bout a week ago?\NBlack shirt: Last night? Dialogue: 0,0:29:20.48,0:29:22.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tan shirt: Last night?\NBlack shirt: Last night yeah. Dialogue: 0,0:29:22.92,0:29:26.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tan shirt: Did they show the man who was\Npretending to be Nick Cotton's own son? Dialogue: 0,0:29:26.70,0:29:28.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Black shirt: No I didn't see it Dialogue: 0,0:29:29.81,0:29:31.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: While medication can often Dialogue: 0,0:29:31.57,0:29:34.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,control behavior, extensive therapy is Dialogue: 0,0:29:34.17,0:29:36.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,needed to change it, and that takes time. Dialogue: 0,0:29:36.77,0:29:38.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Estelle: I'm in the diary, ok?\N[offscreen] OK Dialogue: 0,0:29:38.93,0:29:41.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Estelle Moore is the hospital's Dialogue: 0,0:29:41.90,0:29:45.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lead psychologist, she's been here for 20\Nyears. Dialogue: 0,0:29:45.32,0:29:47.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Estelle: [keys jangling] You alright? Dialogue: 0,0:29:47.61,0:29:49.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: They say just carry on with the Dialogue: 0,0:29:49.66,0:29:52.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,violent offenders group, what finishes in\NDecember Dialogue: 0,0:29:52.09,0:29:54.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Patients undergo specific Dialogue: 0,0:29:54.70,0:29:56.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,therapies depending on their offense, Dialogue: 0,0:29:56.57,0:29:59.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,whether it's violence, sex offending, or Dialogue: 0,0:29:59.19,0:30:00.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fire setting. Dialogue: 0,0:30:00.79,0:30:02.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: -understand our relationships and Dialogue: 0,0:30:02.81,0:30:06.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,uhh, borderlines. No not borderlines, \Nboundaries. Dialogue: 0,0:30:06.26,0:30:09.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Estelle: What sort of actions are safe Dialogue: 0,0:30:09.35,0:30:11.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and contained in relationships? The sorts Dialogue: 0,0:30:11.82,0:30:14.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of things that you would do that feel Dialogue: 0,0:30:14.21,0:30:16.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like normal and safe relationships? Dialogue: 0,0:30:16.60,0:30:17.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Laughter Dialogue: 0,0:30:17.38,0:30:19.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Estelle: Laughter? OK so laughing, Dialogue: 0,0:30:19.91,0:30:24.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Talking sensible. Feeling\Ncomfortable with each other. Dialogue: 0,0:30:26.30,0:30:27.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[keys, footsteps] Dialogue: 0,0:30:27.70,0:30:31.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Declan was found guilty of a\Nlife-threatening assault on a man. Dialogue: 0,0:30:33.39,0:30:36.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Declan: Do I feel sorry for him? No.\NWill I do it again? No. Dialogue: 0,0:30:39.05,0:30:42.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No. I'm missing the sun, I'm missing\Nthe surfing. Know what I mean? Dialogue: 0,0:30:44.50,0:30:46.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[keys, door squeaks] Dialogue: 0,0:30:51.81,0:30:52.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[door shuts] Dialogue: 0,0:30:52.77,0:30:55.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[moody music] Dialogue: 0,0:31:00.03,0:31:01.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ping pong ball clatters] Dialogue: 0,0:31:03.27,0:31:05.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Lenny has been on antipsychotic Dialogue: 0,0:31:05.24,0:31:07.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,medication for a few weeks. Dialogue: 0,0:31:07.08,0:31:09.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It has had time to build up in his system. Dialogue: 0,0:31:10.73,0:31:14.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Neil: Now he's had the depot \Ninjection, the chemicals from that Dialogue: 0,0:31:14.18,0:31:18.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are slowing down his reactions to the\Npoint where he has those few Dialogue: 0,0:31:18.88,0:31:20.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,more seconds to think- Dialogue: 0,0:31:20.48,0:31:23.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'How am I gonna reply to this?' Dialogue: 0,0:31:23.05,0:31:28.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he will reply in a much more- manner\Nto what you or I would reply to something. Dialogue: 0,0:31:30.30,0:31:32.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can definitely empathize with him, he Dialogue: 0,0:31:32.77,0:31:35.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hasn't come from a different \Nbackground to me Dialogue: 0,0:31:35.06,0:31:38.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he has come from different parents\Nto me. Dialogue: 0,0:31:38.47,0:31:40.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): It seems to be\Nthe case with so many. Dialogue: 0,0:31:40.91,0:31:44.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Neil:Yeah, I know, I agree with that, \Nyou can Dialogue: 0,0:31:44.08,0:31:47.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,probably see if you go back into, um, Dialogue: 0,0:31:47.52,0:31:53.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the lives of most of our patients, you\Ncould probably identify them at Dialogue: 0,0:31:53.03,0:31:58.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,5, 6 years old, and say 'I'll be seeing\Nyou later on' and things like that. Dialogue: 0,0:31:58.31,0:32:01.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: He's alright here, he's my buddy, Dialogue: 0,0:32:01.36,0:32:04.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,one day he's gonna tell the \Ntruth as well. [laughs] Dialogue: 0,0:32:04.50,0:32:08.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[walkie talkie chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:32:08.81,0:32:10.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Tan Suit): Everyone is born with Dialogue: 0,0:32:10.46,0:32:13.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,certain temperaments, with certain\Npredispositions to certain Dialogue: 0,0:32:13.36,0:32:17.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,behavior, and if you've been given a \Ntriple-whammy of, of genes, environment, Dialogue: 0,0:32:17.79,0:32:22.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,upbringing, childhood adversity, substance\Nmisuse, all of those different Dialogue: 0,0:32:22.76,0:32:25.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,aspects build up to make the person. Dialogue: 0,0:32:25.37,0:32:29.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it's a long term project of gradually\Nputting somebody back together and Dialogue: 0,0:32:29.82,0:32:33.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,making sure that they stay in that\Nrecovered state. Dialogue: 0,0:32:35.50,0:32:39.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ominous music] Dialogue: 0,0:32:39.18,0:32:41.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Things have finally changed for\NAlex- Dialogue: 0,0:32:41.60,0:32:45.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,after 8 months, he's been moved to \NAssertive Rehab. Dialogue: 0,0:32:45.14,0:32:47.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: It's better over here, it's a little\Nbetter. Dialogue: 0,0:32:47.54,0:32:51.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Got a lot more freedom, key to a door, Dialogue: 0,0:32:51.10,0:32:55.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,come out when you want to make hot drinks,\Nyeah, it's alright. Dialogue: 0,0:32:55.34,0:32:59.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: But it's not all good news. As\Nso often in the past, Dialogue: 0,0:32:59.38,0:33:02.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he's in danger of self-harming. Dialogue: 0,0:33:02.16,0:33:06.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's had to be put on Eyesight Observation\Nwhich means nurses have to Dialogue: 0,0:33:06.12,0:33:09.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,take turns to watch him, 24 hours a day. Dialogue: 0,0:33:09.38,0:33:12.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: Cos my mental state haven't been\Nthe best, it's not nice, you know, Dialogue: 0,0:33:12.89,0:33:17.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hearing voices and what-have-you, but\Nyou know, just got to control it, Dialogue: 0,0:33:17.12,0:33:19.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's all you can do, not let it get\Nto you. Dialogue: 0,0:33:19.47,0:33:22.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Alex): Dr Romero said I'm gonna\Nbe here a few years, yet Dialogue: 0,0:33:22.71,0:33:24.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Nurse): A few years?\NAlex: A few years. Dialogue: 0,0:33:24.81,0:33:27.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Nurse): How do you feel about that?\NAlex: I don't mind... Dialogue: 0,0:33:27.67,0:33:30.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nurse: You don't mind?\NAlex: I'm here for a reason. Dialogue: 0,0:33:30.19,0:33:32.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nurse: All right.\NAlex: Get better, innit? So Dialogue: 0,0:33:32.30,0:33:37.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if that means I got to stay a\Ncouple years, so be it. But- Dialogue: 0,0:33:37.02,0:33:41.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm getting there, now.\N(Nurse): You're getting there. Dialogue: 0,0:33:41.06,0:33:42.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: [unintelligible]\NNurse: Mhmm Dialogue: 0,0:33:42.96,0:33:45.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alex: Least, at least there was no\Nviolence. Dialogue: 0,0:33:46.77,0:33:51.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Nurse): Which is good! You should be \Nproud of. Dialogue: 0,0:33:52.14,0:33:54.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At least it shows that you're Dialogue: 0,0:33:54.15,0:33:56.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,making, you know, more progress. Dialogue: 0,0:33:57.25,0:34:00.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[meditative music] Dialogue: 0,0:34:00.45,0:34:04.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Alex's mental state continued\Nto deteriorate, after a couple of weeks Dialogue: 0,0:34:04.83,0:34:07.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the ward did self-harm, and had to Dialogue: 0,0:34:07.47,0:34:11.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,be moved back a High Dependency ward. Dialogue: 0,0:34:11.10,0:34:13.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[nighttime ambiance] Dialogue: 0,0:34:13.79,0:34:16.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[keys rattling, chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:34:18.10,0:34:22.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: On Chepstow Ward, Dr Larkin\Nwants to discuss a recent incident Dialogue: 0,0:34:22.28,0:34:24.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,involving Lenny and another doctor. Dialogue: 0,0:34:24.95,0:34:28.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: I would say that I was really\Npleased that they are now starting to Dialogue: 0,0:34:28.45,0:34:31.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,track and find pedophiles in our society,\Nhow pleased I was, and that they Dialogue: 0,0:34:31.21,0:34:33.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,weren't just ordinary poor folk that\Nwere getting nicked, it was also Dialogue: 0,0:34:33.93,0:34:36.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people of importance were getting \Nfound out. Dialogue: 0,0:34:36.06,0:34:37.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Larkin: Right\NLenny: And I'm really pleased about that, Dialogue: 0,0:34:37.96,0:34:39.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she felt threatened that I was saying\Nit also included Dialogue: 0,0:34:39.80,0:34:42.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a couple of doctors, that were nicked\Nfor pedophilia. Dialogue: 0,0:34:42.73,0:34:44.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Larkin: You're not angry with her about\Nsomething in her report? Dialogue: 0,0:34:44.79,0:34:47.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: No, it wasn't anything with her, \Nit wasn't directed towards her Dialogue: 0,0:34:47.39,0:34:49.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was directed towards the general idea\Nof pedophilia, cos you know I am Dialogue: 0,0:34:49.88,0:34:53.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a victim of pedophilia, for 9 years, \Nunder the Home Office, when I was Dialogue: 0,0:34:53.54,0:34:57.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a child myself, and they've done\Nnothing, but- um, bury that fact. Dialogue: 0,0:34:57.15,0:35:01.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Cos I'm an offender. I am an offender,\Nand I admit that, I'm guilty of the crime Dialogue: 0,0:35:01.33,0:35:04.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that brought me to Broadmoor, \NI threatened to kill a Section 12 Dialogue: 0,0:35:04.38,0:35:07.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,consultant psychiatrist, like you are,\Nwith a machete. Dialogue: 0,0:35:08.34,0:35:11.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, I'm not guilty of raping myself.\NLarkin: Well- Dialogue: 0,0:35:11.49,0:35:14.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think the issue is that you felt\Nnobody here was [crosstalk] Dialogue: 0,0:35:14.40,0:35:18.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: I was being tied up, right? Raped,\Nagainst my will, alcohol shoved down Dialogue: 0,0:35:18.07,0:35:22.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my throat, right, pacified, with- with all\Nkinds of medicines that belong to Dialogue: 0,0:35:22.66,0:35:25.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that person, you know, not me, so\Nthat I would be pliable Dialogue: 0,0:35:25.64,0:35:28.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and agree to having sex, which I didn't\Nwant to do, as a Dialogue: 0,0:35:28.38,0:35:32.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,5 or 6 year-old boy, but 9 years\NI was in the system itself, being- Dialogue: 0,0:35:32.43,0:35:35.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,seeing psychologists at the same time\NI'm being raped, and nobody did Dialogue: 0,0:35:35.73,0:35:38.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a single thing to help me. You are\Noffering me therapy, and I'm not Dialogue: 0,0:35:38.88,0:35:42.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,angry at you- I'm not angry at anybody-\NI'm angry at the people did what they did Dialogue: 0,0:35:42.69,0:35:45.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to me. And never recognized that I\Nwas a victim. Dialogue: 0,0:35:45.55,0:35:48.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Larkin: So, are we agreeing that you're\Ngonna meet with David Dialogue: 0,0:35:48.02,0:35:50.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about options for therapy for you as a\Nvictim? Dialogue: 0,0:35:50.22,0:35:53.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Yeah thank you very much Dr Larkin.\NLarkin: You're welcome, okay. Dialogue: 0,0:35:53.26,0:35:55.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Thank you. I got to keep- I'm \Nkeeping trouble free- if I keep out of Dialogue: 0,0:35:55.58,0:35:58.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trouble for- for 12 weeks, they'll let me \Nwork in the cafe? Dialogue: 0,0:35:58.83,0:36:00.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Larkin: Yes, you think you can do that? Dialogue: 0,0:36:00.47,0:36:03.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lenny: Be hard, but I'll give it a try. Dialogue: 0,0:36:06.15,0:36:09.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: The most challenging patients\Nare housed here on Cranfield Ward. Dialogue: 0,0:36:09.62,0:36:13.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Any movement outside their rooms has to\Nbe carefully planned. Dialogue: 0,0:36:13.19,0:36:15.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Violence is always near the surface. Dialogue: 0,0:36:16.60,0:36:21.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Patients are allowed, one by one, in the\Nyard, for limited periods. Dialogue: 0,0:36:22.93,0:36:27.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A patient doesn't want to return to\Nhis room. [radio chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:36:27.10,0:36:31.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): [cursing, hooting, laughing] Dialogue: 0,0:36:31.09,0:36:32.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: OK Dialogue: 0,0:36:32.61,0:36:38.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): [laughter continues] Dialogue: 0,0:36:38.36,0:36:40.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: He's gearing for a fight. Dialogue: 0,0:36:40.56,0:36:41.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, let's get the staff. Dialogue: 0,0:36:42.26,0:36:46.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: His primary nurse, Moe, has\Nalready given him an extra 30 minutes. Dialogue: 0,0:36:49.21,0:36:50.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:36:50.95,0:36:54.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: It's a planned intervention. To \Nrelocate him to his room? Dialogue: 0,0:36:56.00,0:37:02.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because um, his presentation dictates\Nthat he could put up a fight. Dialogue: 0,0:37:02.71,0:37:05.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): Do you feel he's a bit\Nunstable at the moment? Dialogue: 0,0:37:05.60,0:37:07.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: Yeah, very. Yeah. Dialogue: 0,0:37:09.49,0:37:14.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's um... quite threatening and verbally\Nabusive at the moment. Yeah... Dialogue: 0,0:37:17.19,0:37:19.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Moe puts on a camera, to record Dialogue: 0,0:37:19.31,0:37:23.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the planned intervention, in the event \Nof any violence. Dialogue: 0,0:37:25.50,0:37:35.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[chatter, dark music, patient laughing] Dialogue: 0,0:37:40.45,0:37:44.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): I want to stay out here, I'm \Nnot coming in, more time, fuck off! Dialogue: 0,0:37:44.04,0:37:44.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Fuck off! Dialogue: 0,0:37:45.24,0:37:48.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: On the intensive care ward, \Nstaff are preparing to move a Dialogue: 0,0:37:48.86,0:37:51.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,reluctant patient back to his room,\Nfrom the yard. Dialogue: 0,0:37:52.45,0:37:55.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): Fucking release me! Fucking\Nrelease me man! Dialogue: 0,0:37:55.70,0:37:59.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: I'm going home, and we are leaving\Nsix people, so we need to go. Dialogue: 0,0:37:59.28,0:38:03.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): One, two, three, four, five,\Nsix. It's a lot of people. Dialogue: 0,0:38:03.32,0:38:06.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Yeah we'll take it down, and six\Nof us will take you down. Dialogue: 0,0:38:08.71,0:38:10.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): [crazed laughter] Dialogue: 0,0:38:10.71,0:38:12.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Can we go, because we need to go\Nhome? Dialogue: 0,0:38:12.83,0:38:15.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): Go home [unintelligible]\NI'm not troubling you! Dialogue: 0,0:38:15.05,0:38:16.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff 2: You need to be ready now, cos we\Nare ready. Dialogue: 0,0:38:16.85,0:38:19.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Yeah turn around for us.\NStaff 2: Turn around, turn around for us. Dialogue: 0,0:38:19.65,0:38:23.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Right.\NStaff 2: Let's feed that hand to me, Dialogue: 0,0:38:23.34,0:38:25.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,don't worry, do exactly what he says Dialogue: 0,0:38:25.92,0:38:29.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[chatter, beeping] Dialogue: 0,0:38:29.67,0:38:32.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Relax! Relax relax!\NStaff 2: Relax, bring it inside. Dialogue: 0,0:38:41.13,0:38:44.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: The hospital has forbidden us\Nfrom showing this restraint procedure, Dialogue: 0,0:38:44.100,0:38:48.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even with the patient disguised, on the\Ngrounds that he doesn't have Dialogue: 0,0:38:48.92,0:38:50.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the capacity to consent. Dialogue: 0,0:38:50.60,0:38:53.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His voice has been replaced by an actors. Dialogue: 0,0:38:53.42,0:38:55.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): Fuck off! Get off me!\N[crosstalk] Dialogue: 0,0:39:09.22,0:39:13.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Well-known for kicking staff, \Nthe patient is asked to remove his shoes. Dialogue: 0,0:39:14.98,0:39:17.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As predicted, he lashes out. Dialogue: 0,0:39:19.44,0:39:21.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[shouting] Dialogue: 0,0:39:24.57,0:39:28.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The 8 staff members get the patient onto\Nthe floor for everyone's safety. Dialogue: 0,0:39:28.53,0:39:32.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[echoing voices, shouts] Dialogue: 0,0:39:37.47,0:39:41.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They're outside his room. It's back on the\Nfloor in a final maneuver Dialogue: 0,0:39:41.42,0:39:43.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to get him safely through the door. Dialogue: 0,0:39:43.81,0:39:46.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[staff issuing commands] Dialogue: 0,0:39:54.07,0:39:57.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Once in the room, the patient \Nis placed on the bed, Dialogue: 0,0:39:57.06,0:40:00.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,feet furthest from the door. Then one\Nnurse will keep hold of his legs, Dialogue: 0,0:40:00.87,0:40:04.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,another his arms, and a third, \Nhis head. Dialogue: 0,0:40:04.23,0:40:05.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Patient): Sod off! Dialogue: 0,0:40:07.90,0:40:10.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: They let go and exit, one\Nby one. Dialogue: 0,0:40:10.10,0:40:11.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Release the legs. Dialogue: 0,0:40:12.46,0:40:16.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: The last to let go is holding \Nhis head, and nearest to the door. Dialogue: 0,0:40:16.20,0:40:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[shouting] Dialogue: 0,0:40:24.58,0:40:25.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[slam] Dialogue: 0,0:40:25.65,0:40:30.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[chatter] Dialogue: 0,0:40:35.49,0:40:40.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Whenever force has to be used, \Nstaff take time out to reappraise. Dialogue: 0,0:40:41.66,0:40:43.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: -had been verbally abusive and \Nthreatening- Dialogue: 0,0:40:43.96,0:40:47.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Staff): Are you okay?\NMoe: -clenching his fist, swearing. Dialogue: 0,0:40:47.93,0:40:51.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The minute [unintelligible], you know\Nhe's gonna fight. Dialogue: 0,0:40:53.81,0:40:57.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: You can't predict these things, we\Ndid our best to try and manage it, Dialogue: 0,0:40:57.43,0:41:00.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but the most important thing is that \Neverybody's safe and the Dialogue: 0,0:41:00.67,0:41:04.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,procedures were followed very well, and\Nthe patient himself is not harmed Dialogue: 0,0:41:04.13,0:41:07.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or injured. So, that's it then, guys.\NBack to our jobs. Dialogue: 0,0:41:09.91,0:41:14.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[chatter, Moe sighs deeply] Dialogue: 0,0:41:15.58,0:41:19.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: On average, there are 5 physical\Nassaults a week on staff. Dialogue: 0,0:41:19.02,0:41:21.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: I'm ok, just a scratch. Dialogue: 0,0:41:21.15,0:41:26.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Including punching, kicking ,\Nthrowing hot liquids, urine and feces. Dialogue: 0,0:41:27.51,0:41:31.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some are serious enough to warrant the\Nhospital pursuing criminal charges. Dialogue: 0,0:41:32.29,0:41:34.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): Does that happen to you\Na lot? Dialogue: 0,0:41:34.42,0:41:37.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Well, it's part of, you know-\N(Staff 2:) Anyone at any time. Dialogue: 0,0:41:37.57,0:41:41.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: Anyone at any time, mm. Obviously\Nyou can see the their- Dialogue: 0,0:41:41.33,0:41:46.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,their state. Their mental state is very \Nunstable. [laughs] Dialogue: 0,0:41:46.96,0:41:52.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff 3: Really, it was well managed. Cos\Nthere are times you can get serious Dialogue: 0,0:41:52.59,0:41:53.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,injury. Dialogue: 0,0:41:56.55,0:41:59.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): So Moe, is every day like\Nthis for you? Dialogue: 0,0:41:59.12,0:42:01.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: Sorry?\N(Interviewer): Is every day like this for Dialogue: 0,0:42:01.65,0:42:02.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you?\NMoe: Uhmmm Dialogue: 0,0:42:02.52,0:42:03.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every other day. Dialogue: 0,0:42:03.80,0:42:07.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are days when, um, the ward will\Nbe very settled, patients are quiet, Dialogue: 0,0:42:07.33,0:42:11.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all will be in a happy mood, but\Nnot all the time cos their Dialogue: 0,0:42:11.85,0:42:14.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mental state tends to subside a lot. Dialogue: 0,0:42:14.12,0:42:16.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): So you were right about him\Nthough, weren't you? Dialogue: 0,0:42:16.73,0:42:20.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: Yeah of course, actually I am his\Nprimary nurse, so I know him. Dialogue: 0,0:42:20.24,0:42:23.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know, you can tell, we can see\Nit's coming- Dialogue: 0,0:42:23.26,0:42:25.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's about knowing your patients, we know\Nall of them. Dialogue: 0,0:42:25.81,0:42:28.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Interviewer): So was he complaining about\Nhow many of you there were there? Dialogue: 0,0:42:28.83,0:42:30.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He was counting, how many staff there\Nwere. Dialogue: 0,0:42:30.90,0:42:35.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moe: He knew that we are ready for action,\Nyou know? Dialogue: 0,0:42:35.56,0:42:39.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Inasmuch as they are mentally ill, but\Nthey are not stupid. Dialogue: 0,0:42:41.32,0:42:46.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, some of them, they know exactly\Nwhat they are doing. It's kind of Dialogue: 0,0:42:46.45,0:42:50.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like, pre-planned, 'I'm gonna get them'\Nand they look at the teams and say Dialogue: 0,0:42:50.42,0:42:54.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'Oh I think this is a weak team,' and then\Nthey will go for it. Dialogue: 0,0:42:56.27,0:43:02.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[muffled screaming, keys rattling, \Nchatter] Dialogue: 0,0:43:08.11,0:43:12.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Narrator: Patients like these on Cranfield\Ncan progress. They will eventually Dialogue: 0,0:43:12.70,0:43:17.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,move on to other wards, and, with time,\Neven out of the hospital. Dialogue: 0,0:43:18.28,0:43:22.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staff: You watching football or something?\NThe finals? You watching it. Dialogue: 0,0:43:22.62,0:43:26.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We'll bring you out to the \N[unintelligible] so you can Dialogue: 0,0:43:26.11,0:43:27.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,watch it live, yeah? Good man. Dialogue: 0,0:43:31.02,0:43:39.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[somber keyboard music]\N♪Every day there is none for you ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:43:39.10,0:43:50.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪and every day we can start anew ♪\N♪we've only got one chance in the world ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:43:50.10,0:43:52.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪together ♪ Dialogue: 0,0:43:52.74,0:44:05.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♪make a dream come true ♪\N♪hold on, and treasure your love ♪