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Hajjan bua spoke to Salim’s family about my share in the house.
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Is this true?
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Shhh!!!
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Don’t you dare!
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This is a secret so keep it that way!
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I’d like you to write poetry for me.
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So, Ma didn’t say anything wrong!
-
Your brothers and sisters-in-law are sitting on your share of your inheritance!
-
How much money does brother Salim need to restart his business?
-
He needs at least three to four lac rupees.
-
And here we don’t even have three to four thousand on our name.
-
Why do you ask?
-
No reason.
-
Do you know where the legitimate property papers to the house
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and father’s stamped will might be kept?
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No.
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But why are you asking me about all this?
-
Now see here Pari,
-
as it is our sisters-in-law have a bare tolerance for your presence in that house.
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And now with me gone,
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all they need is a minor excuse for them to throw you out of that house forever!
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I was only asking is all.
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No!
-
As I just said, you will not do anything.
-
Forget that house
-
and father’s will.
-
I will deal with whatever is destined for me
-
but for the love of God,
-
don’t create problems for yourself.
-
Are you listening?
-
Lubna?
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Where are you Lubna, we are getting late!
-
Lubna?
-
Naseem?
-
Naseem?
-
Where’s Miss. Lubna?
-
Madam, she’s taken the chauffeur and gone to the university.
-
What?!
-
When did she leave?
-
She left a little while ago.
-
Hey Parizaad!
-
What’s wrong?
-
Why do you look so stressed out today?
-
Those people whom we hold most dear in our lives,
-
Why do they suffer constant pain and go through suffering?
-
And what’s tragic is that even if we want to help them, we can’t.
-
Your conversation is always so full of depth Parizaad.
-
I’ve really learnt a lot from you these few days.
-
Anyways tell me, what the problem is and maybe I can help you.
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Uh…
-
My sister going through some problems at her in-law’s place.
-
...But don’t worry about it…
-
and tell me,
-
why do you look so disturbed today?
-
I also have some problems, please find a solution for them.
-
I see.
-
And here I thought that all the world’s suffering, problems and
-
worries were meant for poor people like us.
-
But the fact that the rich also have problems is something I’ve learnt today.
-
Sometimes they might be even more.
-
When we moved here it was because mama had some lands out here
-
which she wanted sold in her presence.
-
And now that the deal’s done she wants us to go back.
-
Parizaad, I’m so fed up of constantly being on the move
-
I see…
-
so this is what’s troubling you.
-
But don’t you worry, I’ve now told mama
-
that I’m not leaving this place until I’ve completed my degree.
-
May I ask you something?
-
Uh…
-
I’ve met your mama
-
but you’ve never mentioned your father?
-
Dad?
-
Um…
-
My parents got separated a long time ago.
-
Oh,
-
I see.
-
Anyways, I don’t want to discuss this topic.
-
Tell me something, all your poetry…
-
all the poems that you’ve written to date…
-
why don’t you compile them into one book and publish them!
-
You’ll become real famous!
-
Famous?
-
You mean to say infamous.
-
No!
-
By famous I mean renowned!
-
You mean,
-
‘If I become infamous, wont I then become renowned?’
-
Yes, something like that.
-
Forget that house
-
and father’s will.
-
I will deal with whatever is destined for me.
-
So, tell us what tune are you going to play for us today?
-
I’ve composed a new tune.
-
Who’s is it?
-
I composed it myself.
-
Hmm
-
He’s claiming to have composed it himself.
-
You think I can’t compose one?
-
I mean… first perfect the tunes composed by others and then..
-
Oh, hey Parizaad,
-
come sit.
-
No, I was… uh… looking for Lubna.
-
I haven’t seen her around these past two days.
-
We’ve been looking for her as well.
-
I wonder where she’s disappeared to.
-
I stopped at her house on my way back yesterday
-
but the servants told me she’d gone out shopping with her mother.
-
But isn’t her second semester about to begin?
-
We were talking about the same thing just now
-
and she’s always been very particular about her classes.
-
She’s never done this before.
-
She’s never gone absent without letting someone know.
-
There must be something wrong…
-
let’s see.
-
I’ll try getting in touch with her again.
-
Don’t worry Parizaad.
-
Let me know if you do.
-
Parizaad, buddy, I’d asked you to write me some lyrics.
-
What’s up with that?
-
I’ll write them.
-
He won’t write them for you now
-
that he’s become a renowned poet.
-
Okay then… see you.
-
Bye!
Bye!
-
Stop all this Lubna.
-
Enough of this crying.
-
You should have at least allowed me to finish my semester.
-
Where was the need to rush things, mama?
-
Look my dear it’s very important to make the right decision at the right time.
-
And then you already knew that all this was happening for your betterment.
-
If one is smart, one will cash in at the right time.
-
Okay?
-
Come on,
-
Cheer up.
-
Okay?
-
I’m waiting for you.
-
Come along.
-
So, you’ve come to meet Lubna, have you?
-
Yes.
-
...Uh…Yes,
-
she hadn’t been coming to the university for a while now so
-
I thought that I should at least -
-
Hmm… so you thought, why don’t I go there and ask after her well being.
-
This is what you were thinking, right?
-
Yes.
-
Why don’t you just come out and say.. that you’ve fallen in love with Lubna.
-
That isn’t so…
-
I only…
-
came by to meet her is all.
-
Fine.
-
I’ll accept your word for it…
-
although it seemed like something else to me.
-
I’ve arranged Lubna’s marriage.
-
She’s getting married after three days.
-
Her classmates won’t be coming since I haven’t invited them.
-
But if you’d like to come then please do so because… I kinda like you.
-
Her fiancé has
-
given her permission to study after they get married
-
but I don’t think that Lubna will want to study further.
-
She wants to relax,
-
chill…
-
enjoy life,
-
you know.
-
Who is Lubna’s husband to be?
-
The business tycoon,
-
Noman Bashir.
-
You met him at the party, didn’t you?
-
Alright then
-
You keep sitting
-
I’ll send in some tea for you.
-
Okay?
-
Parizaad, hi.
-
How are you?
-
I’m fine.
-
Sit down, please.
-
So, tell me.
-
Congratulations on your marriage.
-
Thank you.
-
I don’t have the right,
-
but if you will allow it… may I ask,
-
Why Noman of all people?
-
You could have gotten someone far better than him.
-
The guy from your department, Kashif,
-
He really adores you.
-
He’s handsome,
-
rich
-
and worthy.
-
Noman or Kashif,
-
what difference does it make?
-
Whoever puts in the highest bid, can buy me.
-
‘Bid?’
-
‘Buy…’ what do you mean?
-
We don’t receive proposals,
-
people bid for us.
-
The one who bids the highest can buy me.
-
If you bid high enough, even you can buy me.
-
But loose women are bid upon.
-
So, what do you think I am?
-
This is what I am.
-
Thank you.
-
No one at the university knows my true reality.
-
It’s no longer the age of the dancing girl in the bazaars…
-
this is the age of a ‘life style.’
-
One always says that the father lives somewhere abroad.
-
But I was always fond of studying.
-
I wanted to study.
-
So, thanks to mama,
-
she at least gave me the permission…
-
and I went to university and got educated
-
But it was, however, on condition that
-
I would leave my studies the moment I received the right bid.
-
So, this is what I’m doing now.
-
Although my prayers have never borne fruit, Lubna…
-
...but I will still pray that you are always happy.
-
You’re very nice, Parizaad.
-
People say
-
that love is blind.
-
I wish that the people we loved,
-
were also blind.
-
That would have been so wonderful.
-
You will always be in my prayers.
-
If I had my way, I would actually make the whole world go blind…
-
so, they could see the inside of the person that’s you.
-
Did you finally meet Lubna?
-
Yes.
-
But…
-
What you’re doing isn’t right.
-
There’s no room for emotion amongst us, boy.
-
Alright fine, look instead of Noman,
-
Why don’t you hand me a cheque for ten crores rupees.
-
And I’ll give Lubna’s hand in marriage to you.
-
Ten crores?
-
It’s would be something if you could manage to find even a full
-
hundred rupee note in the pocket of a guy like me.
-
Why?
-
What do you lack?
-
Now you listen to me boy, this thing called face, looks, personality…
-
these are problems to do with the lower middle class.
-
A man’s face,
-
his personality
-
and his worth..
-
are all measured by his money.
-
Go on…
-
Go out into that merciless world out there and gather your share of the wealth to you.
-
Make yourself so rich
-
that these so called ‘faults’ that you have in your personality…
-
they start to look like ‘Style’ to the world.
-
And then you’ll find a thousand girls like my Lubna chasing you.
-
Go
-
and conquer the world.
-
...Yes.
-
Oh, and another thing,
-
forget all this poetry and stuff.
-
It’s a pass time for the rich and affluent.
-
Out here even a poor man’s poetry
-
seems useless to the world.
-
But if a man’s rich,
-
then even the invective’s he spouts sound like poetry.
-
These words, they won’t get you anywhere.
-
A man’s face,
-
his personality,
-
and his worth..
-
are all measured by his money.
-
Go on…
-
go out into that merciless world out there and gather your share of the wealth to you.
-
Make yourself so rich
-
that these so called ‘faults’ that you have in your personality…
-
they start to look like ‘Style’ to the world.
-
Forget all this poetry and stuff.
-
...Its a pass time for the rich and affluent.
-
Out here even a poor man’s poetry
-
seems useless to the world.
-
But if a man’s rich,
-
then even the invective’s he spouts sound like poetry.
-
Go
-
and conquer the world.
-
You’re quitting the university?
-
But why?
-
The thing is that..
-
later even the thesis will cost quite a bit…
-
and I don’t have money to buy even the books.
-
He’s right.
-
When is he going to become some official even after he’s done with his studies!
-
He’ll only get a job as a clerk.
-
Its better if he learns something else… some skill, which will then
-
also allow him earn some money.
-
That’s all well and good sister-in-law…
-
but what will he do?
-
He has no skills.
-
All you can do is write your poetry is all.
-
So why don’t you find him a job somewhere.
-
What’s the name of that man you know…?
-
the one that has that welding workshop?
-
Get him a job there.
-
Yes… you’re referring to Kallu!
-
That’s not such a problem.
-
...So, you want to do some welding?
-
Wont you feel odd doing welding?
-
He’s probably going to be the world’s first poet
-
who’s going to sit at a plant and do welding!
-
Come on then son,
-
lie down here.
-
You do it now.
-
Good boy!
-
Take these.
-
Your hands aren’t that of a laborer
-
so, will your delicate hands be able to break the steel?
-
Only if I get to work with the steel then only my hands will become strong, Kallu Sir..
-
Good boy.
-
Here take this.
-
Let me give you your first lesson in welding today.
-
For a welder, the sparks that fly from the welding aren’t fire,
-
they’re sparklers.
-
They will burn through your clothes and burn your body with a thousand and one marks.
-
And once your body becomes scarred from the outside, like it is from the inside…
-
then you can assume that your training is now complete.
-
Good boy.
-
Very good…
-
Well done.
-
Do it! Do it!
-
Finish it quickly!
-
Yes, yes,
-
I’m doing it.
-
He should be back any moment now.
-
Yes.
-
He’s back.
-
Good afternoon father.
-
Good afternoon.
-
So, did you get to see the doctor?
-
Yes, we did father.
-
What did the doctor say?
-
All he said was
-
that one becomes weak during such times
-
so, one must be more vigilant about her food and rest.
-
These doctors I tell you,
-
They always give advice on how to increase one’s expenses!
-
Saeeda’s may be bearing her first child,
-
but it’s not the first child
-
being born in this world you know!
-
Millions of babies are born every day and they grow up
-
How many times have I told you not to make gibes at her!
-
If Saeeda’s brothers have turned out to be greedy,
-
How is Saeeda to blame for this?
-
How have I said anything so unusual?
-
A woman’s family either maintains or ruins her respect in her in-laws’ home.
-
Now if her own family aren’t bothered about their girl’s honor
-
Then how are we at fault?!
-
Huh?
-
Brothers are willing to sacrifice their lives for their sisters!
-
...But out here –
-
God forgive me! God forgive me!
-
They’re sitting on her inheritance like some snakes!
-
Obviously the sister’s going to hear stuff if that’s how they’re going to behave!
-
Yes, and your brothers really looked after us, right?!
-
Your family was very nice, yes?!
-
Alright enough, enough!
-
You know nothing
-
so don’t go on and on!
-
Yes, I know nothing only
-
you know everything!
-
You only think to criticize me!
-
Just do your work! Work!
-
Do your work!
-
I’m doing it.
-
Oye hey Parizaad!
-
A moment please.
-
Greetings brother Shauky.
-
What’s this state you’re in?
-
you left studying or what?
-
I’m working at a welding shop, brother Shauky .
-
But the pen and paper are what looked good in your hands my brother.
-
This pen and paper’s made me quite infamous brother Shauky.
-
I thought I would learn a trade…
-
because then I could help with the expenses of the house.
-
I know.
-
I’m the cause of your downfall.
-
But I swear to God seeing you in this get up today has torn my heart to bits.
-
Just command me.
-
How much do you need?
-
Even if I have to sell myself I will but I will bring it for you from somewhere or the other.
-
Just finish your studies first buddy.
-
Shauky will take care of all your expenses.
-
I have no doubt about your sincerity, brother Shauky.
-
But as they say,
-
Take care of yourself for no one else will do it for you.
-
I’ve now decided to take care of myself.
-
I’ve now decided to be practical.
-
Thank you very much.
-
She’s come to her parents place today.
-
I saw her get off the train.
-
I hope you remember your promise, brother Shauky.
-
This promise of yours is what’s stopped me from saying anything.
-
Otherwise, her reputation would have been in pieces by now.
-
I also got to know, the day she was getting married,
-
that it was Majid on the roof with her that night.
-
Its why they got engaged and married real fast!
-
But I’m really amazed at you though,
-
you knew everything yet
-
even then you never revealed their secret.
-
And you will also never reveal this secret to anyone, brother Shauky.
-
This is your promise to me.
-
Looking at you, I now know what it is to be truly in love.
-
A selfish man like me,
-
we only talk about love!
-
It’ll always be a mystery to people like us!
-
Mmm…
-
I sometimes really miss the evenings spent in this house of mine.
-
I feel like flying back at those times.
-
Tell me something,
-
Has Parizaad left studying?
-
Why did you suddenly think about him?
-
No, its just that I saw him in passing the day I arrived here
-
and it looked as if he was returning from work.
-
Yes…
-
uh…
-
Brother Parizaad left the university half way and he’s working at some workshop now.
-
Why?
-
He was so ahead in his studies and was so fond of studying?
-
He was a good poet as well.
-
Why did he suddenly leave his studies like this?
-
Yes well,
-
you know the greedy nature of his brothers and sisters-in-laws.
-
They must have pressurized him into leaving his studies and giving
-
them money towards household expenses.
-
Otherwise, why else would a brilliant student like him leave the
-
university and take on the job of a laborer!
-
Listen,
-
the clerk who lives in the lane at the back, Jawed Awan..
-
I heard he got married a second time.
-
Oh, hey wow!
-
You really seem to have kept up with the local gossip?
-
I tell you there’s no trusting men these days.
-
Yes…
-
but I’m going to have a marriage of my choice.
-
...A love marriage.
-
Yes Shehla?
-
Sir, Mr. Parizaad is here to see you.
-
Parizaad…?
-
Parizaad… who?
-
I don’t know sir; he’s saying that he met you at some party and that
-
you gave him your visiting card there.
-
Oh, okay, okay…
-
I remember now.
-
Hmm
-
Alright do one thing, make him wait in the waiting area.
-
...And
-
send him in to see me in exactly one hour.
-
Yes fine.
-
Please wait as sir is a little busy right now.
-
So, Mr. Poet…
-
you’ve finally come to my ‘Shop.’
-
May I come in?
-
Oh hey, it’s you!
-
Uh…
-
You had a rather difficult name Mr. Poet?
-
Its Parizaad.
-
Parizaad!
-
What a unique name.
-
Have a seat.
-
Thank you.
-
So, tell me,
-
What brings you here?
-
I’d told you that the moment I felt that I needed to sell my work,
-
the first person I would come to was you.
-
Hmm…
-
You would come to my ‘Shop.’
-
So, you’ve come to my shop.
-
I’ve come to you today to sell you, my poetry.
-
These are a collection of poems and odes that I had compiled for my book.
-
I’ve never recited them to date at any gathering.
-
Nor have they ever been published in any magazine or any other literary booklet.
-
Hmm…
-
But tell me something,
-
where’s the point of my buying your old poems now…
-
...because the one I wanted to impress..
-
is already now sitting in my house.
-
Anyways,
-
what price are you asking for this poetry of yours?
-
Five lac rupees.
-
Aren’t you asking for a bit too much for this old register?
-
No.
-
I could have said ten lacs as well.
-
...And you
-
or anyone like you
-
would have gladly paid ten lacs for my poetry.
-
But I only asked you for that which I need.
-
I’m may be a man who’s selling his words
-
but I’m not one to sell my faith.
-
Thank you.
-
Alright look, wait…
-
Parizaad.
-
Tell the accounts department to make a cheque on Mr. Parizaad’s name
-
for five lac rupees and bring it to me.
-
Immediately.
-
Remember what I told you Parizaad…
-
In this world, the only person who can be called successful
-
is the one who is willing to sell himself at the right time for the right price.
-
You were right you know.
-
I would have bought your poetry for ten lacs as well!
-
...But that was your choice.
-
Anyways…
-
Here’s hoping that my first book..
-
will be truly successful.
-
Five lac rupees?
-
Where did you get so much money, Pari?
-
Don’t worry sister,
-
I didn’t rob anyone…
-
it’s my own money.
-
Yes, Pari and that’s all well and good but this is too much money.
-
And then your brothers had refused to give her share outright.
-
Brother Salim,
-
I hope that this money will help you restart your failed business…
-
and that the worries you two are facing, will now end.
-
I just have one request.
-
Yes?
-
Just try and make sure that no one amongst our families comes to know of this matter.
-
My only purpose is to see you two happy, that’s all.
-
You can say that
-
We’ve now given you what was yours by right.
-
I’ll be leaving now.
-
Alright then sister.
-
Goodbye.
-
Stop right there Pari!
-
I will not accept this money from you
-
until the time you tell me where you got it from.
-
You would never be able to get such a huge sum of money from the workshop.
-
And nor can any one of your friends afford to give you such a huge loan.
-
You didn’t by any chance commit a crime -
-
Poverty is also a poor man’s crime, sister!
-
He’ll never get such a huge amount of money even for committing a crime.
-
...And I haven’t committed any crime.
-
All I did was sell my words, my poetry.
-
That empty register that you gave me in which to write my book of poetry…
-
...I sold that book to a shop of a buyer of words.
-
That book won’t get published now.
-
...But at least now I’ll be content
-
that no one will ever taunt my sister about being an orphan…
-
that she won’t be threatened with eviction from the house every single day.