Ren & Sam Tompkins - Blind Eyed Ft. Angry Car Park Attendant

- Rolling.

This lighter don't work, no

No flame to spark my goal

My Nikes laced in dirt, oh

I feel like I'm treading on my own soul

Yeah, my headphones only working
on the left side

But I try to live the right life

My eyes wide, and I strive

To stop my demons gripping, ripping
from the inside

This road is dark and I can't

Find the batteries for my flashlight

I'm blind eyed and I'm tired

- [Car Park Attendant] Not allowed
to (indistinct)

These drugs don't work

- [Car Park Attendant] Please walk
a ways, yeah?

The pain, it takes control

- [Car Park Attendant] Further,
walk away.

I got a blood-stained shirt

And I feel like I'm always
being chased by the devil

Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, I try to talk,
but I can't seem

to get my spoken words right

And I t-t-t-t-t-t-try to keep my stutter light

And this life can be quite shit, right

Cut you like a flick knife,
twist and make you sick, right

And I think,
"Maybe I'll be better off alone"

So I redirect the calls from my phone

I learnt so many lessons from depression

But in essence I'm just wishing

That these bad thoughts were gone

Blind eyed

- I snapped a string.

Fuck it.

Sometimes I get these times

When it's like time works against me

In my mind I kind of mind, yeah,
that my mind can torture me

So I rhyme 'cause when I rhyme

It's like my rhymes, they set me free

I shine so bright, I shine these times

These rhymes come out of me

Times I'll bleed, times I'll fall

Times I'll slip, times I'll crawl

Times my back
is up against the wall

So hard that whole building could fall

Times I'll bruise, times I'll break

Times I'm true, times I'm fake

Times I'm hoping
for a moment when the floor

Would just start opening
and swallow me, for goodness sake

I think I'm gonna break
'cause I ache and it's bait

I'm awake in a world full of pain,
superman no cape

And I'm pressing the breaks,
but the breaks

They break and I'm driving
my universe into a lake

And the weight,
the weight of the world don't wait

We make mistakes when it's all at stake

We cook our cake, we eat our cake

Sometimes no time for double takes, but

That's just the way life goes sometimes

But I don't want to end up in the gutter

being battered by my troubles

Face down in puddle
where the sun don't shine

So I'm coming and giving it back

Upon the track and attacking 'em

Stacking up beats
like I did with this one I pack it in

And I'm praying

Oh lord, take this pain away, oh