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I will never forget this kindness .
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These are just words!
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Shanaya gave her life for you and you couldn’t even stand up as witnesses for her?!
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I came to your house and pleaded with you!
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But what did you all do?
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Huh?!
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I’m so sorry.
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Because of whom you became a doctor…
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You are her culprit…
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You all are just as much a part of her murder.
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Shanaya showed kindness to you all….
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and you all went and sided with her killers?
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Get out of my office and don’t show me your face here again!
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Why are you still standing here?!
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Get out!
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Yes Sir?
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I’m heading out for a business appointment
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so kindly handle whatever needs doing during my absence.
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Yes Sir.
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See you.
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Right Sir.
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My letters will tell you….
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how very grateful I was to you from the first day…
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and how I would pray for you.
-
I wonder why she’s late coming back?
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Kanwal, its been six hours and the child still isn't back.
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Where can Azka have gotten to?
-
I’m really feeling anxious!
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Ma,
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I told her that to let me accompany her but you know how she never listens.
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So why don’t you then phone her child?
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I called her several time without you even asking me to do it but I couldn’t get through to her.
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Wait, let me call her again.
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There is no answer from the number you have dialed.
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Her phones off.
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Oh God have mercy.
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Don’t worry, I’ll go see.
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Look at that, she’s back.
-
She’s back.
-
Whats wrong with her?
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I don’t know Ma.
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I’ll go see… I’ll go.
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Azka?
-
What’s wrong? What’s happened?
-
You’re crying?
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At least tell me whats happened Azka?
-
Say something!
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I’m getting very anxious Azka, tell me what happened!
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Sister-in-law, do you know….
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For so many years, the one who got me educated, paid theexpensive fee of my college…
-
and all my dues...
-
...do you know who that was…
-
do you know?
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Who was it?
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Sister-in-law it was… it was…
-
it was Mr. Azlan.
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What…!
-
Mr. Azlan paid for all of it… the fees, everything.
-
What are you saying Azka!
-
Yes… yes…
-
Mr. Azlan?
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Yes.
-
...Yes… yes… yes…
-
Its really making me happy to see Zainab; its been ages since I last met her.
-
We’re also feeling very happy seeing you Sitwat.
-
Zainab would often ask after you.
-
Are you done with your studies my dear?
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Yes aunty.
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I see.
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So what have you done your Masters in?
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I did it in finance aunty.
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Oh wow! Very good.
-
Yes.
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Seems like Azlan’s back.
-
Greetings aunty, how are you?
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Greetings son.
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How are you?
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I’m very well.
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Zainab, what a pleasant surprise.
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I’m seeing you after some time.
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Actually mom was coming
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so I thought why not tag along as it gave me a good excuse to also meet you and aunty
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Good.
-
What are you doing these days?
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She’s done her Masters in finance so I think that you should now give her a job in your office.
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Of course… uh… email me your resume.
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Okay, I’ll email it to you.
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Why don’t you two go sit and talk over there son.
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Yes… uh… actually I have a conference call in ten minutes so maybe some other time?
-
Of course Azlan.
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Work is work.
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Maybe next time.
-
Oh… I think I’ll call for the tea.
-
Samrah?
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Azka?
-
Come on then, fix your mood now.
-
You haven't eaten a thing all day.
-
Have a little food.
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Alright…
-
come have this.
-
I’m not hungry.
-
Why take your anger out on food?
-
Now be good and heed me, eat a little.
-
Look at your state!
-
I cant believe that
-
the person I considered as my benefactor for so many years was in fact Mr. Azlan.
-
I wish… I wish that I hadn’t become a doctor.
-
And if I was to be one
-
then I wish it hadn't been with his money.
-
Now see here Azka,
-
God is the one that’s made you a doctor
-
and He made Miss. Shanaya the intermediary.
-
Believe you me sister-in-law,
-
while standing in that office, when he said that you all never repaid the debt favors we did you…
-
that you all didn’t help catch me Shanaya’s killers… never stood up as witnesses…
-
...his every word felt like a slap on my face.
-
I felt…
-
and I realized then
-
that we had in fact actually done nothing sister-in-law.
-
We never went there and bore witness.
-
We never helped him.
-
And instead, he did me this huge favor that would stay with me for the rest of my life.
-
He can never understand the fact that we were three lone women Azka… women who were helpless.
-
What could we have done?
-
I don’t know sister-in-law…
-
I don’t know how I’m going to spend the rest of my life…
-
now his every sentence, every word he said will continue to haunt me.
-
...It will cause me anguish my whole life.
-
Now you listen to me Azka!
-
Miss. Shanaya is the one who made you a doctor and not Mr. Azlan.
-
If this is upsetting you and you want to thank her then… lets you and I, go visit her grave tomorrow.
-
You offer supplications for her every day as it is.
-
We’ll now go to her grave and place flowers on it, offer supplication prayers for her.
-
You watch it’ll give you a lot of peace.
-
Come in.
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I need to speak to you about something Mom.
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I don’t want to speak to you about anything.
-
Alright so tell me, why are you angry with me?
-
What do you mean; don’t you know why I’m angry with you?
-
Not at all.
-
How much longer am I supposed to spend my life with the walls of this house?
-
I’m all alone and waiting all day for you every day.
-
There’s no one to whom I can confide my innermost feelings.
-
Tell me what to do Azlan?
-
So what do you want to do?
-
Zainab is a nice girl.
-
I want you to marry her.
-
What are you saying!
-
You know very well that there’s no place in my life for anyone other than Shanaya.
-
My love, Shanaya will never return now.
-
Do you want to spend the rest of your life alone like this?
-
Yes!
-
No one can replace Shanaya.
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No one can replace anyone Azlan.
-
The one that comes will make their own place.
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Mom, my getting married a second time will mean my being unfaithful to Shanaya.
-
There’s nothing left in my heart for anyone except you.
-
the sooner you’ll stop causing me anguish…
-
and to yourself too
-
Aunty!
-
How many times have I told you not to come here?
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Why do you bother???
-
Oh hey come on sister, its time celebrate as my wife to be has now happily become a doctor.
-
Feeding her some sweet meats is my duty.
-
Here, eat this sweet meat along with your tea… that too from my hand.
-
Have you no shame!
-
What kind of ill manners is this?
-
Is this how one behaves when visiting the home of respectable people?
-
Is this any kind of decency?
-
Aunty this is a happy occasion.
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I haven't come here to fight.
-
I’ve come to celebrate Azka’s happiness.
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Now you listen to me and listen well!
-
I have no association or any kind of relationship with you all!
-
The match my brother arranged, he finished right there and then!
-
What nonsense are you talking?
-
I’m not the Azka I was before.
-
Yes, yes, you’re now a doctor and you’ve become arrogant.
-
I will get rid of all your arrogance.
-
What will you do?
-
Kill me?
-
Well then kill me because I still wont marry you.
-
Do you understand?
-
Now pick up your basket of sweets and get out of here!
-
You come here daily to make a spectacle of some sort or the other.
-
Wow!
-
Seems you’ve become quite independent and found a voice!
-
Earlier you couldn’t even talk and now you’re spewing words like there’s no stopping you!
-
You study four grades and you think you’re flying high and too good for others?!
-
Yes, I am flying high.
-
I’ve now learnt to fight for what is the truth and what are my rights!
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If I ever see you two in this house again it wont bode well for you.
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What you’re doing isn’t right.
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Yes, you’re right I am.
-
...But I will not marry you.
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Hmm…
-
so are you satisfied now?
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Come on then be so good as to pick up your sweets and leave.
-
Come along.
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My dearest son, was this enough humiliation for you or would you like to get some more.
-
Miss. Shanaya,
-
I can never repay you for the kindness you have done me.
-
Every breath of my being is in your debt….
-
and I will continue to pray for you till my last breath.
-
I will become a volunteer and help others on your behalf.
-
May God accept this act…
-
and give you countless blessings for it!
-
Do you know….
-
Mr. Azlan really scolded me a lot…
-
and humiliated me…
-
as like always.
-
Maybe I should be used to it by now ….
-
but I can’t get used to it.
-
Maybe…
-
he is also right to a certain extent.
-
He doesn’t understand out helplessness.
-
had you been alive today.
-
you would have understood
-
With whose permission have you come here?
-
This place is very sacred to me so I don’t want to raise my voice here.
-
Please leave right now.
-
It won’t bode well for you if I see you here again.
-
I came here to pray for Miss. Shanaya.
-
Shanaya doesn't need your prayers.
-
Now please leave and don’t come here again.
-
I didn’t realize that I would need your permission to come here as well.
-
What do I say to you ….
-
when nothing anyone says affects you.
-
I will, however, say one thing …
-
that is that you are in need prayers.
-
Lets go.
-
Lets go.
-
Azka?
-
What’s wrong?
-
Is everything okay?
-
Sister-in-law, Mr. Azlan showed up over there.
-
Where?
-
I never saw him!
-
Why didn’t you tell me!
-
I would have taken him to task.
-
What could you have done?
-
I would have given him a piece of mya mind.
-
He’s an extremely ill-mannered man!
-
He’s constantly humiliating!
-
He has no respect for anyone!
-
We can’t say anything to him, sister-in-law.
-
We are now in his debt for the rest of our lives.
-
That’s the only reason I remain silent.
-
…Otherwise after the amount of humiliation he’s shown us…
-
I felt like going to his house and telling him off in front of his mother
-
so he would remember it for the rest of his life!
-
No sister, we can’t do that.
-
But why are you so upset?
-
You know what upsets me sister-in-law; it’s that God has put me into debt to a man….
-
who doesn't even consider himself human.
-
He thinks he’s God!
-
Even God is merciful to His creations.
-
And Mr. Azlan, has no such thing called mercy in his heart.
-
Such arrogance, such conceit!
-
May God forgive me!
-
Well of course, what else.
-
It’s because he doesn’t think of us as being human,
-
he thinks we’re beneath him.
-
Okay look forget about him and think of your benefactor Miss. Shanaya…
-
and to hell with Mr. Azlan!
-
Don’t talk to me about the profit, tell me about the loss.
-
But that’s what I’m telling you Sir, we have three branches which lost around ten per cent.
-
Fine,
-
then deduct ten per cent salary from the employees of those branches.
-
The whole market is down and this is these are the Covid times so it would be unfair to do this Sir!
-
All other branches profited during this very same time.
-
The staff of these branches should know that if they don’t focus and pay attention to their work…
-
then what are they being paid for!
-
They need to take responsibility.
-
Mr. Ahsan, please let them know.
-
Mr. Azlan has started to consider himself as God.
-
He never forgives or nor does he show deference to anyone.
-
I don’t know where he’s going to take all that money.
-
He’ll take it into his grave where else.
-
Are you blind!
-
Can you not see!
-
Had you come under the wheels of my car I would have been blamed for the whole thing!
-
No Sir,
-
actually my wife was ill is why I was taking this fruit for her.
-
What do you mean your wife was sick!
-
Now get out of my way!!!
-
Don’t talk to me in a loud voice, Sir.
-
We are also His creations.
-
Get out of the way.
-
But what about my fruit, Sir?
-
How will I buy more fruit?
-
Have you all started a new racket now?
-
Is this another way of begging for charity?
-
Have you all no shame!
-
You look hale and hearty but seems you all have started this new racket now!
-
Sir, I am a human so kindly speak to me like a human.
-
Don’t try to play God otherwise you will suffer such pain in life so as to leave you speechless!
-
Hey, stop talking nonsense!
-
Now get out of the way!
-
Hello?
-
Where have you been Zain and why weren't you answering my phone calls?
-
Uh…
-
Sorry.
-
How are you?
-
How are you?
-
You sound upset.
-
I’ve been phoning you for the past two days
-
but you neither answered my calls and nor did you return them.
-
Is everything okay?
-
…Yes, yes, everything’s fine…
-
it’s just that Zunaira received a marriage proposal
-
so, I got a little busy with regards to that.
-
Alright.
-
Did you have a word with your family with regards to me, Zain?
-
No, I didn’t but I will now.
-
When?
-
Very soon.
-
I’ll be waiting.
-
I’ll speak to you later.
-
Why are you looking at me like this, sister-in-law?
-
Why don’t you tell me why?
-
What do I tell you?
-
There’s nothing to tell.
-
Oh really?
-
If there’s nothing…
-
then at least say it when looking at me.
-
This means that there is someone.
-
The thing is sister-in-law…
-
that we studied together in college and we’re friends.
-
Oh hey, is he the one you used to talk about?!
-
…
-
He’s a nice, decent boy.
-
And he’s intelligent as well.
-
And you also like him.
-
His family is like ours.
-
...And his parents went to great pains to educate him.
-
He must be quite competent as well.
-
Obviously since you wouldn’t marry anyone incompetent.
-
But I’m positive that he isn’t as competent as our Azka!
-
Okay so tell me, when is he sending his parents across?
-
It’ll be soon.
-
Oh god Azka,
-
the Lord is fulfilling all our dreams!
-
Just think about it,
-
your wish to become a doctor has been fulfilled.
-
And when you get married into a good family,
-
my dream will also be fulfilled!
-
I don’t know sister-in-law but I’m now afraid of the fulfillment of my dreams.
-
At times,
-
I feel as if once your dreams are fulfilled you fall into another new trial.
-
Now you listen to me.
-
You are not to jinx things by saying this.
-
I will rejoice and go crazy dancing when you get married!!!
-
Speak softly sister-in-law.
-
I don’t want Ma to hear us.
-
But frankly speaking you know the day you get married
-
I will have proved myself successful before your brother.
-
I’m feeling so happy.
-
Greetings.
-
Greetings.
-
Yes?
-
My name is Zain.
-
Zain Ahmed.
-
Oh… you used to study with Azka, right?
-
Yes.
-
Azka told me.
-
Come in… come inside.
-
Thank you very much.
-
By the grace of God….You are exactly what I’d heard of you.
-
Okay and what did you hear?
-
Don’t worry, it was all good things.
-
So, tell me, would you like some tea or something cold?
-
Uh… No, thank you so much.
-
Actually, I wanted to discuss something very important with you all…
-
with aunty and Azka as well.
-
Yes, of course.
-
Please have a seat.
-
Ma!
-
Ma, could you please come down.
-
Zain is here!
-
Who’s Zain?
-
Yes… greetings.
-
Greetings.
-
Ma, this is Zain….
-
and we used to study at the same medical college.
-
I see.
-
Please have a seat, son.
-
Actually, I wanted to discuss something important with you.
-
Yes, tell me?
-
The thing is…
-
Azka and I like each other.
-
And…
-
we want to get married.
-
What could be more wonderful than the fact …
-
that you two like each other and want to get married.
-
Isn't that right Ma?
-
Hmm.
-
It’s every parents wish to see their daughter married off withdignity and honor.
-
It would be best if you would send your parents over.
-
Uh… Actually I really tried to make them come around but they aren’t agreeing.
-
Which is why I thought of coming myself.
-
And?
-
I would like you to get Azka and me married.
-
...It’s because I can’t live without her.
-
I’ll bring my parents across right after the wedding.
-
We are respectable people, son.
-
We want to get our daughter and see her off with honor.
-
It would be best …
-
If you send your parents across.
-
Zain, I think you should leave right now.
-
Give us some time and we will let you know once we’ve thought it over.
-
Ma, I…
-
I didn’t know that Zain was going to come over to our house like this.
-
We do like each other, yes; but…
-
he told me that he would bring his parents.
-
Yes Azka, I know you’re telling the truth.
-
But is this any way to do things…
-
to come with a proposal without his parents?
-
What did he think,
-
that we would quietly get you married and see you off with him?
-
Why?
-
What do you lack?
-
Ma,
-
you do know don’t you,
-
that I will accept whatever decision you make with regards to me.
-
To tell you the truth,
-
I really didn’t like his coming over to propose like this.
-
Even Abid is better in this regard;
-
he at least is accompanied by his mother when he comes.
-
Ma, you’re comparing Zain to Abid?
-
You think that Zain is like Abid?
-
I am doing no such thing.
-
All I’m saying is…
-
that there is a proper way to do things.
-
We may be poor but we are respectable people, Azka!
-
Every person wants to be able to marry and see off their daughter respectably and with honor.
-
How…
-
how can you even think of such a thing?
-
You’re an educated girl, child?
-
You’re right.
-
You’re absolutely right, Zain should never have done this without speaking to me about it first -
-
No!
-
All I’m saying child is that…
-
that it takes a long period of time to earn respect…
-
it takes a lot of time.
-
...But one can lose that same respect within seconds.
-
A boy that couldn’t give his parents that respect,
-
how will he give it to you in the future?
-
Think it through before taking a decision.
-
When your heart….
-
truly believes and gives witness to the Oneness of God…
-
then you need to, whatever the problem may be - be it good or bad,
-
accept it wholeheartedly as a gift from Him.
-
Once you have accepted His will… the sense of peace you will feel is one…
-
that you will not get from anything else in this world.
-
His love …
-
is the most unique.
-
It’s different from all other forms of love of this world.
-
He gives aplenty …
-
but He also tests you.
-
And sometimes one is forced to wonder…
-
why God tests one.
-
Its so one is able to learn the real truth.
-
A person’s love also becomes pure once it goes through a trial.
-
Whenever you feel that you are going through such a trial in your life, bear it in silence.
-
...And try to keep happy during that phase.
-
You will definitely come out of that trial, successful…
-
I’ve left all my issues to You.
-
And I….
-
will try to stay remain in accordance with it.
-
Its true Shanaya,
-
I haven’t laughed openly even once after you left.
-
My laughter,
-
my smiles…
-
you took it all away with you.
-
My heart is becoming more and more restless.
-
Nothings pleases me anymore.
-
...Nothing.
-
What is it?
-
Why are you phoning me again and again?!
-
Why aren’t you speaking to me?
-
Are you angry with me?
-
Yes, I am angry with you!
-
Zain …
-
you should have asked me at least once before doing what you did!
-
Do you any idea as to the extent of my mother’s anger?
-
I’m really sorry.
-
Look Zain…
-
every family has certain values,
-
its way of doing things and we may be poor but we also have our principals.
-
Ma really took offence to what you did.
-
Azka, please try to understand what I’m telling you.
-
I’m fed up of constantly trying to make my parents come around!
-
I had no other option, other than this left to me!
-
What I don’t understand is why your parents aren’t agreeing?
-
What is the reason for it?
-
It’s because of my elder sister, Zunaira.
-
She wasn’t getting a decent proposal for some time and now that she’s got one…
-
...the boy’s parents are insisting on an exchange marriage.
-
What???
-
Just please stand by me on this.
-
Let’s get married.
-
What are you saying?
-
I don’t understand…
-
as to what I’m supposed to do.
-
I want you to meet me just once, please.
-
Tell me,
-
are you going to come meet me?
-
Azka?
-
Yes Ma?
-
Today is Sunday child…
-
are you going to the hospital?