Découverte de la non-binarité : le témoignage de Cami

Even if you don’t understand

You can still support us.

Our identity is legitimate, it exists.

Non-binary Stories

I’m Cami, I’m 22, I am non-binary.

I’m here to discuss the term non-binary.

Non-binary is an umbrella term

For all gender identities

That are neither exclusively
masculine or feminine

Which could be agender, where “a”

Means no gender

Or it could be all gender-fluid identities

So if you imagine gender as a spectrum
between masculine and feminine

You can have a curseur

which moves around all gender fluid people:

Demi-gender, pangender, etc.

I never identified with femininity

At 18, I already started

To question my gender identity

And I met a trans man

Who I dated for a while

And we were able to label my identity

Which is non-binary.

And I think that

Because he was more informed

He could help me find
the words for my identity

Gender identity is who you are.

It’s the gender we feel,

we live, we experience.

And gender expression

Is what we show to others

It’s the way we express this identity.

So you can have a gender identity,

For example, masculine, so you’re a man,

And you can have a gender expression

That is feminine, with many stereotypically feminine markers,

Like Bilal Hassani, who is a man

With a feminine gender expression.

I told my parents I was non-binary

And that I wanted to change my name
at the same time.

Two years ago, I was 20

My mom took it well.

She was already knowledgeable
about gender issues.

She already had a
deconstructed view of gender

I felt very safe.

My dad was a bit trickier.

It took me longer to tell him

And I didn’t do it in person.

I sent him a message

Because it was easier for me.

He reacted well.

He said he didn’t totally understand

But regardless, he would support me

And it didn’t change anything for him.

He loved me the same as ever.

For my grandma, it was a bit less clear

Because the topic was foreign to her

She grew up in the countryside,
then moved to Paris.

She lived with my grandfather
for 50 years.

She was only used to
cis-hetero-normativity,

she had never questioned her identity.

Or the identity of others.

When I spoke to her,
she was a bit taken aback

But she always insisted and ensured

To try her best for me.

She tried very hard.

She almost never messed up

using my preferred name

I applied to change my name in 2019.

I applied to my city hall

I was given a file to fill out

With testimonials from loved ones

To say they called me Cami

I asked my school
to write me a reference, etc.

Then I submitted the file

And I waited a few months

It varies by city

And I had been accepted for a name change.

To misgender someone

Is to refer to them

Using the wrong pronouns.

For example referring to
a non-binary person

Who explicitly says

they use neutral pronouns, like they/them,

With feminine or masculine pronouns.

I personally use the pronouns

she/her when spoken,
and they/them when written.

But in general I often say right away

That I prefer that people refer to me

With she/her pronouns when speaking.

After, if the person
doesn’t give their pronouns

And you want to be sure
you’re not misgendering them

You can ask them for their pronouns

Or wait for the person
to refer to themselves

And follow their use of pronouns.

On the previous videos I’ve made

There were a lot of comments
that invalidated our identities.

That denied our gender expressions
and identities.

Now, I don’t read many comments

Only because I know that mostly

They’re malicious or misinformed

And they’ll only hurt me.