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Krishnamurti:
I suppose one must talk.
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That’s why you are here.
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We have been talking over together
the many problems of our daily life.
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We have talked about fear,
pleasure, pain,
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also the importance of relationship
and the conflict in relationship,
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and whether it is at all possible
to be free of all conflict,
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not only in our
personal relationship
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but also in the world
in which we are living,
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the world which is
so tragically disintegrating,
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where there is terror,
misery, confusion, poverty,
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and always the threat of war.
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It may not be in this country
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but there is always a war going on
somewhere or other in the world.
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We all know this.
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Also, we talked the other day
about right action,
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what is a man to do
in a world, as it is.
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Also, we talked about
the future of knowledge,
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what place has knowledge
in our daily life?
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What place has knowledge
in our relationship?
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Whether knowledge is the cause
of conflict in relationship,
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knowledge being
the whole structure of memory,
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experience,
stored in the brain, recorded,
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and acting according to that record,
like a computer.
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But the computer is far more alert,
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capable of out-thinking man,
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being programmed properly,
it can outstrip man altogether.
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Of course, it cannot perceive
the beauty of an evening,
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it may compose
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but the feeling of music,
the joy of it, the pleasure,
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the intense beauty of it,
the computer cannot feel.
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Also, in the last two talks
and question and answer meetings,
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we talked about whether knowledge,
which is part of desire,
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whether that knowledge
has any place in love,
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whether knowledge
contributes to love,
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whether desire,
with all its complications, is love.
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And the pursuit of pleasure,
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which has been most constant
in one’s life,
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whether that pursuit of pleasure
is love.
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Pleasure is based on knowledge,
as fear is based on knowledge.
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And isn’t that knowledge,
also part of sorrow?
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As we said the other day,
and if one may repeat it again,
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this is not a weekend affair.
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It’s a lovely day,
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and you have a nice garden,
green lawn on a pleasant day,
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but when we are
gathered here together,
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it is not a weekend affair,
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we are talking about our daily life,
and our relationship to society,
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our relationship
to all the terrible things
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that are going on in the world.
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Also, we have been saying
that we are thinking together.
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That is, each one of us is looking
at the problems that we have
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and talking them over
together.
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You are not thinking according to
what the speaker wants you to think,
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we’re not doing
any kind of propaganda,
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or any kind of sectarian
guru business,
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but together we are examining,
thinking, feeling our way
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into the very, very
complex existence
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and our relationship to the whole
world, and the future of mankind,
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what’s going to happen
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to our children, to the future
of all those people who are coming.
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So, we must go
into this problem over again,
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considering what our life is,
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what the future of our life is,
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whether that future,
based on knowledge,
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that is, experience,
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from that experience knowledge,
from that knowledge memory,
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reaction to that memory is thought,
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and from thought there is action.
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That is the cycle
in which we have been functioning,
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from experience, knowledge,
memory, thought, action.
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Whether such a cycle
has any future at all,
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or it is merely repeating over
and over again the same routine,
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facing the same problem
which thought has created,
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and whether thought is capable of
ever solving these problems at all.
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We went into that,
considerably.
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Also, this morning,
we ought to talk over together
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the very complex
problem of love,
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compassion
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and from that compassion
intelligence.
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That intelligence is not yours
or that of the speaker.
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It is intelligence,
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totally objective,
impersonal, non-sectarian.
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We ought to talk over that together.
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It is difficult to talk over
together with such a large audience.
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We can perhaps
talk over together
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if we’re sitting quietly
under a tree or in a room,
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you and I alone,
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two people having a good dialogue,
that is very possible,
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but to have a dialogue of this kind
with such a large number
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requires that we all think together,
be attentive together,
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face the problem together.
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Because we have created
the problems together.
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Our society which is so corrupt,
so disintegrating, so violent,
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it is our responsibility,
we have contributed to it,
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society is not different from us,
we are part of it.
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Though the communist maintains
that society is us
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we are talking about
psychologically,
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totally differently.
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They are materialistic,
dialectical people,
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interpreting history according
to their own opinions and values,
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but we are not communists,
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we are not doing
any kind of propaganda,
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but talking over together
the immense problem of existence.
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I think it is important
to talk over this question,
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what place has knowledge,
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which is always
clothed in ignorance
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because knowledge can never
be complete about anything,
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even technologically,
astrophysically,
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it cannot possibly
be complete at any time.
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Any action born of that knowledge
must be incomplete.
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From that incompleteness,
all our problems arise.
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So, we have to talk over together,
what place has knowledge,
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or what relationship has knowledge
with regard to love?
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Knowledge is memory,
remembrance.
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Is remembrance part of love?
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We’re not talking
of the love of God,
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the love of something abstract,
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but love between people,
between human beings,
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not only personal,
limited love,
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but also love of mankind,
love of human beings,
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because as we said
the other day,
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our consciousness is the common
consciousness of all mankind.
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All mankind suffers, all mankind,
every person, wherever they live,
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they go through agony, uncertainty,
anxiety, guilt, loneliness,
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the content of their consciousness,
the consciousness of each one of us
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is similar to the rest of mankind,
psychologically.
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And so, psychologically this
consciousness is common to humanity.
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It is not my consciousness
or yours,
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it’s the consciousness
of all human beings,
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for everybody goes
through terrible times.
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Perhaps, then one realises
if one goes into it deeply,
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that one is not
an individual at all.
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You may have a separate name,
a separate form,
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different superficial culture,
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you may admire some painting
which the Asiatics might not,
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or you might not appreciate
Asiatic culture,
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paintings, sculpture.
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But psychologically, we are similar,
our consciousness is similar,
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so individuality is,
may be, an illusion.
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To understand this
problem of knowledge,
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whether knowledge brings sorrow
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and what relationship
has sorrow to love,
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whether the mind, the brain,
a human being who is suffering
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for various causes,
can ever know love.
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Or love is entirely,
totally different
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from knowledge and sorrow.
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We ought to together
talk over this problem.
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Please, we are not talking
theoretically,
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abstractly, hypothetically,
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but we are concerned,
not only with our own lives
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but the lives
of human beings in the future.
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What will man be
in 2,000 years time,
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when the computer
takes over all our thinking?
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Quicker, faster, correcting itself,
learning and creating new machines
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– the ultra-intelligent machine.
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What is the future of mankind then?
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I hope we are following
all this together.
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So, this is our problem.
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A problem that must be practical,
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a solution to the problem
must be applicable to daily life,
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otherwise, it’s so futile.
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So, one hopes that together
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we can talk about this
sanely, rationally
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without any emotion, romanticism
and all that kind of business.
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So, let us talk this
over together.
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We know what knowledge is,
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not only semantically the word,
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the word which creates the image,
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the word which is part of thought.
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What relationship has that word,
symbol, knowledge to love?
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Will love exist
without remembrance?
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I may be married,
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I have a wife or a husband,
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or a girlfriend,
or whatever you will,
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and in that relationship
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there is not only
the sensual responses, like sex,
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but also,
all the psychological responses,
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the pleasure,
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the possessiveness,
the dominance,
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the irritations, the quarrels
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– all those are recorded.
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If you observe –
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please, I am not talking for myself,
we are talking over together –
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all those are recorded in the brain.
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Like a gramophone, those records
are repeated over and over again.
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In that, there is security,
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in knowledge, there is security,
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psychologically
as well as physically.
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And does that security
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deny love?
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If it does, then what is love?
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Is it something so abstract,
so impossible,
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that the human brain
cannot capture it,
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possess it, have it?
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When we talk about love and
compassion, with its intelligence,
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we also should
discuss suffering,
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the pain, the grief,
the anxiety,
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the loss of someone one loves,
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with whom you have been
living for many years,
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or a son or a brother who was
your companion, whom you loved.
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When there is that sorrow
of loss, of pain,
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can that sorrow contain love?
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Right?
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So, we have to enquire into
not only knowledge and its place,
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or it has no place
with regard to love
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and is knowledge suffering,
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and when there is suffering,
is it at all possible to have love?
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Facing all these problems,
what’s the answer?
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Can sorrow end?
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Please, this is a very
important question
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because for thousands and thousands
and thousands of years
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man has been in wars,
facing death, shedding tears,
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bearing the enormous
burden of sorrow
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and has never been able
to resolve it.
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In the Christian world, they have
passed the buck to somebody else.
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You understand that?
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They have given their sorrow
to somebody else,
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call him by whatever name you like,
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that symbol, that person
is the epitome of sorrow
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and you hand yourself
over to him.
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Religions throughout the world have
not been able to solve this problem,
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they have escaped from it,
they have suppressed it,
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they have rationalised it,
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they have handed themselves
over to a symbol, to an idea,
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hoping thereby sorrow can end.
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Man has done every kind of thing
to escape from sorrow
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– through drugs, drink, sex,
through every form of amusement –
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football has become
the religion of the world, now.
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Through that we are trying
to escape from our own pain,
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anxiety and sorrow.
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So, if one can put aside all that,
not escape,
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not hand ourselves over to somebody
who will solve our sorrow,
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if we can end every kind of escape,
even the verbal escape,
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talking endlessly about it,
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or living with sorrow,
not talking about it,
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but that sorrow
eating one’s heart out.
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From that, all kinds of neurotic
habits, ideas, conclusions arise.
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So, if we can stop all that,
rationally, sanely, not by will
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because will is
the essence of desire,
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and desire also
is part of sorrow.
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If we can,
not only this morning,
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which is fairly easy to forget
ourselves for the time being,
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but when you go out
again it all starts,
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so can we totally not escape
from the pain of sorrow?
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What does that mean?
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Does it mean that knowledge
of my son’s death,
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of my wife
running away with somebody,
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and so, facing my deep,
insoluble loneliness,
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the remembrance of all that remains,
like a deep wound,
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and that brings sorrow,
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not being loved or loving,
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that person not responding –
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all those things
that go on in daily life.
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We have become so utterly
selfish and thoughtless.
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Can we together
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stop the whole movement
of escape?
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It is not an action of will
or determination
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or verbally taking a vow
never to escape
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but actually, deeply
not avoiding that thing.
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So that memory of the past
pleasures, companionship, all that
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no longer has a place
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and so we can remain with that thing
called pain completely, wholly.
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You understand? Are we meeting,
thinking together? I hope so.
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That is, my son is dead.
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I loved him
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and I remember all the things
he used to say, play.
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I’ve a photograph
on the mantelpiece,
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there’s always the recording
going on,
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the remembrances,
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which is an escape
from the actual pain
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– right?
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Or that pain is sustained
by remembrances.
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Everything, the furniture, the room,
the garden, reminds me of it.
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So, I’m constantly being reminded,
sustained by past events.
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Can I totally abandon
all that?
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I may feel that it may be disloyal.
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You follow?
So many tricks I play with myself.
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And so I sustain, nourish
by remembrance, the event,
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all the things that have gone
with that person
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and so I nourish it,
keep going.
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That’s a form of not understanding
or facing or going beyond sorrow.
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We all know this.
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Everyone of us knows
what sorrow means,
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not only personal sorrow
but the sorrow of mankind,
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the man who has nothing.
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If you go to the East,
you will find enormous poverty,
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no hope.
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The same limited quantity
of nourishment.
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We were walking once
along the highway in India.
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A poor man had collected
a few dried leaves and branches,
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and in a pot he had put rice,
two or three drops of oil
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– one is describing accurately –
three drops of oil and an onion.
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He was cooking it
on the little fire.
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We were watching him.
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As it was cooked, he explained that
it was his one meal for the day,
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and he said, ‘Take some of it’.
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He will never be able to have a full
meal for the rest of his life.
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I’m not playing
on your sympathy, please,
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we are just observing
what it is.
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A man who’ll never
have clean clothes,
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who’ll always live in poverty,
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and the very knowing of it
is a sorrow.
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Also, those
who are highly educated,
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who only look through knowledge
as a means of advancement,
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the ascent of man through knowledge,
and keep repeating that.
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And we human beings, because
they are scholars, scientists,
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well-known people,
we follow them.
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In that, too, there is sorrow
because knowledge is limited.
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There is this war,
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which has been recorded
for 5,000 years
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and practically every year
there has been a war.
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How many people have shed tears
– been wounded, maimed –
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and we are still going on with it.
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We have left it to politicians
to decide our future.
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The politicians are thinking along
particular, narrow, tribal lines.
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So, there is all this
enormous sense of ignorance
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which is not ignorance of books,
but ignorance of oneself.
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When you are aware of all that,
there is sorrow.
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You want to do something about it
and so you join a group,
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form an organisation
or institutions,
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give money and then you think
you have solved the problem.
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No institution, or organisation
is ever going to solve our sorrow.
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These are all escapes.
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So, can we look at sorrow,
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be with it completely,
without a movement of thought?
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A movement of thought
is to escape from it.
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The very word ‘sorrow’
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colours the fact of sorrow,
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the pain of it.
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To observe it,
to live with it without the word,
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without the remembrance,
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without the idea
of going beyond it,
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just to hold it completely,
wholly together.
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If one does that,
what takes place?
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I hope we are doing that
together, now.
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What takes place
when you remain with a fact,
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and not translate the fact
according to your prejudice,
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to your want, your desire,
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without any motive,
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what happens when you remain
with a fact which is pain,
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and not allow thought
to come into it?
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That is, when you give
your total attention to the fact.
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We do not give total attention
when there is an escape,
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when there is interpretation,
when there is rationalisation,
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when the word
becomes all important.
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Are we meeting?
You are following all this?
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Is that possible at all?
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To so wholly remain with that
pain of tears – you follow? –
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the great depth of it.
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Because thought is very superficial,
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pain is not.
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But when thought
colours that pain,
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that very thought
becomes an abstraction,
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and therefore
it destroys attention,
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it wastes energy.
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So, to remain with the fact
is to give total attention,
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which is to give
all your energy to that.
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When you give such attention,
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with total energy,
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that fact is transformed.
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That is, the fact
is not different from you.
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The fact is you.
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The fact of sorrow, self-pity,
the loneliness, the despair,
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the sense of being abandoned,
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all that is you.
You are that.
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But thought comes along and says,
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‘You’re not that.
You are different’.
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I don’t know
if you are following all this?
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So, there is a division
between the ‘you’ and the object
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the fear, the pain, the loneliness,
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the despair, the depression
– all that
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is something different from you,
for you to control it,
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for you to overcome it.
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There is a conflict
in this division,
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which is false because
that which is taking place is you.
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You understand?
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We understand each other?
Are we getting along somewhere?
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There is also that thing
to be understood,
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the observer is not different
from the observed, sorrow.
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The observer is the observed,
like the thinker is the thought,
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the experiencer is
the experience.
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But the experiencer says,
‘I am different from the experience,
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therefore, I must have more
experience’ – you follow?
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But when one realises
very deeply
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that the observer of sorrow
is sorrow itself,
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that’s a tremendous
revolution.
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Because we have been
brought up
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that the observer is
different from the observed.
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To break that
whole cycle of tradition
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is to live with that
sorrow, pain, completely
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without a single movement
of thought.
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That is the ending of sorrow,
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which means the ending of knowledge
which you have acquired,
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which has been slowly
built up.
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So, the ending of knowledge
is the ending of sorrow.
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Is knowledge love?
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The picture, the image,
the name.
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Where there is jealousy,
possessiveness,
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ambition, competition,
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how can there be love?
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But our whole society,
our culture is based on,
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‘You must succeed,
you must be ambitious,
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you must compete’.
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Yet I go home and say,
‘I love you, darling’.
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It has very little meaning.
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So, one discovers for oneself
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– and no guru, no priest, no god,
nobody can help in this,
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one discovers for oneself
that love has no memory,
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no remembrance,
no picture, no image.
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And that love,
which is not sentiment,
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which has nothing to do
with devotion
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that love when it is
sustained, looked at,
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out of that, comes
compassion and intelligence.
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Compassion is supreme intelligence,
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it is not my intelligence
or your intelligence,
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it is totally objective,
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and yet you can love another.
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That is the beauty of it.
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Also, on a lovely morning like this,
we ought to talk about
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something which one avoids
all the time – death.
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Talking about death is not morbid,
it is part of one’s life,
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whether one is young or old,
diseased,
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it’s part of our daily existence,
which we try to avoid.
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So, we ought
to talk that over together,
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not say ‘Why do you talk
about a dreadful thing like death
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on a lovely morning
like this,
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green fields, blue skies
and lovely trees?’
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Lovely trees, the blue sky
and the green lawn is part of life.
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This is also part of life.
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But we are frightened of it,
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therefore we say
we’ll keep it at arm’s length,
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as far away as possible,
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don’t let’s talk about it.
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But it is there.
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Man, from the beginning of time,
has faced this problem,
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this terrible thing
called death,
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and has found many explanations,
including what happens after.
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The whole Asiatic world believes
in being born again next life.
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The Western world is collecting
a lot of evidence about it,
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writing books about it.
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In India,
it is as ancient as the hills.
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But their belief
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is to be born next life
to a better life,
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always a better life.
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If you are poor
and live rightly,
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you’ll be born to money,
to a better house.
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If you’ve got a better house,
it’ll be a better palace next life.
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If you have a palace in this life,
next life you will be a king.
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You know the game.
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What you do now, what you sow now,
you will reap in next life.
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They all believe this,
most earnestly.
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It is in their blood.
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But when one asks,
‘How do you live this life?’
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they look the other way.
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So that belief has no value at all
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– like most beliefs.
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Or, in the Western world,
you have another kind of belief
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– resurrection, Gabriel blowing
the horn – you know, all that.
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Man is seeking comfort, really.
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I have collected
so much this life,
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so many pictures,
so much furniture, so much land.
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I have cultivated my brain
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through education, through study,
through experience,
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travelled a great deal.
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If I die,
what’s the point of it all?
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I’ve lived a moral life and I die,
so why should I live a moral life?
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You follow?
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These are all the various arguments
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and explanations about death.
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We won’t go
into all the details of it
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but this is a problem
that we should talk over together.
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What place has fear and death?
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What’s the relationship of the two?
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What is important,
the before or the after?
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You understand?
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Before death or after death?
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For most of us,
after death is much more important.
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But we should consider, seriously,
what is before death,
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what is this thing called living,
and what is the thing called ending?
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The living and the ending.
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What is this living,
to which all human beings cling,
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always avoiding the ending?
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You may not want to end,
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through writing a book
and therefore becoming immortal
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– or a poem, or a painting,
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do something that will give you
a name, a position,
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well-established,
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therefore you become an immortal
of the Academy Francaise.
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You understand?
Sorry!
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So, should we consider,
if we’re at all serious,
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which is an urgency
to be considered,
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the living or the dying, ending?
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Both have importance
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because that which ends,
has a new beginning
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– not incarnation.
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You understand?
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Is it possible
to incarnate now?
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To reincarnate now,
not after,
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that may be merely idealistic,
romantic, sentimental nonsense,
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but the ending is a new beginning
– everything is.
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I don’t know
if you follow this.
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If I totally, completely
end all attachment,
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not at some future date,
now, today,
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completely end my attachment
with all its corruption,
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there is a new beginning.
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Right?
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But one is so frightened to end,
not knowing what will happen.
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If what will happen is certain,
then there is no ending.
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You follow?
I wonder if you understand all this.
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So, is it possible
to end while living?
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Not suicide, I’m not talking
about taking a pill and – exit.
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I’m talking about this life,
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the routine, the boredom,
self-centred activity,
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the constant demand,
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constant wanting something,
wanting, wanting.
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The attachment to somebody,
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attachment to a belief, an ideal,
to a conclusion, to a concept.
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To end attachment – let’s take
that for a moment, if you will –
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attachment to your religion,
your gods, church – attachment,
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to your husband,
to your wife, to your son
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– not to belief,
that’s fairly simple,
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to some image, some picture,
some utopian concept,
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or even one’s own personal
experience which one clings to,
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those are fairly easy.
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But to be free
of attachment to a person
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on whom you depend,
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what is this attachment,
why is one attached?
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Let’s go into it, together.
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Why am I attached
to my son, to my wife?
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She has given me her body,
she has given me comfort,
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she has encouraged me
when I was depressed
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– all that goes on,
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and the picture
I have built about her,
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the image I have built,
I am attached to that,
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not to her as a person,
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but I’m attached
to all the memories,
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the remembrance
she has cultivated
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– that relationship
in which we have grown together.
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I do not know if one has realised
that when one is tied to anything
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there is corruption.
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If I’m tied to my nationality,
it is corruption.
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If I am tied to an ideal,
it is corruption.
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Or a dialectical opinion
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and finding out the truth
of that opinion,
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if I’m attached to that
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as a Socialist, Communist,
Left, Right, Centre, all the rest,
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in that there is corruption.
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So, I discover that
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wherever there is attachment,
there must be corruption.
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It is inevitable,
it is a law.
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All that I recognise
logically, intellectually,
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but inwardly,
I still have a battle
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with the intellectual conclusion
and the fact, I am attached.
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Intellectual conclusions
I can let go of,
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that’s fairly easy.
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But though I have examined the cause
of attachment, I am still attached
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because I’m frightened
to be alone, stand alone.
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In attachment,
there is some form of security,
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and I have no security
if I am by myself.
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I am frightened to be by myself,
stand on my own feet.
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Therefore, I lean on gurus
– all that business begins.
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Now, I realise the fact that
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in that attachment
there is really no security
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because she might die or run away,
she might look at somebody else,
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she’s a free person,
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but I don’t want her to be free,
I’m attached.
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Can I look at that attachment,
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have an insight
into that attachment,
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because insight
is the liberating factor.
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Not arguments, not explanations,
not the causes,
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not any amount of pressure
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but the liberating fact
of insight into attachment,
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then there is a freedom from it,
completely.
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Which doesn’t mean you become
cynical and all the rest of it.
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Out of that freedom,
there is love.
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Can we look at our present life,
the daily living,
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not the death –
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we’ll talk about it,
if there is time, afterwards,
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but this thing called existence,
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and voluntarily end, easily,
all the psychological factors?
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Not physical factors
– I don’t mean that.
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You can’t end having a house
– that would be absurd,
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not the end of food, clothes
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but the psychological factors
of attachment, of fear
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– all those things
to which we cling.
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Can all those end?
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Not when one dies,
but while living,
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living with all the energy,
vitality, intelligence, energy,
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not when you are gaga
or when you are senile,
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but when there is
tremendous activity going on,
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to end these psychological factors.
That is death.
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Not the physical organism
coming to an end,
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either through misuse,
through accident, old age and so on,
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but death is the ending of all
that one holds, psychologically.
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Must one take, one by one,
all the various factors
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– please follow this, a minute –
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all the various, separate factors
like fear, pleasure, pain, sorrow,
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loneliness, anxiety and so on,
uncertainty,
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one by one and end them?
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Or have an insight
into the whole thing
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– you understand? –
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because they’re all interrelated,
they are not separate.
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So, to have
a total insight into that,
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is to liberate the whole of it.
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That is, to remain totally
with the whole structure of ‘me’,
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because the ‘me’ is
the knowledge,
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the knowledge
of a thousand years
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which has made my life
into a routine, into what it is now,
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and to have
a total insight into it
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– that’s real freedom.
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Then there is a new beginning,
totally.
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Also, there is the question,
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what happens if I don’t end
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all the content
of my consciousness?
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I agree with you, you have
pointed out to me all the things,
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but I haven’t been able to succeed,
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to have this deep insight
into the whole nature of my being.
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I have partial insight,
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I’ve got rid of half a dozen
little absurdities
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but I have still got
very deep absurdities.
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So, what happens when I die?
You follow my question?
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You’re all interested in this?
Of course!
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This is the tragedy.
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I have got rid of a few things
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but I still hold on to something
which I want,
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which is dear to me,
which is next to my heart.
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I won’t let go.
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So, please, tell me
what happens afterwards.
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Are you interested
in all this?
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I’m still attached –
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it might not be
to my wife or to ideal,
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I’m still attached to the money
which I have collected,
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I can’t take it with me,
but I want it till the last moment.
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I’m attached to that
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– what happens?
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To understand this question,
one must go very deeply
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into the whole
consciousness of man
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– if you are not too tired,
are you?
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We must question
the content of consciousness.
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That content is
put there by thought.
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I hope this is clear.
Probably, it’s not.
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We said the root cause of fear
is time-thought.
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Some of you have heard this,
probably, for the first time,
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we have talked about it
in the previous talks.
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Fear is the product
of time-thought.
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Time is thought,
they are not two separate things.
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Time and thought have put all the
contents of consciousness together
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– my belief, my experience,
my fears, my pleasures,
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my specialties, surgeon, carpenter
– you follow?
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All that is the content
of my consciousness,
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my attachment.
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That content makes consciousness.
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Without that content, consciousness
as we know it, cannot exist.
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Right?
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The content makes up
consciousness.
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If the content is not,
which is fear, pleasure,
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anxiety, loneliness, all that,
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then what is my consciousness?
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The content of my consciousness
is ‘me’ – please follow this.
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The content is ‘me’,
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I am the whole
of that consciousness.
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I’ve let part of that content
of that consciousness go.
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Right? The things that
don’t matter very much.
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The things that matter very deeply,
I hold.
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Right?
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I discover that this consciousness
is the consciousness of all mankind.
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That is the real thing,
which we won’t face.
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The content of my consciousness
– belief, culture, the pain,
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the books I have read,
the fears and so on,
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is the common ground
on which all mankind stands.
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Go to Asia,
they have the same problems
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– sorrow, pain, lack of work,
oh gosh, so many things.
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This consciousness is
common to all of us.
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Please, follow this carefully,
if you will.
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It’s not mine or yours, it’s common
ground on which humanity stands.
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Part of that common consciousness,
I have let a few things go.
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A few people in India let go,
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but they hold on to something.
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So, the common thread is there.
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I wonder if you understand this.
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If you let the whole content
be wiped away by insight,
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you have contributed to that
consciousness an enormous amount.
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You understand?
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You have brought a totally new
dimension into that consciousness.
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What you have brought
is so colossally important
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because you have brought
real freedom for man,
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from sorrow
– real freedom.
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It is of the utmost importance
that you empty that content,
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not just one piece,
here and there.
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This is logical,
this is what is happening.
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We’re all influenced
by the killers of the world
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– Hitler included.
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We are all influenced
by literature,
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by various teachers
that have been before,
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all those are part
of our consciousness.
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When we live within that
consciousness, there’s nothing new.
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It is like a man
who has read a great deal.
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I used to know somebody
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who could talk
about any subject on earth,
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Eastern philosophy, Western,
anything you want.
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One day, we were talking
and he said,
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‘With all this knowledge,
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I can never experience
anything original’.
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There is the tragedy.
You understand?
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So, what happens to
the content of that consciousness,
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which is not mine,
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if I let go of a few things,
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but hold on to other things
very strongly?
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I help to continue
that consciousness.
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You understand?
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Therefore, I’m utterly responsible.
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If I am violent,
I’m sustaining that consciousness.
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If I feel anxiety, pain, grief,
all that,
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I help to hold it.
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But if, through insight,
you liberate the content,
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you add something
incalculably valuable.
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That is the greatest morality,
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to be free of that content,
to give a new meaning to life,
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which is love and compassion,
with its intelligence.
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Right, sirs.