PAPAJI - 28th January 1997 (full satsang)

I'll turn it through.

It's warm.

It's okay...
Cute.

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Hey

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Please give me a new name Thomas is

Is often Who

Associated with doubt and I have I have
been Now I have seen Yeah,

I have seen Now I can Confuse At And heart

Myself Oh Oh, so told me So told me that
Thomas Means

Seeker of truth Here on your

On your presence And your presence This
week And

Kong Seeker no longer serves me

I wish to relax into my being And enjoy
that Which Which Never Comes Comes and

goes Which Through your grace And And the
self Inquiry Self -inquiry I have been

I have Seen To be My true Nature Papaji
Please Release me From this From this burden

And give me Give me And

Supportive Appropriate

Supporting Name to To Now walk Walk With
With Master And now

This This I go to your wisdom Compassion

And Name And And And And And And

And And I ask you, I'm asking you,
this doubt that my name carried before

to release me, leave me of that,
giving me a new name.

Too much is burden, the past is, is,
is finished.

And this, and what I say in this seeker,
in your presence, it's just an old old

habit seeking, when you've shown me already
the end, and it's just going on, so,

this I'm asking you a new name.

I'll give you your name,
which I know identity at all.

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you

your name, I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your name,
I'll give you your name,

I'll give you your names.

I'll give you your whole name,
I don't need information,

I can't describe anything,
and I'll give you your name,

I'll give you my name,

yeah I should have no worry at all about
anything.

I feel great confusion in my life.

I love you.

You said that we have to go alone.

You said that you are good to go alone,
to go alone for freedom.

I am afraid of going alone.

No such, no, so much of this,
of the loneliness.

Will you please be there for me?

Will you please be there for me?

Will I be there for me?

I have to be free.

Are you free?

I am not.

You have to be alone, to be happy and free.

All day you are busy with so many things.

Then you go to sleep.

There you are alone and enjoy for at least
8 to 10 hours.

Why do you sleep if you are enjoying here?

It means freedom is in loneliness.

You can be here and still alone.

Then you can enjoy this world also and
everything of this world,

including yourself and friends and relations.

But if you have this mind and I have to
get other tomorrow, day after tomorrow,

then you are suffering.

So try to be alone all the time,
even with your friends and relations.

And this trick you have to learn from the
teacher and how the rest relations are

only eating you up and spiling you.

I know that.
You know that, then that's why you have

come here.
If you were happy you would not have come

here.

Thank you.

This has been removed.

This is mine.

This is my last satsang before returning
to the world.

England.
I hope the fact that I feel my spiritual

roots are western.

And just a question.

And roots are western and Christian.

And not...
Eastern.

Or Hindus.

Well, not detract.

Well, not detract.

I am able to receive from you.

May I sing you another little song, Serge.

How you can sing a song and when you are
divided with so many things you have to

be free and alone, then only you can sing
and others can enjoy.

What do you mean and that you are western
and Christian?

And Christian.

That you belong to somebody who died.

And you are still following him.

Why don't you live with the man who's ever
alive and living and tell you you are...

You don't belong to me and you don't belong
to any religion and you don't belong to

any God.
You must follow that man.

Then you will be happy.
What do you mean by I am Christian?

Christ is dead, 2000 years now.

And you are following a man who is dead,
you see.

And you will also die like him.

So this religion is given by the people
who are doing some business,

some kind of business, you see.

Even during his life nobody followed him.

Five people were there only.

Only five people were there and they also
left him every time.

When he was suffering nobody helped him.

So it is better to be free and don't follow
anyone and follow something which cannot

be followed.
Close your eyes and close your ears and

then see who is that person who can help you.

Anyway, you are offered to sing a song.

Who will listen to the song and who will
enjoy when somebody is suffering and singing?

It's a good song to say,
I am free.

I don't belong to any religion and anybody.

Then you sing a song.

Everybody will follow and everybody will
be happy.

So since you are offered to sing a song,
I will.

Okay, you can sing but what happened to
your right knee?

What is this?
It split out of my jeans.

It split out of my jeans.

Out of your jeans.

And it will go slowly, it will go up you see.

This all will slowly go up you see.

I will try to sing from that.

I will try to sing from that space.

From this place?

I've been scrambled by your grace.

That's blown my logical mind away.

I've been scrambled by your grace.

It is all being blown away.

I've got you.

I'm so grateful for your presence, Papaji.

This is Papaji.

That's all.

It's such a big song.

I will try to go first.

I can't thank you, Papaji.

This is the echo.

This is the echo in the cave of my heart.

The soundless sound I am that.

Creative luminous ever -hanging, unborn,
absorbing on presence.

I am that which is not the sightless sight
in the cave of the heart here.

And there I am.

Beloved Papaji, I thank you very much for all.

You took off my shoulders.

So I can dance aptly in silence.

Being here now in this auspicious moment,
I'd like to ask you for a new name.

Having seen, having been called

called Burr.

Called Burr.
Burr is not the spelling of the bear.

No, it's not correct.
Burr. For almost half my life,

which means, courageous and and doerent,
is a bear.

Please give me another name from knowledge
of self with loving gratitude.

So what is this?

Bear. Lucknow.

Lucknow 28.
Bear means.

Courages?
Bear. Like a bear.

Ah, bears are very courageous.

Okay,

I'll get right.

Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Eight. 28.
Eight. One.

Ninety -seven.

This is your name.

Hmm. Read it.

Madhukar.
Yeah. Yeah, honey.

Yeah, sir.
You will see now, hope it will jump on you.

Madhukar.
Yeah, sweet.

Honey. Yeah.
Honey like.

This is what it is.

Hmm.

Dear Papa Ji.
Thank you for for

moving. For having heard.

For having heard.

Hmm. My deep longing heart.

My deep longing for and and made me come here.

Come here.
Made me come here.

Please help me.

Only one more.

Please help me surrender.

Only. It's only one thing matters.

Matters.
Which is to know who I truly am.

I would be very happy.

Very happy if you give me your name.

What is this?
What is my name?

Maybe the flowers?
Hmm. Yeah.

Hmm.

She got some smelly.

She got some smelly.

Some scent?

Okay.

Hmm. Hmm.
Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

She got the smell.
Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Smell of soma plant.

Oh, like?
Smell of soma plant.

Yeah. Smelling.

Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm.

You can read.

You have to read?

Hmm. They are here, so much moon life,
moon like fish and beautiful fish and sweet

like honey, so much.

And, and cheeks, they are not cheeks like
potatoes, beautiful, sea from each country.

She forgot.

She forgot.

She forgot.
She forgot.

I live in Boulder and, and help a male video.

I want to ask you about a dream,
I heard about you, in my dream you and

I were married.

The dreams all come true.

We lived in one room and it was dark.

It was dark.

You decided to leave me.

I burst it out in a deep cry as you walked
out, taking no possessions,

and I thought, now I have to do it myself,
awaken myself.

What do you think this dream means?

What does it mean?

Is it possible for you to give me a new name?

What is your name, Dona?

Dona.

Dona says, I was in some country there,
one girl had this name, Dona,

and I asked her, what is the meaning?

She said, beloved, beloved and easily
available.

Dona.

I don't know yet, this name which I am
going to give is, which means knowledge,

and another name of Goddess Durga.

Always happy.

And I don't divide with Dya,
with Dya, or give it to her.

I am not going to give you a name.

Dya says, no I after D,
like this, with Dya.

Do you want to sing?

What do you think the dream means?

When she thought that she was married to you,
what time she had a dream?

It was the last summer,
during the summer.

During last summer, and time.

All night.
All night, sir.

This dream is a true dream.

It is going to happen.
It is very true.

You can't dream otherwise,
you have not seen me, and you are having

dream. So it is going to be a true dream.

And you will know, at that time I will
tell you.

Today, tomorrow doesn't mean anything.

And this time, when you have dream,
it's not time at all.

It is beyond time, where I and you will
always meet.

And then you will know that we are the
same person.

Okay.

Something has come to me.
Something has come to me.

My dear.

My dear.
My dear.

My dear.

My dear.

What is your name?

Reinhild.
Reinhild.

I am leaving today, and with you,

I trust.

I want to thank you for your precious somehow.

I feel that you are the light.

Although I don't really understand it,
before I go now, I also want to ask you,

if you, if you are, if you give me,
give me, real idea, who I am,

and know that it becomes,
it becomes more near to that.

It is, it is that, that, that, that, that,
what I am searching.

I tell you how you will know who you are
in reality.

Just now you can see what you are in reality.

First of all, close your eyes,
and secondly, close your mind.

Don't think of the past, present,
and future.

And then you will know who,
who really you are.

You have to tell me now.

There is nothing, there is nothing.

Yes, that is correct.
You are always that.

You are always that.

But somehow, somebody I told you,
you are my daughter, and you are my wife,

and you have listened to him,
you have become that, and spied yourself.

You are not a woman, not a man,
you are God itself.

Therefore, nobody has told you, before,
therefore you ignored it.

So tell, I am God myself,
I don't need anything else.

I am happiness, I am silence,
I am not born.

So this is the trick to be always happy.

But nobody tells when you are born,
the mother is happy, she is my daughter.

And when you are married,
the husband is happy, she is my wife.

So everybody wants to possess you for their
own use, to enjoy.

Not that.
So you are that, which has nobody,

and which cannot be enjoyed,
which is enjoyment itself.

So this is the trick, which nobody has
told you before.

Okay. It's gel, gel.

Dear Papaji, I don't know what to say,

but feeling, but feeling that gratitude today,
I am going to the north and ask you for

a new name to carry with me.

Thank you, Papaji.
Sushana.

Sushana.
She is French.

Switzerland.
Switzerland.

Sushana, because I know one girl,
she was coming to be my Sushana as her

name was there.
She is a country there.

Sushana.
Sushana.

Sushana.

Beautiful.
Sushana.

Sushana.

Sushana.

Sushana.

Sushana.

Beautiful.
Beautiful.

Sushana.
What name?

Sushana.

Sushana.
Sushana.

Hard name was?
Susana. You must have this name then, Sushana.

Beautiful.
Loving. Honest.

Sushana.
Sushana.

They are very close to each other.

I am leaving, like now,
in two days.

And tomorrow, Wednesday is my birthday.

I would like to know if I can come with
my husband and children.

Children.
Children too have lunch with you tomorrow.

Can I sing a song for you?
Today at the same time.

Today and tomorrow.

So, how many people will come?

How many people will come?
They are four on their side.

Five. Five people.

But here we are at that time.

What time?
Here we are at least 30,

40 people for lunch.
If you bring all of them,

it will be nice otherwise.
At least for 30 people,

you have to bring our 30 people.

Because when you eat, somewhere you eat
together, isn't it?

So, what are you going to bring with you?

Are you going to bring?
There is somebody here.

He can bring.
If you like.

So, you can give order to him.

He makes very good food.

Very good food.

And money also doesn't care,
but you have to give advance money.

He makes money.

He is very faithful man.

So, you give then he will show your place
also. And he will come himself also to

help you needing.

Cecilia.
Cecilia.

Cecilia.
Cecilia.

She is the wife of Yogi.
Yogi. I see.

Yes, sir.
Then it's all right to say.

Do you want to change?

Today or tomorrow, as you like.
Tomorrow will be good, sad that time.

Through this.
This is petty.

Patti. Priya.

I love you.

Have you.
Thank you.

Thank you for loving me.

Enough to help me.

Love truth.
Will you kiss me?

Yes. Yes.
Will you kiss me?

Will you kiss me with your grace?

With your?
Grace. Grace.

Grace. What?
Grace. Grace.

And my giving one.

By giving me a new name.

I would like to share your grace with
everyone.

Who speaks my name?
Who? Who speaks my name?

Who speaks my name?

What does it mean?
Who will speak the name?

Who? Whoever will speak a name will be
sharing your grace.

Okay.

Yes.

Do you know how you write this, Priya?

Yes. Please.

Beloved Priya.

Beloved Priya.

Beloved Priya.
Beloved Priya.

Did? Eight.

Eight. One.

Nine -seven.
Nine -seven.

What is this name?

Priya. Beloved.

Beloved Priya.

Who's name was Priya?
I just remember.

Who's name was Priya?
She's been a woman of challenge our property.

She's been a woman of challenge.
One girl, Priya, was here.

She's from Chile.
She went to a woman of challenge.

She will come after one or two weeks.
Okay. I don't know yet.

I'm going to our channel tomorrow.

Okay. Thank you.
I'll be back.

Thank you.

Dear Papaji, by your grace I have...
I have been...

Embraced.
Embraced.

Embraced.
I have been embraced and...

taken into the...
Hearts. Into the...

Hearts. Hearts.
Hearts. Hearts of many people.

Here in...
Lucknow.

Here in Lucknow.
The... The family...

I live...
With... Live with...

Me. Treat me.

Huh? Treat me.
Treats me.

As a family member.
As a family member.

Where you stay?
In the Windrow Saxony on the House.

And... Not far from here.

I didn't understand the name.
Windrow Saxony on the House.

Windrow Saxony as home.

Huh? Windrow Saxony on the House.

I'm Indian.
I'm just using the windrow.

Then... A sector.
No. A sector.

A sector.
This is a doctor.

He's a doctor.
And treat...

Treats me like...
For no money.

Huh? Treats me for no money.
A doctor is treating me for no money.

I lay these beautiful people at your feet
and ask that you bless them.

Okay. My heart is full of love for you.

For all.
I'm very happy dear Papaji.

It is very good to be here.

May I have a name from you.
Thank you, Father.

You are certainly.
Catherine.

Catherine.
Catherine.

Hmm. Oh.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Iそうだ.

I... I...
I... What about you?

I don't know.

I like you.

Thanks for coming.
What is from?

Lovely.

Spelley.
L -Y. L -Y.

L -Y. L -Y.

L -Y.

Two, two, eight, eight, one, nine, seven,
nine, seven, eight, eight, eight, eight,

What is this name?
Have you heard this name before?

Dear Propagies, since one and a half month,
I am here in Lucknow.

I left Italy to meet you,
carrying all my hopes, all my hopes in

the travelling bag, in the travelling bag,
I am very happy to be here and like...

Silent. I like silence here at your feet.

I am very happy here for the first time,
but every day.

Every day, every day, every day,
grows in me, grows in me,

the desire to come close to you all the day.

I believe that you have...
Can throw.

Throw the bridge.

No? Throw.
T -H -R -O -W, throw.

Throw the bridge.

Bridge. Bridge that goes from...
Words. From words.

From words into silence.

Roads into silence.

And from...
I am at that point.

I am at that point.

There. Where words and concepts.

And concepts there.

Are not sufficient anymore.

Not sufficient.
Anymore.

Anymore.

I leave it, I can't leave it.

Questions seem inadequate.

My identification with the body and its
thousand troubles doesn't give an inch.

I am tired to think about what I should
or should not do.

And even the thought that there is nothing
I have or can do is just a thought.

Papa, let myself go into your grace.

Laura. Laura.

Laura. Laura.

Laura. Laura.
Laura.

I am translating.
She is translating.

She is translating.
Yes. You may not have a translator.

So let her translate so they...
What do you want?

Laura translate, I will see next.

Come on, let's go.

I have translated, but I have written in
English so that everybody has not understood.

So you speak there.

Do you have this letter?

Yeah.

I would be silent if you were there.

No one did go there because I was arsehole.

We've had many,...
...princess, but I haven't...

... yes.

So, you should have more, more, more, and...
You do not want to do exactly like that.

I said, it's beautiful,
you know.

So, it's exactly.

I am so much beautiful that everybody who
looks at me, follows me.

And I am such a holy person in my life.

And this life attracts many other people
and they also become holy.

So, I am so much...
So much I...

I... Gopika.

Gopika.

And this?
Short note.

Who? Thank you, Vithal.

Vithal. Yeah.

Vithal. Yeah.
Come on.

I will go to the bathroom.

Come on.

Come on.
Come on.

Come on.
Come on.

Come on.
Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.