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I'm addicted to painkillers.
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I'm addicted to smoking marijuana.
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I'm addicted to drinking alcohol excessively.
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At 3am, I would be with my torch in a dirty bin, just digging it out.
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And then sometimes I would be so desperate,
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I would just look on the streets where there was rubbish - looking for that.
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In the mighty name of Jesus Christ.
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You spirit of addiction - out!
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I've had back pain for 15 years.
I'm addicted to painkillers.
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I'm addicted to smoking marijuana.
I'm addicted to drinking alcohol excessively.
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Don’t worry, your time of
freedom has come.
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In the mighty name of Jesus Christ,
you spirit of addiction - out!
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Whatever is the cause of that pain - out!
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Wherever that pain is located -
be free in Jesus’ name!
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In Jesus’ name.
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Thank You.
You are free, sister.
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Thank You, Jesus.
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My name is Oabona.
I live in Poole, England.
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It all started in 2008.
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I just woke up one morning
and I felt some pain.
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I thought at the time that
maybe I didn't sleep well.
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The pain continued for years and years.
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I went to the doctors and they couldn't see what was wrong with me until a few years ago.
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They said that the pain was
caused by inflammation
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and they gave me tablets and everything.
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Nothing worked and this problem really
affected me on a daily basis.
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I would swell up - my body would swell
up even from the top of my head.
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I couldn't do most things
that I wanted to do.
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If I had to bend down to do something,
it would take me quite a while to
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stagger back up very slowly.
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So I couldn't just bend down
and come up again.
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And then at night I wouldn't sleep.
I would be woken up with pain.
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I'd wake up in the morning
with a low mood which
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became a depression in itself
because of a lack of sleep.
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This problem continued.
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I went to physiotherapy.
I went everywhere.
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I even went to traditional doctors
but there was no cure.
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And then the problem of back pain
gave birth to me taking tablets -
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painkillers from the doctor.
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And the doctors prescribed the
medication for many years.
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This started in 2008, so I was
on prescription.
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They got stronger and stronger.
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And I also thought that maybe
I could help the medication
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by taking some other substances
like marijuana and alcohol
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and other painkillers that I bought
from pharmacies myself.
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I used to call it a 'concoction'.
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So the main reason was for me
not to feel the pain
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and for me to be able to sleep.
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But still I would wake up at 3am
to take those again.
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So it's not like it solved
any problem at all.
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When it started I didn't have any
spiritual life. I was just in the world.
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And somebody actually introduced me to it.
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They said it would be better to take the
marijuana instead of the medication.
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They said that maybe it's natural.
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And then I remember somebody said,
'The plants are made from God,
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so you shouldn't feel bad.
You can just take it.'
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But it was not the case.
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So I was not working to start with.
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And then when I started working
I would use my money to buy it.
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And it affected me so much that
I had to take it three times a day.
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So that was a lot of money
and time as well,
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because most of the time I had
to isolate myself from people
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to be able to do all these things because
it's illegal first of all in most countries,
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and it smells so I could not just go
and smoke and come back.
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So I had to go and wash, brush my teeth
and spray some perfume or something
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and, coming back, I wouldn't be
confident enough to face anybody
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like my customers or my family.
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I'd be feeling guilty, timid.
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I'd be feeling all kinds of
guilt and just dirty.
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To be honest, I tried to stop by myself
because I knew it was not normal.
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And at the same time, I always
felt like it was not part of me.
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I always felt like somebody else
was doing it so I tried to stop.
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By trying to stop, I would throw it away
in the bin and then at 3am
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I would be with my torch in a dirty
bin just digging it out.
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And then sometimes I would
be so desperate,
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I would just look on the streets where there
is rubbish looking for that (marijuana).
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Sometimes I would have the grace of God
to maybe stop for a week or a month
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and then something would happen,
something bad or something good.
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And then I would go back.
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Something would tell me, 'Okay, you know
you can stop, so just have one more.'
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And then that ‘one more’ would be
seven times more than before.
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I remember one time I visited one of
the Arab countries called Oman.
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I thought, 'Okay, I don't know
anybody in Muscat,
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and I don't think that kind
of stuff is available there.'
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I don't know how, but I found myself
in the company of somebody.
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He actually approached me.
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I was just on the beach and he
asked me for marijuana.
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I said, 'I don't have marijuana,' and
he said, 'Do you want some?'
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I was like, 'Yeah,' and then he just
gave it for free for two weeks.
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So I didn't have time to quit
because I thought
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if I went there for two weeks maybe
I wouldn't have any connection
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to the people that I used to get it from.
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And the other thing that also affected me
is that I would have some relations
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with these people who supplied me,
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which is something that I'd regret
every time it happened.
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They weren't the kind of people that
I wanted to be involved with.
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The physical pain was still there.
It got worse as time went on.
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And before I got to know about God,
I went all over seeking for solutions.
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You know, the doctors... sometimes,
even when I'd go to a different country,
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I'd go and see different physios thinking,
'Okay, maybe this country is better,'
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but at the end they told me there's
actually nothing they can do for me.
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A friend of mine introduced me
to traditional doctors.
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I remember I was so hesitant to start
with because I never believed in it.
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I never believed it was something
that could help me.
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But my friend said, 'You need
to stop acting like a European.
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You are African - there's witchcraft.
So this must be witchcraft.
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So you have to solve it by
going to the witch doctors.'
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So I'd go to the witch doctors - some would
tell me that I don't have a problem.
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Some would not be welcoming to me at all.
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And also when I went there I would look around and see this is not where my help is
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going to come from as the environment
was not conducive.
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And then the last one I think I remember
called himself a 'prophet.'
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I thought, 'Okay, this must be where
the help is going to come from,'
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because there was a Bible open
when I went to his place.
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So I thought, 'Okay, maybe
there will be a solution.'
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Shortly after the last witch doctor,
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a friend of mine told me about
Emmanuel TV, SCOAN in Nigeria.
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She told me that her mother went there with
an incurable disease and she was cured.
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I remember thinking, 'Okay, if God can cure
that disease, my back pain is nothing.'
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So I watched Emmanuel TV.
It was not live so I was sceptical.
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I was like, 'Look at these people acting.
What are they doing?'
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And then by the grace of God, I switched
on the TV the following day -
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it was on a Thursday, it was live.
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And then I started seeing my own life
through the testimonies of other people.
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So that's when I got encouraged to seek the face of God because of my back pain.
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I used to have dreams when Brother Chris
was still serving at the SCOAN.
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I didn't know his name, but now and then
I would have a dream about this man.
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The dream would just keep coming.
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And I remember one time asking God,
'Who is this man?'
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Until recently, about a few years ago,
a friend of mine told me that
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I can send a prayer request to
God's Heart TV here in the UK.
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That's when I started joining on social media -
on Facebook and other platforms.
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When I saw the advertisement for the
Birmingham meeting, 'Let Hearts Arise,'
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immediately, I think within four minutes,
I clicked the button (to find out more).
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I was so excited to participate and
I got a response to invite me.
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I couldn't believe it.
I had to read it a few times.
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And I think that's when my healing
started, because I was so excited.
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It felt like my life will never
be the same again.
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I had to read the email again - every
time I opened it with the logo,
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it was so good.
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Yeah, I thank God.
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So I got there to be interviewed before the prayer,
and the sister who was interviewing me,
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when I narrated the back pain and then when I mentioned the addiction to marijuana,
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she mentioned that she also had this
same issue before she was delivered.
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I was so overwhelmed with joy.
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I felt like my case is over
because of her testimony.
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So that encouraged me so much.
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I started just crying uncontrollably and she
said, 'It's okay to cry. It's okay my sister.'
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And she actually encouraged me to
shame the devil and say my problem,
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because before I would only say I had
back pain and hide the addiction.
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And then I went to sit down
to wait for the prayer.
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And I remember very well,
while I was sitting down,
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I had this very sharp pain
that I've never felt before.
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It was as if somebody just
put a sharp object on me
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and it was as if it were twisting
down on my shoulder.
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And something said to me, 'You know,
you can leave this place and go and
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have the tablets, it will be fine.'
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I was thinking about it.
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I was even thinking that the bus stop is
just near - I wouldn't have to go far.
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But the grace of God kept me.
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And I said to myself, 'Okay, if this
pain is going to kill me today,'
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because I thought it was just too much,
'I would rather die here.'
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So I stayed and the time came
and I got prayed for.
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I felt as if I was somewhere else.
I didn't see anybody or feel anything.
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What I could feel was something - as if
something was uprooted from my feet.
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And I fell on my back and then
that's when I knew I was free.
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I went back to my hotel the same night,
and I slept like a baby.
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I didn't have to take anything at all.
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And then I went back to Poole
where I live,
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two days after I'd been prayed for.
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I always used to have stacks and stacks
of marijuana and pills and everything.
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But when I got there, straight away,
I just flushed the pills away.
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I thought, 'I'm no longer connected to this.'
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And then I wanted to test myself
because something was asking me,
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'Are you delivered?
Or is it all in your head?'
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So I tried to smoke. It was horrible.
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So I had to throw it away
and I've never gone back.
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And the other thing that happened
is I used to receive text messages
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from all the suppliers
almost every Friday,
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and I realised that they never texted me
after the prayer for 3 or 4 weeks.
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I posted something on my WhatsApp
and one of them viewed it,
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and I could see that they watched it.
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And then that's when I remembered that
I have these people's numbers.
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So I blocked and deleted their numbers.
I disconnected myself from them.
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I tried alcohol.
I couldn't sleep the whole night.
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I was so sick as if I was
drinking excessively.
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But it was just in moderation,
like one glass.
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When I go on the streets, the smell of
cigarettes or anything similar,
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I just feel like wearing a mask just
to protect myself from that.
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And now I can move my body nicely.
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I can bend without any problem.
So I'm healed in Jesus' name.
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And is there anything else that
was going on with your body
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physically that you received
healing from?
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Yes, before I got prayed for I was
diagnosed with fibroids in 2022.
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And I had an operation from the fibroids
and a year later I just experienced
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terrible stomach pain where I ended up
in Accident and Emergency.
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For a few months they couldn't
understand what the problem was.
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It was so frequent, I would just feel
like my life is going to end.
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They later found that I had a blockage
due to the operation.
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I never used to go to the toilet regularly.
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So that was what was causing
the problem.
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So after the prayer, I'm able to go regularly,
nicely, sometimes twice a day.
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It's all good.
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And I must say when I was
going through the pain,
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one thing that I forgot to mention is
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at some point I was very, very low,
like the lowest low of my life,
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where I thought maybe if I wasn't alive
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or if I wasn't breathing,
I wouldn't feel the pain.
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So I had suicidal thoughts.
But ever since the prayer I feel free.
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I look forward to what else God is going
to do in my life and I thank God.
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My spiritual life is ten times
better than it was before.
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I know Jehovah Rapha,
the One who healed me.
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I have that confirmation.
Nobody can tell me otherwise.
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So my Lord is my Healer, I know that.
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So I wake up in the morning.
I want to read the Bible.
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I can relate to the things that
happened in the Bible.
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The story of the woman with the
issue of blood inspires me
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because I can imagine, going through that and
she had the faith to just touch Jesus' hem.
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So I always think, 'If God can do that
for her, my case also is resolved.'
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Is there any advice that you
would like to give people
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who are listening at this point in time?
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My advice is from my own experience.
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I realise that my pain was to lead me to God,
which is the greatest gift for me.
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So your pain, your situation, is not meant to
kill you but is meant to keep you in God.
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And my other advice is from Psalm 27:14,
"Wait on the Lord, be strong.
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Take heart and wait on the Lord."