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(ethereal music)
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- The world of image felt
always like never enough for me.
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(piece being dragged)
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What felt the most real, close to life,
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was performance, involving body.
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You feel the weight,
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you feel the texture,
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you hear the sound.
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It is there, tangible,
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but with this tangible thing,
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you create intangible scenes in mind.
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(ethereal music)
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(traffic hums)
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I arrived in LA to meet my father
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for the first time, in... 13 years?
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(traffic hums)
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I remember in the car
driving to his apartment.
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He held my hand and
kind of said, (chuckles)
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"Oh, your hand grew so much."
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(turn signals)
(traffic hums)
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Since I started reconnecting with him,
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almost every time I visited him,
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he tried to plan some kind
of road trip together.
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So the car space is like the space
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that I spent the most time with my dad.
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The project came about with
thinking about this car space.
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(paper rustling)
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This is actual Niro,
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outlining what kind of
skeleton that I could build.
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I made the car sculpture based
on the model my dad drove.
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(items rattle)
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I laid out a lot of materials
and objects that I have made
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or collected over time,
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seeing if it works or
not, compositionally,
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considering its shape, material,
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and different sounds that it would make.
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(soft scraping)
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I wanted some kind of a plane in my piece
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because it's very skeletal
and it only has sticks.
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I wanted some space
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for other objects to exist on.
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(clay thumps)
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Each step of the way
required interpretation
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and a lot of like abstraction.
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(twinkling music)
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Being precisely ambiguous,
it's important to me because
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when you're puzzled by what you're seeing,
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you see things even more closely.
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(twinkling music)
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You observe the thing as what it is
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instead of what it means
or what it's symbolizing.
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(twinkling music)
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Driving for hours, you're kind
of together the whole time.
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I had faint memory of like who my dad was,
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but then there's like this big gap,
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so it felt like meeting a familiar figure
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but a stranger.
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What we like or how we like to do things
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felt pretty different a lot of times.
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(piece being dragged)
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no music
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not too slow
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not too fast
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don't stand out
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he said
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Look for a Korean restaurant
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McMornings
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and Korean food
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(gentle music)
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Object, movement, and language,
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I want each part to exist on their own
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and then try to figure out
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how they can coexist in a performance.
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Water
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pouring
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climb the hill
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I think of language as sound
components in my performance.
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There's a kind of calculation in silences
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for words or scenes to sink in
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and give space to the object sounds.
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(objects rattle)
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Some words I feel like
I cannot say in English,
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or in Korean.
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Whenever he talks about the trip
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sometimes it’s ominous
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strange
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Translation is perpetually incomplete.
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Accepting that there are things
that are not understandable
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or accessible at the moment is
also part of the experience.
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(gentle music)
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They said
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Do you know
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a blue Kia Niro?
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emptied parking lot
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a car left there
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(falls roaring)
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My dad talked about
going to Niagara Falls,
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but we didn't go.
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He was afraid to go near the US border.
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After he passed,
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it kind of hit me that
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it will be meaningful
to take that trip
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with him, metaphorically.
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I wanted to just spend
time in car, moving,
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and think about the time I spent with him.
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(falls roaring)
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(speaking Korean)
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door
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(speaking Korean)
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(speaking Korean)
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(speaking Korean)
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(speaking Korean)
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embrace
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(wood slams)
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(twinkling music)
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I like road trips because
you're moving forward
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to a destination together,
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but then you're also
intimately in this one space.
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You're almost in a same destiny.
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(twinkling music)
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When I perform, I feel the presence
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and energy of the audience
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and that feels like we
kind of shared something
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at that moment.
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What's important lies in
what's actually not being said
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because it gives room for mixing
with people's own thoughts,
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own memories, or stories.
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(twinkling music)